Chloechan .

Sunday, August 05, 2007

I miss my old blog so much (:
3 months ever since i blog here.

Life now is so frustrating,
i hate the feeling of missing someone so badly

yet you know you can never have them?
Sigh,i miss you i miss you i miss you.
I want to see you so badlyyyyyyyy =(
God,can you just fulfil my wish! =(

I dont know why i get so worked up

after seeing _
Yes, i still love you.
I doooooooooooooooooooo!

Labels: Tell me...

Last Updated @ 3:31 AM

you are all i need Y

Friday, May 18, 2007

MOVED :D

http://xanga.com/chloe2426

EVERYONE RELINK ME :DDD

i havent finish exploring xanga

still feel so lost & weird there !

So i am not really done with the blog =x

Seriously ,

i dont bear to leave this blog alone !

RARRRRRRRRRRRR

I am so gonna miss this blog :D

DONT WORRY ,

i will still love this blog so !

This will be the best blog everrrrrr :D

THIS IS WHERE ALL MY MEMORIES LIES

The best part of my life

LOVELOVE ~

YYY

Labels: This will be the best blog in my life :D MY LOVEEEEE

Last Updated @ 10:07 PM

you are all i need Y

Monday, May 14, 2007

Yesterday was mother day ((:
From chyna hse ,

fetch her to ballet with her parents (:

Went eat and stuff ,

then send chyna there ,

walk back find her parents ?

Tried to find flower shop ?

Cant find , then wait for her mum ?

Then her dad told me about finding bf and alot things ?

Say what , you like this guy ,

but this guy dont like you .
Then this other guy like you ,

but you dont like this guy ?

So true ? i mean why ?!
Cant people just go with the guy they like

And the guy just like her back ?

Dumb2 -
Then went westmall buy flowers

which cost like $23 ?

Went home and change ,

then out with family .
Some taxi uncles are really super f* okay !

Feel like killing them
Anyway ,

had dinner at mum's aunt coffee shop ?

Ate alittle ,

then went help mum aunt to work :D

I was scooping ice

and collecting money ?

Super funnnnnnn lar :D

Then was talking to shovis about pierceing and tattoo

and bikes and stuff ((:
I decided that i will go take up bike once i am 18 :D

Then i shall save money and buy myself a bike (:
That is still 3 more years to go
Dont know why must be 3 > :/ :/ :/

Even a random number must be 3 ?

Today ,

andy came over my house around evening ?

Then come here play pool and stuff ?

Then come my house play com ,

how boring can today be

Pa ! cheerup okay > :/ :/

dont be sad , stay strong alright !

Just give her sometime to sort out her feelings !

No time rushing all these .
I am sure you 2 will be together okay (:
You still have your brothers , me , chyna , dora

Be strongggggg !

{ / those times ? dont you all miss it ? }

I dont know what to do .
Is like from the starting of the year ,
or should i say last year
I try my best to make an outing or a time
for us to get together
cause i dont bear to see us apart .
I tried my best to give the best that i can

Guess what ,

each time , again & again ,

i fail to get us together ?

Do you all really treasure this friendship we have ?

I dont know .

I wish i dont care and just leave everything to what it is

I wish i would just care a little

I wish i wont get myself upset again & again

cause of this .

I tried , but i failed

No matter how much i sad or cry ,

do you all even care ?

I just cant see us drifting apart ,

further and further away .

Ask yourself ,

do you all know what is happening to one another life ?

I guess not ?

Cant you all just do some sacrifice ?

Or would you all rather seeing us apart ?

You rather go out with other friends than us ?

What is this called ?

No time ? Cant go out ?

I am sick & tired of all this .
Is like i am forcing you all to go out

to get us together ?

Cant you all even do anything ?

Will that short time of yours kill ?

What i want is just awhile of your time

I dont expect much ,
even a meal together ,

I am contented enough .
But excuses are what you all can think of ?

Did you all put in any effort to get us together ?

Time has passed ,

everyone changed .
I admit , i did also .
I know it is hard for us to get back like we used to

cause we're all in different class .

I am not trying to say to blame anyone

Is just that ,

i can no longer take it anymore =(

Wait till june holiday ?

Why not a time when you all are free ?

Wanted a chalet ,
i was so super damn happy ,
Everything decided ,
and now ,

no more plans ?
Chalet cancelled

I swear i was super pissed

cause i thought i could spend like a few days of my holiday with you all

cause i know you all have your other friends

and other plans on ?

A time when we can bond together ,

G-O-N-E

I just want more time to be with you all ?

I really cant wait any longer .

This is getting worst

Fucksh*T .

If you all really treasure this sistership we have ,

I guess you all will do something about it

than just sit down there and dont bother

3 years , not months not days not hours

If you all bear to see us apart ,

i really have nothing to say .

If you all are happy of us being apart ,

then no comments .

I have said what i have to said .

I am done with what i got to do .
I'm sorry but i done my best =(
I just hope & pray & wish you all would just care a little

{ / As what i always say , you all are the one who play the biggest part
in my life , i really hope we will stay strong }

Labels: I'm sorry but i really got to do this

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you are all i need Y

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Wednesday , o9o5o7

Bio and math paper 1 :D
Math was alright ?
After school ,

went out with clarice , line , lissa ?
Went cathay and study ((:

Suppose to study ,

end up talking and stuff ?

Azim came , then went ben & jerry
Then yeah , clarice left ?

Slack there awhile ,

Went separate way ,

then went ps with line

walk walk :DDDD

Thursday,1oo5o7

Chem suck so muchhh

I really die for chem ,

end of my life :D

Friday,11o5o7

Had math paper 2 which was so difficult ?
Then art which was okay ?
Went home change and stuff
Went town and meet
nadirah , gab , andy , woonguek , souyan , melissa ?
Then later saw tiff , chyna , vithya , emma , beatrice ?
Then went take neos :D

Headed to somerset find dora & xunhong ?
Saw lissa & azura
Went cuppuage play pool :D
Went cine after that .
Saw alot alot alot people .
Slack slack slack ?

Then home ((:

{ / (: (: (: }

Saturday , 12o5o7

Meet chyna at jurong east :D
Went meet dora and ivy (:
Then went ps , eat mos (:

Went cuppuage for pool again ?
Saw pearline , andrew , jason , daniel , denny ,
demin , xunhong, and alot more people .
Played with dora .
Headed to paragon with chyna
to get her cake ?
then went to muiji to get stuff ?
Slacked there awhile .
Headed to cine ,
saw ahxing , iris , jasmine , yangyang , xiaojess , jiaxin ,
and alot alot of people .
As usual , nothing much there .
Slack here and there .
Went back to paragon ,
collect chyna's cake ?
Then we went to the lift there to camwhore :D
Super alot of pictures lar :D
We went so crazy and high (:
The best time of the day

Mrt and walked to chyna's house
talk talk talk
Then rose came up :D
That's all i guess

{ / my dearest couple ! }

{ / outside cine }

{ / group picture (: }

{ / L-O-V-E }

{ / They are my love (: }

{ / those crazy times }

{ / chloe * dora & ivy - CID ! }

{ / Precious moments }

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you are all i need Y

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

I'm bored!
4 more papers and i'm done with exam
well, i cant use com?
Thanks to my eye which is infected?
So mum took away the modem from me :( :( :(

Anyway,
yest bio paper so suck!
Because i cant see properly due to my pain eye
and i see qns wrongly! And ans too?
Today,
History paper suck more because i have no time to finish everything!
Screw exam so much :( :( :(

Went over to toa pahyo to find dora & friends.
After that,
me, angie and dora headed to this comic shop?
Angie was curious what was upstair,
so we decided to go up-
The weather is like so freaking killng everyone!
Den we saw sofas & coms?
Angie went to use the com,
me and dora sat beside her and start using also?
There is a sign on top of the top which says "no online gaming allow, if not 3o$"
so we continue playing,
about 5 mins or so,
this auntie come to us,
and say we need to pay 3o$!
Then we all stunt down there?
We were using msn & friendster
and the com wasnt lock?
Say what need take tag b4 playing
She say what it is written big enough for us to see at the counter.
And we have no money?
Then she ask us ask our friends and family?
Then we was like you want keep us here forever-
Dora called weiming?
That auntie didnt allow us to leave,
and we are suppose to stand at the counter?
Then i try to find the "Rule"
while dora and angie went down
GUESS WHAT!
That auntie say it is "big enough",
and the rule that said it was the writing of a foolscape paper!
Please la, auntie! Know what is big anot!
And who the hell will know that is for the customers?
I wanted to run?
Then she keep staring at me,
angie came up,
den i ran to the taxi meet dora.
Then angie later ran when she didnt see :D
The stairs cant even fit your feet,
is just like 3/4
then we sit cab to a bus stop.
Bus to dora house,
got my book.

i watch westside story&cinderalla
while dora was sleeping?
Went to walk2 after that,
slack here and there.
Dora went to the toilet
This very funny old lady came
then i keep telling dora to come out
the toilet cant flush,
then dora tell her.
She insist on going in.
Super funny la.

weird and unlucky day today :D

Labels: That 3o$ lady and that weird grandma

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you are all i need Y

Sunday, May 06, 2007

I was at home the whole dayyyyy ,

it was so boring !

Since yesterday night ,

i said i want to study

but i didnt

Went msn ,

And i entertain everybody with my drawing :D

HAHAHA !

and i even laugh at my own drawing ?

{ / drawn by chermaine ! }

She drew another one for me
Shall think if i should post okayyyy :D
So i drew alot alot things for her !
Even have those 17 numbers of hers :D

{ / chermaine thought the hand is tears ? then i ask simon ,
he tell me the 2nd look ? WTH ! my drawing suckkkk . }

See what i draw for simonnnnnnnn :D

{ / a turtle }

{ / OHHH HIM (: }

and he ask me this very funny thing :

Chloechan. ♥ ♥ ♥ School again , fuck ! 42445576636 ! says (9:50 PM):
hahaha !
darken your clothes and strike a violent pose says (9:49 PM):
wait
darken your clothes and strike a violent pose says (9:49 PM):
my hair where got so toot
Chloechan. ♥ ♥ ♥ School again , fuck ! 42445576636 ! says (9:50 PM):
that boy is the past you lar :D

So we started crapping and sh*t

entertaining ourself .
But more like i entertaining myself ,

So we say i dont know what language ,
Then i drew that girl on the left ,

And he replied that boy

on the right !
Superrrr funny .

The stupidest thing is

i laughed at my own "masterpiece" .
But today is a nice day ,

cause i miss everyone ?

HAHAHHA !

Being random here . :D :D :D

Labels: My cute but ugly drawingggggggggggg .

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you are all i need Y

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Went to meet dora at cappuage !

Saw alot people ,

angie , jiajia , agatha , pearline , yingying ,
hande , daniel , jerrold , jason , zhenwei ,

simon , jermemy , angjie , denny ,

zihui , chenghui and alot people .
Played pool ,
Walked over to cine to catch our movie ?
Me , dora & angie were so late !

There wasnt anyone there ,

then we walk in to watch ?

That show ios the worst show ever !

RETRIBUTION
it was a ghost movie ?

Then the ghost dont even look like a ghost okay !

The red ghostt ?

Then the way the ghost move is like

SUPER FUNNYYYY

It can fly up ?

Dora , angie & I down there making alot noise

Then they went on gang poem & songs ?

We down there keep laughing
and 2 red balloon flew up ?

HAHAHAHA !
Got scolded by some people infront .

Jasmine & elaine came ,
went ate chicken rice

which is so super horrible !
Slacked awhile ,

then me and dora left for airport :DDD
Went there ,

see areoplane ,

talk talk talk .
Went cafe ,

she bought hot chocolate .
Then she sleeep ?
Cabbed home together (:

{ / chloe ; dora ; yingying }

{ / never cheat my feeling de ren :D }

{ / chloe and yingying }

{ / chloe and angie }

{ / chloe and angieee (: }

{ / HAHAHAHAHA ! }

{ / angie ; dora ; jasmine ; chloe }

{/ superman ? }

{ / elaine ; angie ; jasmine ; dora ; chloe ! }

{ / HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORAAAAA ! }

{ / i want to go oversea ! }

{ / AREOPLANE , HERE I COME (: }

And now , i'll think i will turn

Turn and walk away ..

Y

Last Updated @ 11:52 PM

you are all i need Y

Suppose to happily go out today ,
celebrate her birthday .
But i make her angry again ....
She called me , i never answer

Called her back ,
make things worst =(
Fucksh*t lar !

But i finally know ,
i dont make a difference in anyone life ...

Somehow she change so much after that day
she meet sg ?
Her attitude , her mood .
Nothing goes right for me and her .
Suppose go out ,
end up ?
Yest , i lost my wallet , no money
Today ...
FUCK LAR

Tell me one things that goes right for me this 2 weeks ?
Friends ? Best friends ? Love ? Family ? School ?
Seriously ,
nothing was go smoothly !
How fuckshit can this damn fucking life be /:
I am seriously damn tired already .
I want to get out of school so bad ,
just cause i want to runaway from something
that is happening in school .
I dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .

Last Updated @ 4:07 PM

you are all i need Y