Sunday, May 28, 2006
tears are back here again ..
why must this always happen ..
haiish .. ii have no mood to go tmr anymore ..
ii dun wanna go .. ii dun wish to go ..
fcuk this world larhs ..
everything ii treasure is over ..
ii was no longer the gurll ii was ever since ii noe he got a girlfriend ..
ii dunno why did ii change so much ..
ii tot all the problems was over ..
but it prove me wrong ..
nothing was over at all ..
it seems that things became worse ..
why cant jus anyone understand me ..
ii doing this cos of them ..
ii nvr go with her cos of them ..
it`s cos ii wanna treasure them ..
ii was not with her anymore ..
since monday ..
but no one believe ..
i am sick and tired ,
i really am ..
now ii lose someone close to me ..
someone relli close to me ..
who listen to all my problem
who give me encouragement ..
that person is gone from my life ..
i lose her ..
cos of one stupid thing ii did ..
and i lose someone ..
so stupid of me ...
i hate myself ..
ii relli do ..
why things always happen on 28o5 ?
last year , this year ..
haiish ...
ii relli dunno le lorrhs ...
mum words ..
"they`re jus together with you cos they pity me .."
this sentence was always in my mind ..
ii wan them to be my best sisters ..
but ii dun wan them to cos of my mum ..
den they be together with me ..
ii felt truly hurt with those words mum said ..
mum said that when she was angry ..
den when we are okay ..
ii went to ask her ..
and she said she used the wrong word ..
so which was the truth ..
even if ii believe tt mum said tt cos she was angry ..
that sentence is always in my head ..
the pain hurts ...
haiish ...
ii am tired of living here ...
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
heyy ! jus cum back frm camp todae ! hahhas ! fun fun ((: tot it will be the worst camp ever .. but it was fun !! campfire ; dragon boat ; blahhs . shout till no voice larrhs ! on monday .. we went amazing race at east coast ... it SUCK big time okay ! the food SUCK too ... serious larrhs .. look so awful =x lalallas ! den 2nd day ... well .. beginning relli suck ... ii was late fer skool ... reach skool at bout 9 ? lucky jus in time to catch the bus to go DRAGON BOATING ~ we went there ... den the life jacket was damn stinky larrhs ! ii dun even think they dry it ! and the sea water is damnit DIRTY ! ii took the BIG BOAT ((: every class dragon boat and oso the TEACHERs ,, hahhas ! den damn fun .. wanted splash at teacher ... but we went in between teacher and one of the express class .. they splash us .. den got damn wet ,,, den yeah .. we did viking .. FUN FUN !! den race with other class ... got 2nd ... siian ! den we play viking again .. den went up ... onli our boat get to wash ourself .. we wet frm head to toe larhs ! den later wet wet go back skool .. den we cant freaking bathe larh ! stoopid lorrhs ... onli get to wash ... and change to camp shirt .. ORANGE !! XD den after that learn mass dance ~ did not have mood to dance at tt tym ... den blahs blahs blahs .. before campfire settle things ... den me ; nat cry ... den later okay le .. LOL .. but my fault larrhs .. den after tt ... campfire ... scream scream and shout shout and dance ! whoohoos !! den today ... had to wake up at 6.15 den had amazing race ... yeahh ... that`s all .. <33 coaches ="D
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ii love you no more ..
i hope so .. ii relli hope so ..
ii trying hard just to let you go ..
get out of my mind ..
just let my heart heal ..
or just let it bleed ..
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Monday, May 15, 2006
so long nvr blog ler ! now jus finish exam ... OMG ! i so gonna fail my HOME ECON larrhs ! damnit can ! damn2 .. now at chyna hse OVER !! fun fun ~ drinking vodka ! hahahhas ... one green apple one raspberry ,, lallalas ! CANT WAIT FERR TMR ! going out with mwackGANG .. hope it will be a gud one barrhs ,, haiish haiish .. ii tried to let go of him .. and like other guy ... i kinda did it ... but tt guy i lke , lke someone close to me .. and yeah .. they are together .. anyway ... they do relli make perfect match ((: hahahs .. hope they last long barrhs .. den HIM arrhs .. ii saw his gf giv him the testi .. OMG LARRHS ! it lke so ... ii dunno how to explain !! den her profile ... forget it ! better drop this ... but ii jus found out tt she is maheraJIEE primary skool senior ~ lalallalas.. this few days so mani damn thing happen larrhs .. siian siian ...
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