Okay , i swear
i am serious not okay now .
I thought school will be alright
as i was looking forward to after school so bad
but i was seriously so wrong .,
Everything just became so fucked up
that now i cant even stop crying ?
I dont know why i am crying .
I didnt go school yest ,
cos school is gonna be so horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
I am yet to forced to go to school today .
I didnt talk much
cause i didnt want to be there .
Think positively ,
i decided , i will be happy .
But right after school end ,
i called someone who i wanted to meet so much
someone who can cheer me up
someone who can listen to me
someone who can go study with me
someone who i love so much
someone who knows my in and out
someone who i treasured so much these 3 years .
But this person ,
to me suddenly change so so so much .
I really dont know why is she treating me this way ?
I really dont know this and that
I feeel so fucked up lar /: /: