Monday, March 20, 2006
fcuk larrhs ! nb cb ! find me todae in school not enuff arrhs .. still tell him .. tell all u wan larrhs .. lke ii care ~ make him scold me all he wan alryt ... FCUK OFF ! and ii flirt with ur fren or wadever ... 1st .. ii dun wanna flirt .. 2nd ... ii dunno how to .. 3rd ii m not those ppl hu flirt alryt ... jus fcuk off alryt ... if ur frenz stop calling u at nite .. my fault arrhs .. arrrghhh ... if you wan find .. cum find me larrhs .. why wan create problem .. not onli ii say tt alryt ... nahnah ... ii admit ii m being sensesitive ... if you are me ,,, u oso will feel the same right ... dun tell me if sumone flirt with ur ex hu u still love .. dun tell me u will dun care larrhs ... aiyyahh .. if you wan cum find me .. find me all u wan larhs ....
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
i miss you ..
ii am thinking of the past again !
look through all the pic ...
think bout everything ...
bout yest oso ...
ii almost cry yest infront of him ...
when jocelyn was lke flirting with him ...
i was super angry can ...
wahlaos ...
she noe ii still have feelings ferr him ..
den flirt with him infront of me ..
fcuk lorrhs ...
relli feel lke slapping her face ,,
forget it larrhs ...
jus super pissed larrhs ..
haiish ...
super tired of this life ...
can the time faster pass ?
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thursday ; 16o3o6
well ... meet chynaMEII at jurong east .. den we took mrt to orchard .. den we went cine ... take neos .. play arcade... den meet erika .. den wait ferr andyPAPA and jermemyLAOPA and frenz .. ferr 3o mins ? left there ... den take bus to zouk ... den cant go in .. cos onli those ppl born after 199o can go in .. den try to find fake id .. but cant .. saw alot of seniors ! and stacy .. omg omg ! she is so pretty ! and she dress so mature ! ahahahhas ... den we left there at bout 1o3o .. den we walk walk .. jus continue walking straight .. den settle down at a coffee shop .. den drink .. den continue walking .. walk till boat quay ... den we manage to get in a pub ! lolls ~ worse pub ever ! 3 jug of 7up cost lke ... $3o ? lolls ! den stay there till 1 .. den meet mum .. den me ; chynaMEII and andyPAPA went eat prata ! hahahs ! den mum send them home .. yeahh ...
friday ; 17o3o5
jocelyn party ... actually dun wanna go ... den he call me and say he will be going at 12 and meet me there ? den ii went ... den went there lerr .. den his fren there .. den took 354 to the beach there ... den seat there .. do nth ... wahlaos .. the more ii see him ... the more hurt ii feel lorrhs .. haiis .... den ii was lke so lonely there ... ii went to him .. ask him if he can lend me 5ocent ... den he say dun hav .. and ask me if ii wan puff .. tt is the onli con ii have wiff him ... haiis ... sat dwn at the rock alone .. under the hot sun ... but when the wind blow ... it is cold ... nice nice ... haiis ... den went play arcade with them ... den ii keep staring at him ... he drew tt ... word ... on his finger ... tt "must kill" word ... it make me think of the past .. when ii 1st met him ... haiis ...ii seriously dunno larrhs ... den jocelyn was lke flirting with him infront of me .. it make me feel so pissed off .. ii jus lke feel lke slapping her face can .. fcuk lorrhs .. am ii jus being sensetive ,,, ii dunno larhs ...
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
can ii jus now the truth ?
you are like telling eveyone a different story ..
and which is the truth ?
if it is bout you`re jus playing and not serious ..
ii wanna tell u tt ,,
ii relli hate you ferr lying to me all these while ..
made me love you so much ...
made me cry ferr you ..
made me cancel my stuff ferr you ,
made me wait under the mrt ferr 4 HOURS and u dun even noe .
end up ii got scolded by u ...
made me had a bad quarrel wiff my mum ..
cos of you .. and ii got scolded ferr crying ...
if the reason is bout me not changing ...
ii wanna tell you tt ...
ii changed ...
it is jus you dun realise ...
it is jus lke ..
once or twice it slipped out of my mouth ..
yest ii cried the whole nite ..
cos of you ?
ii dunno why m ii so worried ...
i jus being silly here ..
waiting ferr you ...
is tt the truth ?
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
the memories we left ...
the memories of us **
drew this when we stead ..
drew this when we break ..
drew this yest too ..
drew this yest ...
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andyPAPA ; chynaMEII and chloe ! found this in the neos book ?
GOTHIC plus US ! ((: chynaMEII and chloe
trying to take piic .. but matt cover me !!
giovannaBAOBEII ; wanyeeMEII and chloe <33
my reflection ...
drawing at far east the graffti wall ((:sunday ; 12o3o6
went out wif mum the whole day ! went bugis street chiong ! spent bout $3oo plus ? ohyah ! meet chyna and her mum at bugis too ! den we go walk walk ... ((: den me and chyna went take neos ! NICE NICE ~ hahahs . den errms .. play arcade ? and went makan .. den went buy ice cream at river valley ((:
monday ; 13o3o6
errms ... went out wiff maheraJIEE ! went dwn jp ... den we went walk walk ; play arcade ! maheraJIEE play para and rockfever ! WHOO HOOS ! hahahhas ! den we watch big momma's house two ? the movie super super funny .. me and jiee was lke luffing till wanna go toilet .. lolls ! wanted call him .. but oso nvr .... haiis ...
tuesday ; 14o3o6
ii woke up late! suppose meet wanyeeMEII and giovannaBAOBEII at 11 ... but ii woke up at 11 ? den rush to west mall there find them ... paii sehh lorrhs ! den sit mrt to sommerset .. they was lke so quiet .. jus me making the most noise ! lolls ... den stare stare here .. smile smile there .. lolls ! den reach lerrh .. den walk to heeren ! den after tt ... went makan .. den take neos ! LOVE THEM loads ! den chynaMEII cum find us .. den me n her was lke finding fer the me ; her and andyPAPA the paper .. den me ; gioBAOBEII ; wanyeeMEII neos .. we oso paste there ! hahahs .. we walked to cine .. den play arcade ! den we oso take neos ! hahahs .. den after tt .. walk to far east plaza.. me and chynaMEI and wanyeeMEII went to draw the graffti wall ! hahahs . den walked them to orchardMRT .. den me and chynaMEII meet matt .. den walkwalk fareast ... den sit cab to cine .. den play arcade .. watch movie ... the shaggy dog ((: den send chyna hme .. liddat lorrhs .
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Monday, March 13, 2006
so long nvr blog lerrhs ..
now marchHOLIDAY ..
homework yet to be done ..
so manii things happen agaiin ...
ii m relli sick of this ...
one problem after another ...
ii jus had enuff ...
unless someone can tell me why is all this happening ...
ii feel so difficult to let go ...
have anyone ever noe how m ii feeling ? NEVER
ii think no one even cared a damn ...
hoping u cuming back to me each day ...
giving false hope to myself ...
ii lost trust in myself ..
ii lost trust in love ...
ii lost trust in everything ...
ii think this is more than enuff ...
but ii cant myself frm all this ...
can ii ?
ii wanna shout and scream all my problems out ...
but it jus help to stop this pain ...
this hurt ...
jus ferr awhile ....
can jus someone shoot me DEAD
so ii could jus end my life here ?
ii m relli sick of living here ..
ii miss those days when ii am my true self ..
ii relli hope tt gurll ii used to be ...
will come back one day ..
ii failed in everything ...
my studies , my relationship with ppl ?
ii never felt this lonely before ...
the feeling of it is just so horrible tt ii cant even ...
find a word to describe it ...
ENUFF 0F THIS MISERY ~
hoping one day ... things will go back to normal ...
ii am sorry # FORGIVEme ....
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
ningBAOBEII took thiis !
mirror reflection ~
vithyaDEAR and chloe <33
chloe and giovannaBAOBEII art work !
giovannaBAOBEII and chloe
chloe and estherr !
chloe ; aceyQINAIDE ; amanda
terannaLAOGONG andd chloe
clarice ; caroline ; chloe
shuhadaHONEY and chloe
audreyAHMA and chloe ((:
ashleyJIEE and chloe
natasha and chloe
alissa and chloe 
pamela and chloe
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
haiis ... jus cum bakk not long .. today went jp find chynaMEII n jasmineMAMA .. den after tt play arcade .. then went play pool at arena wiff simon ... told mum ii wanna put tatoo .. den she went tell uncleRICHARD ~ den when ii was playing pool .. he call me ... den he scold me and slam my phone dwn .. I WAS SO FCUKING PISSED ! is lke ... ii dunno how say larrhs ... haiis...
now ii keep thinking of him again ... the whole of todae ~ wad's wrong ! why ii keep thinking bout the past ? haiis .. ii miss everything ... the moment we had everything .. ii wanna thank him ferr those wonderful memory .. although he treat me not so gud .. but relli happie to be wiff him .... ii wish ii relli could have him back my side now ... i can <33>
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
errms .. yest arrhs .. after skool went dwn town wiff maheraJIEE and jocelynJIEE .. den after tt ... we meet simon there .. den we went walk to parkland ! den go there eat mc .. tok tok .. saw cherlyn .. hear tt she will be cuming bakk next month ((: we went find her mama there .. den after tt .. errms .. went ferr lesson .. after lesson went cine .. den go home .. den on the taxi ... wah lao ! tt taxi hit onto a motorcycle okayy ? den ii nvr put saety belt wad ... den ii fall to the ground .. the hole between the back and front beat is so big that ii fall on the ground and hit my head on the front seat ! den knee and butt on the ground ... the motorcyclist was alryt .. jus injuried .. NOT DEAD ! lolls .. den ii was injuried too larrhs !! den ii nvr pay the taxi driver any money .. but jus get dwn the cab .. den ii ask mum cum fetch me ... lolls .. lalallalalas ! during lesson ii keep thinking of him agaiin ... den no mood sing ... haiis .. ii want him !!
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ii <33>
my teary eyes * _
maheraJIEE and chloe ..
colourful m&m # JIEEmeii <33
cant fake that smile ~
chloe and vithyaDEAR
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
siians ... ii failed my chinese again . ii got 24/5o ... jus 1 mark ! ii m lke suppose to write number .. but ii wrote words .. so ... -1 mark ! haiis !! siian siian ~ den my math ... ii got 12/25 ... missCHANG is considering if the passing mark will be 12 or 13 ... siian can ... but lucky my science pass 36.5/5o ... lolls ! den missNG let me sit wiff terannaLAOGONG and vithyaDEAR ! whoo hoos ! forever sit there ... dun nid to secretly sit there ... sit infront so lonely ... no noise ... no sound ... jus teacher toking .. behind can joke joke .. can luff luff ... and of cos .. CAN SLEEP ! lalallalas ... veri happie wiff life now ! hahahs .. hope my life can continue liddat ... i miss him ii miss him ... how ? haiis ...
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
me and maheraJIE went toysrus ~ flowers<33
ROSES FERR SALESSSS ~
me ; chynaMEI and maheraJIE ~ yummy CAKES !
me and chynaMEI made this ! using the sauce in my plate
mcCAFE ~ oreo cheessseeecaaakkke ~ <33>
me and maheraJIE ate thiis ((:
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made all thiis ... with all my time ...
yest arrhs ... after skool ... went dental ... den errms ... after tt ... cum home .. den simon ask me go orchard ... ii forgotten lorrhs .. den bathe and stuff ,,, den he meet me at my hse here .. den after tt take cab dwn far east plaza .. den we walk walk ... wah laos ! he buy so manii things ... I M JEALOUS can ? he bought watch ; levis shoes ; and stuff ! den ii was lke mad over the gold pouch ... it was use to put the watch ... den frm far east plaza walk to cine ~ den ii was mad mad .. lolls ! den went cine play arcade ~ den after tt ... called jocelynJIEE den conference wiff ayrton ((: and all my feelings were let out ((: now on the fone wiff ayrton ; simon and jocelynJIEE ! so happie ! i get to sms n tok to him ! yayy !!
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