o7o2o6 ; 148 days # 98 daes ..

this may be the last post bout him .. maybe ? hope so barrhs ... it's time to let go ii think ... anyway , he is going to find NEW GIRL ... i should be happie ferr him shouldnt ii ? hu cares bout my feeling ... if he wan it liddat ... wad can ii do .. 3 months 8 days .. shedding tears every nite .. i seriously saying.. ii m tired of crying ... ii becum so emotional ... so weak ... why is this happening ... haiis ... will miracles will happen on 14o2o6 ?? ii dunno ... but ii relli do wish ... may it is all plan .... haiish ... ii dunno larrhs ... my heart relli ache after he gave tt reply to jie ... ii jus break d0wn and cry ... haiish ... jiee , sry tt ii cried yest ... i jus couldnt accpet those words ... ii m sry .. haiis , seriously saying .. ii did not ever regret loving or waiting ferr him all this while or maybe long time ag0 ... ii relli did not regret ,,, ii m learning how to be strong ... stand up agaiin ... may he be happie lorrhs ... maybe ii will be silently * lorving * and * waiting * ... maybe ? ii dunno .. ii will not be selfish ... ii will let him do wad he wan ... alryt ?? yeahh ... ii will giv them my blessing by then ...

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always <33 yoo ...