there will just be you and me (:

2007-08-05T03:31:00.000-07:00

I miss my old blog so much (:
3 months ever since i blog here.

Life now is so frustrating,
i hate the feeling of missing someone so badly

yet you know you can never have them?
Sigh,i miss you i miss you i miss you.
I want to see you so badlyyyyyyyy =(
God,can you just fulfil my wish! =(

I dont know why i get so worked up

after seeing _
Yes, i still love you.
I doooooooooooooooooooo!

2007-05-18T22:07:00.000-07:00

MOVED :D

http://xanga.com/chloe2426

EVERYONE RELINK ME :DDD

i havent finish exploring xanga

still feel so lost & weird there !

So i am not really done with the blog =x

Seriously ,

i dont bear to leave this blog alone !

RARRRRRRRRRRRR

I am so gonna miss this blog :D

DONT WORRY ,

i will still love this blog so !

This will be the best blog everrrrrr :D

THIS IS WHERE ALL MY MEMORIES LIES

The best part of my life

LOVELOVE ~

YYY

2007-05-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was mother day ((:
From chyna hse ,

fetch her to ballet with her parents (:

Went eat and stuff ,

then send chyna there ,

walk back find her parents ?

Tried to find flower shop ?

Cant find , then wait for her mum ?

Then her dad told me about finding bf and alot things ?

Say what , you like this guy ,

but this guy dont like you .
Then this other guy like you ,

but you dont like this guy ?

So true ? i mean why ?!
Cant people just go with the guy they like

And the guy just like her back ?

Dumb2 -
Then went westmall buy flowers

which cost like $23 ?

Went home and change ,

then out with family .
Some taxi uncles are really super f* okay !

Feel like killing them
Anyway ,

had dinner at mum's aunt coffee shop ?

Ate alittle ,

then went help mum aunt to work :D

I was scooping ice

and collecting money ?

Super funnnnnnn lar :D

Then was talking to shovis about pierceing and tattoo

and bikes and stuff ((:
I decided that i will go take up bike once i am 18 :D

Then i shall save money and buy myself a bike (:
That is still 3 more years to go
Dont know why must be 3 > :/ :/ :/

Even a random number must be 3 ?

Today ,

andy came over my house around evening ?

Then come here play pool and stuff ?

Then come my house play com ,

how boring can today be

Pa ! cheerup okay > :/ :/

dont be sad , stay strong alright !

Just give her sometime to sort out her feelings !

No time rushing all these .
I am sure you 2 will be together okay (:
You still have your brothers , me , chyna , dora

Be strongggggg !

{ / those times ? dont you all miss it ? }

I dont know what to do .
Is like from the starting of the year ,
or should i say last year
I try my best to make an outing or a time
for us to get together
cause i dont bear to see us apart .
I tried my best to give the best that i can

Guess what ,

each time , again & again ,

i fail to get us together ?

Do you all really treasure this friendship we have ?

I dont know .

I wish i dont care and just leave everything to what it is

I wish i would just care a little

I wish i wont get myself upset again & again

cause of this .

I tried , but i failed

No matter how much i sad or cry ,

do you all even care ?

I just cant see us drifting apart ,

further and further away .

Ask yourself ,

do you all know what is happening to one another life ?

I guess not ?

Cant you all just do some sacrifice ?

Or would you all rather seeing us apart ?

You rather go out with other friends than us ?

What is this called ?

No time ? Cant go out ?

I am sick & tired of all this .
Is like i am forcing you all to go out

to get us together ?

Cant you all even do anything ?

Will that short time of yours kill ?

What i want is just awhile of your time

I dont expect much ,
even a meal together ,

I am contented enough .
But excuses are what you all can think of ?

Did you all put in any effort to get us together ?

Time has passed ,

everyone changed .
I admit , i did also .
I know it is hard for us to get back like we used to

cause we're all in different class .

I am not trying to say to blame anyone

Is just that ,

i can no longer take it anymore =(

Wait till june holiday ?

Why not a time when you all are free ?

Wanted a chalet ,
i was so super damn happy ,
Everything decided ,
and now ,

no more plans ?
Chalet cancelled

I swear i was super pissed

cause i thought i could spend like a few days of my holiday with you all

cause i know you all have your other friends

and other plans on ?

A time when we can bond together ,

G-O-N-E

I just want more time to be with you all ?

I really cant wait any longer .

This is getting worst

Fucksh*T .

If you all really treasure this sistership we have ,

I guess you all will do something about it

than just sit down there and dont bother

3 years , not months not days not hours

If you all bear to see us apart ,

i really have nothing to say .

If you all are happy of us being apart ,

then no comments .

I have said what i have to said .

I am done with what i got to do .
I'm sorry but i done my best =(
I just hope & pray & wish you all would just care a little

{ / As what i always say , you all are the one who play the biggest part
in my life , i really hope we will stay strong }

2007-05-12T23:48:00.000-07:00

Wednesday , o9o5o7

Bio and math paper 1 :D
Math was alright ?
After school ,

went out with clarice , line , lissa ?
Went cathay and study ((:

Suppose to study ,

end up talking and stuff ?

Azim came , then went ben & jerry
Then yeah , clarice left ?

Slack there awhile ,

Went separate way ,

then went ps with line

walk walk :DDDD

Thursday,1oo5o7

Chem suck so muchhh

I really die for chem ,

end of my life :D

Friday,11o5o7

Had math paper 2 which was so difficult ?
Then art which was okay ?
Went home change and stuff
Went town and meet
nadirah , gab , andy , woonguek , souyan , melissa ?
Then later saw tiff , chyna , vithya , emma , beatrice ?
Then went take neos :D

Headed to somerset find dora & xunhong ?
Saw lissa & azura
Went cuppuage play pool :D
Went cine after that .
Saw alot alot alot people .
Slack slack slack ?

Then home ((:

{ / (: (: (: }

Saturday , 12o5o7

Meet chyna at jurong east :D
Went meet dora and ivy (:
Then went ps , eat mos (:

Went cuppuage for pool again ?
Saw pearline , andrew , jason , daniel , denny ,
demin , xunhong, and alot more people .
Played with dora .
Headed to paragon with chyna
to get her cake ?
then went to muiji to get stuff ?
Slacked there awhile .
Headed to cine ,
saw ahxing , iris , jasmine , yangyang , xiaojess , jiaxin ,
and alot alot of people .
As usual , nothing much there .
Slack here and there .
Went back to paragon ,
collect chyna's cake ?
Then we went to the lift there to camwhore :D
Super alot of pictures lar :D
We went so crazy and high (:
The best time of the day

Mrt and walked to chyna's house
talk talk talk
Then rose came up :D
That's all i guess

{ / my dearest couple ! }

{ / outside cine }

{ / group picture (: }

{ / L-O-V-E }

{ / They are my love (: }

{ / those crazy times }

{ / chloe * dora & ivy - CID ! }

{ / Precious moments }

2007-05-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'm bored!
4 more papers and i'm done with exam
well, i cant use com?
Thanks to my eye which is infected?
So mum took away the modem from me :( :( :(

Anyway,
yest bio paper so suck!
Because i cant see properly due to my pain eye
and i see qns wrongly! And ans too?
Today,
History paper suck more because i have no time to finish everything!
Screw exam so much :( :( :(

Went over to toa pahyo to find dora & friends.
After that,
me, angie and dora headed to this comic shop?
Angie was curious what was upstair,
so we decided to go up-
The weather is like so freaking killng everyone!
Den we saw sofas & coms?
Angie went to use the com,
me and dora sat beside her and start using also?
There is a sign on top of the top which says "no online gaming allow, if not 3o$"
so we continue playing,
about 5 mins or so,
this auntie come to us,
and say we need to pay 3o$!
Then we all stunt down there?
We were using msn & friendster
and the com wasnt lock?
Say what need take tag b4 playing
She say what it is written big enough for us to see at the counter.
And we have no money?
Then she ask us ask our friends and family?
Then we was like you want keep us here forever-
Dora called weiming?
That auntie didnt allow us to leave,
and we are suppose to stand at the counter?
Then i try to find the "Rule"
while dora and angie went down
GUESS WHAT!
That auntie say it is "big enough",
and the rule that said it was the writing of a foolscape paper!
Please la, auntie! Know what is big anot!
And who the hell will know that is for the customers?
I wanted to run?
Then she keep staring at me,
angie came up,
den i ran to the taxi meet dora.
Then angie later ran when she didnt see :D
The stairs cant even fit your feet,
is just like 3/4
then we sit cab to a bus stop.
Bus to dora house,
got my book.

i watch westside story&cinderalla
while dora was sleeping?
Went to walk2 after that,
slack here and there.
Dora went to the toilet
This very funny old lady came
then i keep telling dora to come out
the toilet cant flush,
then dora tell her.
She insist on going in.
Super funny la.

weird and unlucky day today :D

2007-05-06T23:17:00.000-07:00

I was at home the whole dayyyyy ,

it was so boring !

Since yesterday night ,

i said i want to study

but i didnt

Went msn ,

And i entertain everybody with my drawing :D

HAHAHA !

and i even laugh at my own drawing ?

{ / drawn by chermaine ! }

She drew another one for me
Shall think if i should post okayyyy :D
So i drew alot alot things for her !
Even have those 17 numbers of hers :D

{ / chermaine thought the hand is tears ? then i ask simon ,
he tell me the 2nd look ? WTH ! my drawing suckkkk . }

See what i draw for simonnnnnnnn :D

{ / a turtle }

{ / OHHH HIM (: }

and he ask me this very funny thing :

Chloechan. ♥ ♥ ♥ School again , fuck ! 42445576636 ! says (9:50 PM):
hahaha !
darken your clothes and strike a violent pose says (9:49 PM):
wait
darken your clothes and strike a violent pose says (9:49 PM):
my hair where got so toot
Chloechan. ♥ ♥ ♥ School again , fuck ! 42445576636 ! says (9:50 PM):
that boy is the past you lar :D

So we started crapping and sh*t

entertaining ourself .
But more like i entertaining myself ,

So we say i dont know what language ,
Then i drew that girl on the left ,

And he replied that boy

on the right !
Superrrr funny .

The stupidest thing is

i laughed at my own "masterpiece" .
But today is a nice day ,

cause i miss everyone ?

HAHAHHA !

Being random here . :D :D :D

2007-05-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

Went to meet dora at cappuage !

Saw alot people ,

angie , jiajia , agatha , pearline , yingying ,
hande , daniel , jerrold , jason , zhenwei ,

simon , jermemy , angjie , denny ,

zihui , chenghui and alot people .
Played pool ,
Walked over to cine to catch our movie ?
Me , dora & angie were so late !

There wasnt anyone there ,

then we walk in to watch ?

That show ios the worst show ever !

RETRIBUTION
it was a ghost movie ?

Then the ghost dont even look like a ghost okay !

The red ghostt ?

Then the way the ghost move is like

SUPER FUNNYYYY

It can fly up ?

Dora , angie & I down there making alot noise

Then they went on gang poem & songs ?

We down there keep laughing
and 2 red balloon flew up ?

HAHAHAHA !
Got scolded by some people infront .

Jasmine & elaine came ,
went ate chicken rice

which is so super horrible !
Slacked awhile ,

then me and dora left for airport :DDD
Went there ,

see areoplane ,

talk talk talk .
Went cafe ,

she bought hot chocolate .
Then she sleeep ?
Cabbed home together (:

{ / chloe ; dora ; yingying }

{ / never cheat my feeling de ren :D }

{ / chloe and yingying }

{ / chloe and angie }

{ / chloe and angieee (: }

{ / HAHAHAHAHA ! }

{ / angie ; dora ; jasmine ; chloe }

{/ superman ? }

{ / elaine ; angie ; jasmine ; dora ; chloe ! }

{ / HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORAAAAA ! }

{ / i want to go oversea ! }

{ / AREOPLANE , HERE I COME (: }

And now , i'll think i will turn

Turn and walk away ..

Y

2007-05-05T16:07:00.000-07:00

Suppose to happily go out today ,
celebrate her birthday .
But i make her angry again ....
She called me , i never answer

Called her back ,
make things worst =(
Fucksh*t lar !

But i finally know ,
i dont make a difference in anyone life ...

Somehow she change so much after that day
she meet sg ?
Her attitude , her mood .
Nothing goes right for me and her .
Suppose go out ,
end up ?
Yest , i lost my wallet , no money
Today ...
FUCK LAR

Tell me one things that goes right for me this 2 weeks ?
Friends ? Best friends ? Love ? Family ? School ?
Seriously ,
nothing was go smoothly !
How fuckshit can this damn fucking life be /:
I am seriously damn tired already .
I want to get out of school so bad ,
just cause i want to runaway from something
that is happening in school .
I dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .

2007-05-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

{ / my dearest airen ! }

{ / :D :D :D }

{ / chloe && souyan }

{ / our love never die (: }

2007-05-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

Okay ,
i am super tiredddddddd .
But i especially came online
to wish my cheeb*e mother , limdoradaphnie ,
a Happy 15th Birthday !
Cheerup alright !
Dont be sad just cause he cant celebrate with you (:
Who knows he will give you a surprise tomorrow right !
Even if dont have ,
you still have me me me :D
Celebrating your birthday with you :D
And everyone you around who loves you (:
So , what for sad ?
Enjoy your 15th birthday lar deyyyy !
ONE YEAR ONCE ONLY OKAY !
Hope all your wishes and dream come true
And everything go well for you (:
AND OF COURSE ,
cheerup could you =(
Dont always want to see you sad cos of him okayyyyyyyy !

So today ,
suppose to meet dora and
what happen ?
Guess what ,
I LOST MY WALLET AGAIN !
I left it inside the bus ,
i realise when i reach the mrt station ?
The worst thing ,
i dont have even a cent with me ?
How greattttttttt lar .
I felt super lost lar !
Called mum , got scolding by her blah blah blah
and dora got pissed off with me
cause i keep her waiting .
I AM SORRRRYY !
I really have not a single cent on meeeeeeeee
Called alottttt people for help !
Waited for andy to finish his movie with liza
wanted to go home ?
But yeah ,
went to send liza home

Found out that my wallet was found by
this kind soul , miss song (:
She called the school and tell the school
And the principal called my mum
I didnt went to school today ?

Shuttle bus back to west mall ,
cause decided to go studyyyyyyyyy
So mrt and bus to his house .
Was so boreddddddd
headed to jp after he bath
Meet souyan at control station ,
meet that kind soul and got back my wallet ! :DDDD
Went to buy movie ticket
cause me and pa cant wait to watch spider man
HAHAHAHAHAHHA !
So yeah ,
went library ,
library closed !
Then went to mac &&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;& studyyyyyyy .
Subway to have bread .
Send souyan to mrt .
Arcade awhile (:
Saw a few friends there .
And got diao by this ah lian .
She have some problem with her eyes eh ((:
And movieeeeee
IT WAS GREAT (:
I gonna watch it again with dora
as i promised her . :DDDD
Cabbed home and here i am !
I realised this year is really a unlucky year for me

No one is online .
Except for my dearest msp !
BUTTTTTTTT she is too busy for mapling now .
I am boreddddddddddd

YYY

I am nothing without you .

2007-05-03T15:55:00.000-07:00

Okay , i swear

i am serious not okay now .
I thought school will be alright

as i was looking forward to after school so bad

but i was seriously so wrong .,

Everything just became so fucked up

that now i cant even stop crying ?

I dont know why i am crying .

I didnt go school yest ,

cos school is gonna be so horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

I am yet to forced to go to school today .

I didnt talk much

cause i didnt want to be there .

Think positively ,

i decided , i will be happy .

But right after school end ,

i called someone who i wanted to meet so much

someone who can cheer me up

someone who can listen to me

someone who can go study with me

someone who i love so much

someone who knows my in and out

someone who i treasured so much these 3 years .

But this person ,

to me suddenly change so so so much .

I really dont know why is she treating me this way ?

I really dont know this and that

I feeel so fucked up lar /: /:

2007-05-01T07:48:00.001-07:00

Okay ,

i think i am done with what i always want to do (:
I've got my answer

i've got what i want to know all along .

Truthfully , yeah , felt sad and cried .

But it was fine in the end i guess (:

So things shall remain as it is

Remember our promise

Hope everything go well for you then

Yesterday,

was having chinese paper .

Okay , i screweddddddd the whole paper ?

compo and letter writing was alright (:

I was done with that paper ,

so i took reuse paper ,

and my marker which dont have ink

I keep drawing circles ? and it make a loud noise ?

I was trying to draw a monster !

Then miss lim was giving me this very funny and weird look .

After school ,

mum came fetch me ,

off to fetch sis to school

&& town !

Dear later came find me ?

Then we went shopping and stuff

Came home ,

bath && change ,

went to find dora (:

Then we were super blur lar ,

we keep taking the wrong train ?

Reached marina bay ,

took bus to there .

Arcade , each person $7.50

Then off to meet them .

Saw woonguek , cheryl . jerron , kennard , dion , wisely , zhenghan , and dont know his name =x

Then later they ate ,

me and dora drank greentea (:

Slacking there .

Cutting cake time ,

they smash the cake on wisely face :D

Shall post the video and pic soon (:

Dora left to meet her someone ?

Then yeah ,

some other people came also

was boring there ,

slack at arcade and stuff ?

Cabbed home with dion and wisely after that

Happy birthday , GORILLLAA wisely (:

2007-04-28T23:37:00.000-07:00

I rather turn away than seeing you walk away /:

I'm not in a very good mood somehow?
And mum doesnt allow me to use the com till after exam!
No matter how nice i talk to her
So, i'm now using her phone. :)
it's not my fault if her bill are high
Cause no matter what,
I will blog!

Today,
went meet chermaine at jurongeast and study!
Met up with gilson, candis, daniel, guowei, alex and some other people?

Saw yunwei (:
Headed back to library and study again?
Saw that biantai :DDDDD
Den after that,
went see them play pool :)

Headed to meet dora,
went play pool with pearline and agatha
den cine?
Saw jasmine, elaine and some other girls?
Slack-ed awhile,
went home at 1o cos dora not feeling well :)
Wanna blog somemore things,
but maybe not now :)
So, i am done now!

I saw _____ !!!!!
Can say that i was sooooo happy ,
that i was laughing away ?
Like some crazy person -.
Somehow ,
didnt know how to open my mouth and talk !
I feeeel so stupid k !
I was using some book to cover my face ?
I dont know why ,
i just cant stop staring .
And somehow , daniel played
"that's when i love you"
the more i look at ___
the more sad i am ,
the more i feeel like crying .
So i just looked away ?????????
I know i am dumbbbbbbbbbbb /:

2007-04-25T09:31:00.000-07:00

I am backkkkkkkk ,

guess what .

Today is the unluckiest day ever

At home now ,

cause i am sick

And my phone is spoilt ,

sent it to repair ,

Guess what !

Everything inside will be gone ?

My sms , my everything !

God damnit ,

feel like banging the wall la =((((((

Then i just start crying like fuck

And there is another reason that make me super super sad also ?

So fucked up lar =((((

Exam are just 2 days awayyyyy .

i read someone's blog and my mood is totally spoilt ?

I dont know what i am thinking seriously .

I mean , everything is over ?
Isnt it time to let go of everything that once happened ?

Why is so many things starting to trouble me againnnnnn .

When people mention about you , my whole mood turn moodless

and start thinking about everything

What the fuck right ? I am like regretting that

i didnt treasure you, when i was with you ?

If just i didnt make that move that day ,

nothing like this would happen i guess /: /: /:

2_________ <33

2007-04-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

Helloo peoplee (:
I am now in school

Using dreamweaver

Guess what ,

my internet is cut

means , no com for me =(((

no more online

Damndamn ,

gonna miss being online

OKAY !

gtg , i'll blog soon (:

2007-04-22T13:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday ,

went sentosa around afternoon :D

Sentosa for us ,

means , sentosa will be dirty

due to the nasi lemak dora ate ,

the green tea we drink && tissue all around :D

HAHAHAHA !

Was super hot there lar ,

and we were getting bored ?
So went ride bicycle

Rode all the 3 beaches ((:

I was screaming away :D

Super funny lar !

Went return bikes ,

went to beach station ?

Waited for souyan ; maomao ; wisely ; zhenghan and their friends to come ?

Said hi , then left to palawan beach to bathe (:

{ / this is how angie point middle finger :D :D :D }

{ / sentosa life every sat :D }

Went vivo and eat ,
then headed off to town !
Played pool at cappuage ?

Then cine :D
Saw alot alot people there (:
So slack , and things happen there

Yeah , bussed home with agatha after that (:

{ / chloe && agatha }

{ / chloe && agatha }

You're all i left in me

you gave me strength ,

you gave me hope .
You gave me someone to love

someone to hold .
I need your arm

need you to know ,

never been this close .

Will best friends remains forever ?

2007-04-20T22:57:00.000-07:00

{ / chloe && chermaine drawinggggg }

{ / OHHH , my dearest husbanddddd }

Firstly ,

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ACELYN !

Sorry didnt went with you all

I promise next time i sure will k :D

School is boring ,

english !

And ran 2.4 ?

BLOOOODY HELLLLLL !

My stamina drop so so so much

Recess , math and bio ((:

Everything is so super boring today !

Went find dora at bradell mrt with mahera ,

headed to town .

Jasmine came ,

they went ____

Then me and mahera sit there see them

Went over to fareast ,

was super tired ?

Walk around ,

then sat red line with dear go home (:

Endddddddddddddddd .

{ / my toyyyyy hearttt (: }

My promise to you ,

a lifetime .

2007-04-18T22:14:00.000-07:00

I can still remember the way you touched my soul
time is always standing
still i know i cant let go
shadows dancing on the walls
i make my way in the dark
to find a shadow with my name
darkness is surrounding me
im moving closer to you
Seeing you gets me frozen inside..
holding u so tight in my mind..
breathing faster ,

i cant speak .

School was alright ?

Was sleeping during assembly ,

i dont know who the hell woke me up from my dreams =(

Anyway ,

went back class ,

chinese , laoshi never comeeeeee :D

2 free period !

History was next ,

test , I SWEAR I GONNA FAILLLLLL !

Everyone is going fail lar !

Cause all do wrong topic ,

except some only (:

Recesssss !

Math , English && Arttttttt !

Got to prepare art exam !

Stressss lar !

Still need draw here and there =(((

After school ,

dear accompany me home took books ,

waited for nadirah .

She came ,

Then left for woodland library !

Study again ((:

After that ,

went had dinner && walk around ?

Then left woodland ,

went cck with nadirah :D

Was going from shop to shop looking for

toys :DDD

What a loser to buy myself a toy :D

Anyway !

I happy can already (:

Then talk2 , walk2

And homeeeee (:

Somehow ,

i really feel like leaving here lar ?

I dont know why ?

Out to some country alone :D

Some strange place when i never been to before (:

I am thinking ,

what if really one day i disappear from this world ?

Keep thinking that the world will end

Okay , i am scaring everyone .

2007-04-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

17 17 17 . YYY

School was alright ?

Suppose to have photoshop ,

but have problem ,

then do html codes (:

Social studies ,

boring shit =(

Was falling asleep lar !

Super tired today ,

i didnt pay attention at all ?

I dont know whyyyyy

Chinese was EVEN BORING-ER K !

I mean it is like ,

i was doing my math work ,

then later sleeeppppp :D

I sure gonnna fail chinese ?

Recesss

Math was great (:

Chem , hahaha !
Was drawing away and not paying attention

I think i will fail chem tooo ?

Lunch ,

sleeeeeeeeeeeeep .

Then bio and test !

OMG !

the test was super difficult !

I scared i fail =(((

After school ,
went jurong east make my ez-link card !

OMG OMG !

it is super horrribleeeee k !

Anyway ,

went woodland later ,

library and study about 2-3 hours plus :D

I realllly did study lar !

Exams are hereeee sooon !

Cant play !

STUDY STUDY STUDYYYYYYYYYYY ! ((:

I dont know what's wrong withhhhh mee ,

so weird /: /: /:

Why wont you talk to me /: /: /:

I miss you

2007-04-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

YYY

Someone ask me a question yest ,

if i still love you ?

Then i came home ,

i start thinking and look thru my inbox

those happy && sad sms you sent me
i read , and i start crying ?

I dont know ,

somehow i find life so boring & meaningless without you ?

In the past ,

can i ever live a day without my phone ?

I cant.

Always thinking i am the luckiest & happiest girl ,

cause most of the time i will be happy ,

although there were super bad times ?

When i really get so stressed up

And really break down so bad

Now ,

can i ever live a day with my phone ?

I can !

Cause it is like ,

have phone also no use and stuff ?

And what ,

i can just be sad for i dont know why ?

And start thinking about so many things

think of you so bad ?

And at time ,

i just break down and cry for no reason

I may seems so happy with my friends

laughing and going crazy ,

but somehow ,

i dont feel as happy as before anymore =(
I can just go disappear and

to a place where no one is ,

sit there and think of those times .

How different it was compared to the past .

I want you back so badly .

It seems impossible now though ,

guess feelings has already faded .

How i wish ,

just this last chance .

I would sure cherish it

cause i know how miserable life is without you

I have already a taste of it .

Just one more last chance ?

If there is ever this chance ,

i will love you even more

and care & understand you even more .

But so what if i say that ,

i will never have a chance anymore

HOPELESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS .

2007-04-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

{ / danie l , elmo , chloe ! }

{ / ohhhh , who is that , JUBJUB :D }

{ / * PULL DANIEL SHIRT }

{ / super lame and retarded ! }

{ / ALL MONSTER (: }

{ / MY ELMO , AND lover ! }

{ / daniel had his dream come true }

{ / JUBJUB ROASTING COOKIE MONSTER ! }

Today ,

woke up SUPERRRRRRRR early and prepare

just to meet daniellllllllll :D

MONSTER OUTING ((:

Went to jurong east meet him ,

then trained to aljunied ?

Church :D

It was not bad ((:

After church ,

headed to city hall ?

Went eat mos burger ,

then went marina square :D
Played arcade ?
POP & MUSIC or whatever it is :D

SUPERR FUN LAR ! :DDDD

then played one game of para ,

Headed off to suntec (:

Headed to arcade !

And DDR :DDD

Went walk2 after that ,

was going around looking for cookie monster ?

AND TOY'R'US ,

here i comeeeeeee (:

Took that elmo i love ,

and walk around playing like crazy ,

using the thingy to poke

and pull people's clothes

And do alot crazyy things lar ?

Jubjub even took a video of roasting cookie monster lar !

:/ :/ :/ :/

And i cant find any jubjub there alright ?

Damndamn =(((

I not purposely hit his face with the elmo eyes =xxx

SORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYY !

Played there for an hour ?

Went to the park there ,

slacked and talk about alot alot alot things (:

Train-ed back to jurongeast ,

print photo

AND HOMEEEEEE (:

{ / I said , when i buy this , i cook ,
the 1st person i will let people taste my food is DANIELTAN ! }

{ / His going to be birthday present from me this year ((: }

{ / chloe && daniel ((: }

2007-04-14T22:14:00.000-07:00

Met up with dora at outram ,

then trained to habour front (:

AND SENTOSA HERE WE COME :DDDD

Our trip of the week !

We were down there killing ants

as there was super alot of ants lar !

Then then ,

when we saw the blazing hot sun ,

we faster went to take

tanning oil and apply it ?

Went cycling as usual (:

Damn !

I never see the road ?

And alot accident happen okay ! =xx

Went palawan beach to bath ,

went sit bus ?

And i thought red line will be the same as yellow ,

I wanted to stop at merlion there ,

but dora didnt want ?

So we wasted our time ,

2o mins . my fault and her fault too (:

This group of bangalas came ,

And this bangala sat beside me ,

step on my leg ,

and now the 2nd toe is like effing pain ?

Blooddddyyy helll :@ :@ :@

Rushed to town

cause dora want to see marcus ?

It was raining super heavy

Slack-ed at town

and suddenly became super super super sadded ?

Yeah ,

cabbed home with dion (:

{ / bangalas man :D }

{ / chloe && dora }

{ / i dont know wtf was i doing ? * entertaining * }

{ / us again (: }

2007-04-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

Went to school at last ! :D

School was B-O-R-I-N-G !

Today is friday the 13 ((:

I lost my voice ?

Thanks to strepsils honey && lemon ,

i got my voice back :D

And poorani , teranna and people keep asking me for them :D

1st 3 period was english ?

And need to do the Skit thingy ?

Super funny lar !

All of us wasnt prepare ?

The funniest thing ,

Aly try acting like a mina ?

And goes " SIAAA LAAAAAA "
You should hear the way she say lar !

HAHAHA (:
Pe , recess , math and bio && assembly ?

I wasnt paying attention in every lesson

Was suppose to go find dora at her hse ?

But it was at seragoon super farrrrrr!

SORRY SORRRRYYYYYYY !

REMEMBER OUR DATE TMR !

going oversea tmr :D

going in early in the morning

and will be back about 6 or 7 at town :D

REMEMBER OKAY !!

Went with dear to town ,

then went meet line , ace , pam , lissa , siti awhile ?

Went mos and makan (:
then went to cine and slack slack

then heeren ,

then dear came my house :DDDD

GUESS WHAT !

we was talking in the bus ,

what if we see roger && sherly holding hands later ?
then when we get down the bus ,

ROGER WAS JUST RIGHT INFRONT OF ME K !

he said hi ,

then i said hi .

Then later i walk away ,

i dont know why i went crazy ?

Super funny k !

Then we went to the condo gate ,

i see 61 ,

then inside dont have him

Then i walk out and he sit 157 !

And that is to her schoooooooll !

Then i was like ,

walking home on the road ?

Then i was screaming and jumping

And beating her :D

HAHAHA !

Sorrrrrrrrry dearrrrrrr :D

I know you understand right ?

Then i was so crazy that ,

i cross the road without seeing the road ?

I forget i was walking on the road

And i almost got bang ?

HOW LUCK I AM !

It was just a few cm , i swear

and the uncle was horning away ?

Anyway ,

DEAR !

I now know your feeling when you saw your

that ex boyfriend sahail ,

holding a girl hand okay !!!!!!!

Hand cold , body hot huh :DDD

HAHAHAHA !

Was playing with megan and caleb ,

super tiring lar !

It was hellllllllllllllll !

2007-04-12T19:44:00.000-07:00

Found this pic inside my com ?
Some random pic ?
So decided to post it :D
Snapshot by him ?

Anyway !!
Tuesday ,
School school schoool ((:
Art ,
PHOTOSHOPPPPPPPP :DD
SS , mr and keep psm-ing !
Scary sehhhhh , i swear :D
Chinese was next
We made the teacher runaway ?
Azura & I was sleeping
Line ; tiffytuffy ; carolyn ; ace and dont knw who was talking away
No one listening to teacher ?
So yeah ,
She got so angry that she scold us ,
walk out of class ?
I didnt know till the bell rang ,
when chinese end
Then i was like , where is laoshi ?
Everyone told me , she runaway from class
cause i was sleeping -.
Math was fine ?
Chem , PILLAI ! :D i passed my quiz !

Went serene after school ,
with line , ace , rice , lissa ; zura ; pam ; siti ?
It was raining super heavily once we step out of school .
Dry ourself at serence ,
went mac and slack ?
Waited for dear to come ?
We left there and went busstop ,
We said we will take whatever bus with come ,
So 157 came ,
and we sat till jp
had our dinner there and stuff ?

This guy in the train was talking about
World end ?
And dear was really super scared lar !
Then i also start thinking ,
what if world end ,
and is like i have so many things undone ?
And seriously , i get very scared also =xxx
Went mummy saloon ,
got my hair cut again ?
I was bored there ,
so decided to cut my hair cause i dont know why ?
Now it is short ,
till my shoulder ?
Damn4 !

These 2 days ,
I am stucked at home ?
Guess what ,
I am sick again ?
Not bad eh ?
From jan till now ,
i have been visiting the doctor almost every week
and admitted to the hospital once ?
I have nothing better to do at home !
Sleep && com && friendster && blog hopping ?
I cant talk cos i lost my voice
I tried to study cause m.y.e is here in 2 weeks !
But i cant concentrate at all ?
I dont want to fail anything =(((
but i know i will ?

Trying to cheer msp up =(((
I dont want see her sad lar !
Why everytime cause of love ,
people get real sad ?
Like ,
Mahera , Chyna , Dora , Chermaine and so many people out there ?
Why cant people just get the person
they want to be with so bad ?
Kind of unfair lar ?
I dont want see them like that lor ,
what a bad friend i am againnnnn !
Sighhhh

2007-04-09T23:16:00.000-07:00

Today ,
went to school .
Damn2 ,
my mood is really fucked up like sh*t this few days ?
I dont know what's wrong with me ,
I suddenly think of things and make myself sad ?

Sorry to those people that
i have neglected this few days ?
And showing attitude to you all ?
I mean ,
i really dont know what's wrong with me ?
I just feel so frustrated && irritated with just abit of things
Why do i feel so emo !
Okay , i am not emo
Saddening la /: /: /:
I want to study ,
but i cant get my heart in it ?
Why must so many things bother me !

Cant i just make up my mind
So hate myself now /: /: /:

Last kept in my

heart ! Y Y Y

2007-04-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday ,

woke up at 11 ?

Then prepare stuff and wake dora up :D

Meet dora at 1 plus at outram ?

Headed to SENTOSAAAAAAAA !

Hahahaha !

We didnt tell anyone we going sentosa

till we reach sentosa train :DDD

Funny lar !

Went silso beach ,

then settle down at the opposite there ,

stay awhile ?

Then going rain !

Went back opposite ,

put mat , lie down && take pic ,

Then started to rain ?!?!

Went inside shealter ,

start taking pic again !

We took more than 7o pic altogether ?

Decided to go cycling ,

we cycle all the way to tahjong beach ?

Then guess what ,

there have free show !

Have couple kissed ,

the girl super WAHSEH !

Then dora down there want see free show ?

LOL LOL LOL !

Cycle back ,

then went bath and stuff ?

Went to town ,

meet rose ; jinling , maoly the polar bear , kennard , dion , wisely , elton and daniel ?

Then rose && jinling left /: /:

Went zara ,

then fareast ?

Meet up with ivyCOUPLE ; yingyingNEVERCHEATMYFEELINGDEREN ;

esther an another girl ?

Saw xihong and bernice & her friends ?

Went to wisma ,

then cine !

Saw andyPAPA , hande , ahxing , daniel , his gf and alot ?

Went to cappuage ?

Then cant go in ?

Then headed off meridien :D

Kennard , maoly , dion , wisely came ?

Followed by , zhenghan ; souyanAIREN ; weizhi ; dont know who ?

I won all the game :D

HAHAHAHHA !

Train-ed and cabbed home after that ((:

Today ,

suppose to meet up with danielJUBJUB to go to church /

I put alarm clock at 7am ?

I dont know who the hell ,

went to take out my phone , off it and put it farfar away

Then i had this dream ,

A funny , weird and saddening dream ?

Then i woke up to see if it was real ,

and i remember about meeting jubjub at 9.45 at je ?

So i quickly woke up ,

went see the clock outside ,

AND IT WAS 2 !

WTF OKAY !

Called him and talk to him ?

Wth wth wth !

Went do my presentation and it was 4 hours ?

Then yeah ,

whole day at home !

YYYYYY

2007-04-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

2007-04-07T12:56:00.000-07:00

{ / all of the things that we gone through /: YY }

{ / chloe && caleb ! }

{ / alyssa on the left and me on the right :D

me wearing alyssa big big shoes which look like bedtime shoes }

{ / chloechan && carolineanncresswell :D }

{ / acelynchan :D qinaide ! }

{ / I Y MIDDLE ! }

{ / Rosetan ; chloechan }

{ / mahera ; rose ; chloe ! }

{ / my dearest mother :D }

{ / limdaphnie && rosetan && chloechan YY }

{ / daphnie ; chloe ; ahxing }

{ / chloe && ahxing }

{ / this prove that he is shorter than me :DDDD }

{ / chloe * rose * daphnie * chyna YYYY}

{ / chynatan && chloechan YY }

{ / chloechan && rosetan }

{ / limdaphnie && chloechan YY }

{ / doradaphnie ; chloe ; DORA'S TURTLE BAG ((: }

{ / us :D }

2007-04-06T23:34:00.000-07:00

Okay , ALOT things happen this few days ?

Monday , 2th April

fcuking rosy low ,
went threw aritom on the floor
and confiscate it from me
telling me she will give me back after art ,
and after art ,
find her .
She say she going give it to mrs koh ?
And i never even play with that bear
i usually sit with my leg cross on the chair
Aritom was just on my lap ?
So yeah ,
quarrelled with her .
Cried so so so much cos
i thought that aritom will be gone forever ?
End up > got it back ?
She just want me say a sorry ?
BLOOODDYY HELL !

English punish for 2 hours ?

Bio peertutoring after that !

Went home ,

had piano lesson ,

never touch the piano for 2 years ?

But yeah ,

it was great :DD

Learn the song i want
Play com ; study ; conference with dora , wisely , chengyong

Tuesday , 3th April

Went school
slept throughout chinese !
Super sadded day lar
Mood was kinda spoilt ,
found out some stuff ?
Guessed i'm still loving him ?
Dont know lar , dont want to care !
Cause i cant have things my way ,
i also cant be with him even if i want to ?
Chem was super funny !
Line went point middle finger at pillai
she saw , ask her stand outside
Some people eat , got caught ?
Got punish ?
There's a mosquito !
1/4 stand on the chair , screaming
1/4 opening math books and slamming it to kill the mosquito
1/4 smacking books(which land on the floor) at the mosquito
1/4 dont care ?
WHAT A WEIRD CLASS I HAVE :D
Alissa immitate pillai voiceto ask the class to shut up ,
super funny !
No common test

Went tampaniese with mum and grandma
after school ,
Slept the whole afternoon :D
Wake up , com && study

Wednesday , 4th April

Went school and blah ?
Slept during chinese again ,
guess my chinese this year really hopeless case !
Math was alright !
At last i get everything (:
History ,
was talking to nadirah ,
then was laughing and smiling ?
Mr ang ask me why i laugh and smile ,
i said nothing ?
Then whole class say i am crazy !
STUPID LA !
Was lucky during english ,
suppose do presentation ?
I still havent do it okay !
Lucky i have " no time " to present
cause time up :D
Art was next ((:

After school ,
went eat mac with alyssa &&amp;amp; dear && cheryl && tessa :D
Went ntuc with dear ,
Saw pig kidney and liver !
DISGUSTING =xxxxxx
Home , com , study ?
Somethint happen ,
which made my mood super sadded =(((
I dont know why i care ,
but yeah ,
I still care ?!?!
Conference with dora , kennard , wisely && chengyong ?

Thursday , 5th April

Spotcheck in the morning !
Fuck sh*t !
Got caught for my skirt ?
Alyssa , Pamela , Teranna , Dorianna , Clarice , Cara , Nurul ,
So went unplucked it
And mrs koh ask me go cut my hair !
When it is all up ?
So kinda agrued with her ?
I mean ,
She dont have the rights to cut my hair ?
Caused it is nothing wrong ?
My fringe is all up !
Another effing teacher !
Saw dear crying after her haircut =(((
She just stomp out of the toilet ?
Mrs koh stopped her and nag and scold ?
Dear was super angry , so talked in the attitude way ?
I didnt know how to cheer her up !
What a bad friend chloe is =(((
She was crying like hell , i am super pissed with mrs koh and mrs kwok
So i didnt want see her like that ,
I shouted at them telling them
Got scolded and sh*t by them .
Yeah ,
Begged mrs koh to let dear off ?
that i will talk to her ?
Yeahh ....

Bio was next !
All of the people who got caught from my class,
headed to the toilet
to cut skirt :D
Chinese test , prepare to fail !
Nadirah left singapore =(((((((

Went out with dear ,
eat strudel , went supermarket !
Mum came fetch us ,
go dont know where and see salon stuff ?
went buy cake ,
salon

About 5 plus ,
meet rose at jurongeast :D
train-ed to somerset ?
Meet dora !
Saw gena && her bf ((:
Off to fareast ,
they ate ljs .
Waited for wisely , kennard and dion ?
They came after a long time !
Went fareast , zara then wisma , then cine :D
Saw souyan !
Then train-ed with rose to jurong after that
Home :DDDDDD

Friday , 6th April

Meet dora at heeren !
Went buy cookie ,
Saw ah xing && his friends ?
Went meet woonguek , xiuting , ming xiong && their friends ?
Kennard , dion , wisely came ?
Went to paragon ?
Me and dora bought super alot things from muiji lar !
Waited for rose && chyna to come ?
Slacked there awhile ,
headed to wisma
shopped at wisma
Went back heeren ?
Chyna && rose left

Went cine ,
revoltage and to ljs :D
Home after that ((:

Tomorrow going ______ with doradaphnie :D
No one knows :D

Y Y Y Y Y Y Y i dont know !

2007-04-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

Saturday , 31st march

Rain heavily ,

brought a blooddy umbrella out

and guess what ,

no rain after that -.

Sat train to outram ,

meet dora :D

AT LAST LAR !

After 2 week of not seeing her

Headed to bugis ,

played arcade

and off to bugis street

went there buy things

and shop shop ,

Bought myself a black pants which

cost $3o ?!

Wth wth :D

Headed off to town ?
and i then realise i left my umbrella at bugis

when i reached somerset mrt ?

Went find rose && jinling ((:

saw maomao , kennard , wisely , dion ,

ian , zhenghan and i think that's all ?

Went upstair to drink bubbletea && eat cookie :D

got lisiao by jinling ; rose and dora lar !

Something super funny happen lar !

Jinling and dora was ACTING some shit ?!?!

then later dora ask jinling to jump on her

then jinling jump ,

and both of them fall on the ground ?

Was talking on the phone with chyna ,

then me and rose and everyone laughed =x

Super cute lar them !

Went 7-11 ,

saw waicheong !

HAHAHAHA !

Went cine ,

saw ahxing , jeremy , jasmine , elton , angjie , and alot alot people

Went arcade behind ,

wait for chyna and andy to come :D

yeahhhh :D

Saw stacy ,

Went to ljs ,

saw some fuck-tard guy there ?

Slack-ed there

Then went outside cheers ,

slack as usual .

Chyna went ,

then later dora && I went to mrt there slack ?

Cabb-ed home after that

cause mummy was waiting for me to watch TOUCHING MOVIE :DDD

{ / doradaphnie && chloechan }

{ / chyna ; chloe ; dora }

{ / chloechan && limdaphnie ]

{ / chloechan ; andylim ; limdaphnie ; chynatan :D }

{ / rosetan ; tanjinling ; chloechan ; limdaphnie }

{ / emo ah :DDD }

{ / chloe && chyna :D }

Sunday , 1st April

Went temple with mummy ,

headed to jurong east after that ,

meet chengyong ((:

Train-ed to city hall ,

walked to suntec

to watch mr bean !

MY HUSBAND ! :DDD

Super funny lar the show !

Such a cute husband i have eh :DDDDD

After that ,

went walk walk ,

i did the paint thingy la

it look so weird okay !

Damndamn !

Then went toy'r'us to see ,

cause i want to buy toy !

Cant find cookie monster =(((

The store there suck la !

Went slack at the park ?

Talk talk , play play

Cabbed home :DDDDD

HAPPPYYYY APRIL FOOLLLL ((:

{ / snapshot ((: }

{ / DURIAN HEAD ! :DDDDDDD }

Dear is thinking the same as me ...

mg seems to be apart now .

I hate this feeling of thinking

that all of us are going seprate ways lar

I mean ,

why cant they give some time ?

Dont they realise everyone is living their own life ?

Dont they realise we are like drifting away

further and further each day ?

Do they now what is happening in each other life ?

Why cant they just do sth

to make this group stay together ?

Do they bear see us spilting up ?

Sisters since sec 1 ,

so close together

But now ???

It is even so hard to get them together .

This is really killing me lar !

I dont know should i care or not anymore seriously ,

do they still have each other in their heart ?

God damnit !

2007-03-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today ,

school as per normal ?

I am still not feeling well !

And guess what ,

i starting to lose my voice again !

Bloooddyyy hellll !

Bio was fun :D

Get to do experiment with chicken liver && some stuff ?

Then all the bubble pop out

The liver is real disgusting =x

Chem was next ,

I shouted && scolded pillai

Blooodyy bitch lar her =x

I told her i didnt know about the test

i wasnt in school for how many days ,

i dont know a thing at all

And i will fcuking fail that test

I mean , i am far behind everyone ?

But she just down there bo chap say dont know sh*t

which make me super pissed lar !

Everyone is like going to fail that test ?

Especially ME !

Is like , i dont want to fail any of my test

cant i just take tomorrow ?

Recess !

SS and History next ((:

Mr ang is proud of me :DDDD

Cause i do my work !

1st time in my life eh

and i pay attention ?

I dont know why also ?

Chinese was the best !

Cause i get to draw on azura leg :D

Me and my monster drawing and monster stuff :D

Math and end of school !

Took bus to clementi mrt ,

sat mrt to lakeside !

Waited for bus to taman jurong ?

And i saw jerimiah !

Since a long time ever since i saw him ?

Talked to him and yeah

Reached Taman ,

Saw cheryl , jerron and mingxiong

Then walked to party world ?

Saw chermaine , woonguek , xiuting , chenghui , maomao ,

zhenghan , wisely and alot more people ((:

Slacked and talked there :D

Went s-11 ,

see them eat

cabb-ed home ((:

This hearts , it beats , is for only you Y

2007-03-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog these few days ?

Cause i was stucked at home !

Yesterday was mummy's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM !

i love you truckloads :D

Actually blog that day ,

but post was gone ?

And got scolded by mum for not sleeping ?

I wanted to post that night ,

cause mum never ever forget my birthday !

So i cant forget hers too right :DDDD

Anyway , hope everything goes smooth for mum ((:

I will be a good girl , i will :D

Today :D

I went to school :D

And guess what ,

i went to school ?

Ace , rice , line , cara they all got to go for bowling ?

Saw alot of people !

I miss everyone so much so much !

Dear , Chyna , Nuer , Natasha , Stead ,

Qinaide , Boyfriend , Lissa , Sweetheart , Middle ,

Breast , Partner , Poopoo , Precious ,

Cheryl , Vithya , Gab , Tiffy tuffy ,

Carolyn , Amenda and

so many more people :D

At last i get to see them !

Bloooody hell !

Went to school with my longest uniform ,

clip up all my hair ?

Mummy was talking in the car

about obeying school rules till school end ?

So yeah ,

did not got caught today :D

Contact time was the 1st period ,

talking and survey about stress ?

Then chinese ,

sat with carolyn :D

She is my entertainer !

I pay attention in class today !

Math was great ((:

but i miss alot of things out !

History was next ,

sat with stead !

She is so so so sad =(((

Cheerup alright stead !

Everything will be alright la ((:

Recesss !

And English was next ?

Mrs tay say that

i want go coffee shop

just cause , I BITE THE STRAW ?

Wth wth wth !

So paiseh lar !

Art was the last three period ?

I cant draw the blooodyyy knot !

So i threw a earser at breast !

Asking her to draw for me !

But her mp3 were too loud ?

And i found out the earser can BOUNCE :D

Okay , i am being lame and crapping here =xxxx

Line , ace , partner , cara came back !

Line && rice help me with my art

THANKS SO MUCH !

Was so frustrated lar !

Went to get my fencing suit measurement

after school with dear ?

We didnt know where to go ,

So just sit in the bus ,

and i suddenly remember of fencing ((:

After measurement ,

buss-ed to town :D

FAREAST here we come !

Bought a drink and a packet of chicken ,

sit at ljs

Wanted to study and stuff ?

End up drawing and sleeping :D

HAHAHA

Went walked around ,

looking at handbags and stuffs ?

Went read book at kino.

Cabb-ed home !

DEAR!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALOT OKAY !

Nothing can express my love for you lar :D

Get well soon , dumbasss !

Sorry pass my sickness to you =((

Now you are sick =xxxxxx

Tomorrow meeting love && msp !!!

WHOOOHOOOOS !

I am freee at last huh :D

I tried so hard and
at last you are starting to get off my mind ,
I still loved you .I really still do .
But i dont know what i got to do
just to impress you
And make you love me again .
Shall i just pretend you dont even
exist in my world before ? /: /:

2007-03-24T16:09:00.000-07:00

Firstly ,

I gonna wish my dearest andyPAPA happy birthday !

One year older already leh !

Although still dont look like 15 ?

HAHA !

Sorry cant attend your steamboat today =(((

Stupid doctor say i cant go out till i am okay !

Nvm nvm ,

promise you will go celebrate your birthday

once i am okay alright :D

That is a deal hor !

Hope that all your wishes will come true ,

everything will go well for you

and yeah ,

hope you will be with ____ for long long

if you 2 get together yeah :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! <333

Yeah ,

just got admitted out of the hospital ?

Was not feeling well on thurs night

Cant breathe , fever , shivering

&& spit out blood ?

Wth lar !

so mum brought me to A & E at gleneagles ?

Then see doctor and stuff ?

Suppose to stay there

but wanted go home cos

dont wan waste money stay there

Then i suddenly start shivering ?

Then must stay there ?

I didnt dare to sleep lar !

Thinking about my mum's cousin ?

Really made me feel scared ?

And that time was already super late ,

no one to accompany me !

Didnt even dare to close my eyes ,

scared later cant wake up =xxxxxxxxxxx

There was seriously hell !

Cause it is boring ?

And what more ,

alot of medicine ,

and need to do stuff ?

They went to take blood ?

WTF lar !

it actually wasnt pain ,

then later the pain came ?

And now it is blue-black ?

WTHHHHHH !

Need to go do the breathing thingy ?

Stayed there for an hour ,

cause i can never reach 80 %

It was super tiring and yeah ((:

Dear wanted to come see me ,

but she was sick too !

She was having high fever ?

Get well soon okay dear !

It's alright lar you never come (:

Dont blame you at all :DD

I miss you so lar =(((((((

Dumbass came to see me later !

How touched lar !

He sat cab from jurong to visit me :D

Then sit cab back ?

Played , watch tv and slacked :D

He left at 6.3o ?

Mum , cousin , grandma come see me after that

and dad came !

MUM ADN DAD WAS CUTE LAR ! :DDDD

seriously saying ,

i never see my mum and dad talking together

over my 15 years ?

okay ,

Maybe have but i cant remember ?

Mum talk to dad ,

but dad show attitude :D

Like wan reply dont wan reply like that ?

Mum still ask warsi go down and buy coffee for dad ?

And later when buy already ,

mum still ask warsi put sugar in his coffee

Cause he never drink coffee without sugar :DD

They left after that ,

start watching vcd to kill time ?

Cos i cant sleep

and waiting call from people

Admitted out of hospital

Mum went buy bills and everything =xx

She spend alot money on me this time lar !

Ahhhhhhhhhh !

Went to mount eliz . to see megan

heard that she was sick ?

And now i am stucked at home !

I cant go out till i am well !

I cant go school on monday cos i need go see doctor ?

How swayyed can i be huh ?

And thursday ,

I WILL BE FLYING OFF TO THAILAND !

till sunday :D

I miss doradaphnie lar !

It has been a week since i see her lar !

And i cant see her next sat ?

I miss alot alot alot ppl lar !

I WAN GO OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !

2007-03-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

Today is super super super screwed up day for me

I didnt pay attention in class .

I didnt talk much to anyone ?

Or can i say i never talk to all ?

The whole day ,

i was just sleeping , day dreaming &&& crying ?

I feel so much weaker whenever i cry

I want to stop crying ,

but tears cant stop

How can i express the hurt ?

Why am i crying for someone

who actually doesnt care a damn about me ?

Who thinks i am lying all along

when i am not ?

Who thinks i am a coward ,

when i took such a big courage to say what i want to say .

Maybe yeah ,

i am a coward .

I went solo and went whatever i wanted to ask

I thought about it for a long time

if i never asked , i will never know .

But what do i get after i asked ?

Nothing but hurt ?

You think i enjoy being miserable ?

I fucking dont alright ...

So what i plan to do now ?

I dont know ?

Well ,

Didnt sleep the whole night yesterday

I hate mdm tan !

She bang the door on my face

She tear those innocent people art piece

She shout at my ear for nothing

Slept throughout chinese today

During math ,

didnt even take out my book

I was just down there day dreaming

got scolded by miss lim

During history ,

was crying away like fuck ?

Wasnt listening at all .

Recess , didnt have the mood to eat

English ,

sleeping and crying ?

Didnt do my work at all .

Till the last minute ?

Art , i did my drawing ?

But it was totally screwed ,

cos i didnt have the mood to draw

and i gave up cos i think it is ugly

Met dear after school ,

sat bus to jp to had lunch

Then after that went mac do work ?

And i end up sleeping

How screwed my day was just because of something .

Rar ! Only sleeping can help me to stop thinking

stop crying && stop day dreaming

Tomorrow counselling in school .

Hope it will be a better day ,

but i guess not =((((

2007-03-19T22:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday , 17o3o7

Meet doradaphnie ,

went off to cine to meet

pearline , agatha , jasline , angjie && friends

Went to arcade ,

played with jaslin

slacked there

Went paragon muji to buy sweet :D

Off to fareast after that

Went to meet rose after that ,

meet pearline , agatha , angjie

then back to fareast ?

They left ,

then me , dora && rose went zara !

We plan buy a shirt next week :D

Went over to cine ?

Slacked there !

They went ljs eat ,

saw cynthia and her friend ?

After their dinner ,

off to meet kennard and dion ?

Went meridien play pool (:

Manage to catch train to dora's place

But rose , cynthia , kennard , dion missed the last train ?

Reached dora house ,

played sims , talk about stuffs , slacked around ?

Bathe after that ,

decided to cook things to eat !

Dora super cute lar her !

She scared she will disfigured ,

then she use towel to wrap her face :D

She told me to tell sooguan

that she will love him forever

She end up got burned on her hand ,

then i cooked :D

Watch la pi xiao xin after that ?

Fell asleep .

Sunday , 18o3o7

Mummy came to fetch me from her house ,

went home change

and off to mum's cousin funeral ?

Super sadded lar !

Mum's aunt was down there crying like fuck

Is like ,

Her son is only 3o plus ?

And he died with no reason ?

No illness no nothing ?

SOMEONEEEEEEE CALLEDDDD MEEEEEE !!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Cabbed home after that cos

dumbass asked me go home

&& go online ((:

Monday , 19o3o7

First day of school !

Super tired !

Kept falling asleep !

Timetable changed ?

SS was usual , BORING !

Art , i got black marked by rosy low .

Nice one huh ,

wanted to find her after class

but end up ,

got pulled by line they all ?

Arrrgh .

Recess and math (:

Math always the best :D

cos i did my work and pay attention the most !

Chem was same , BORING LIKE SHIT !

Had 4 period of english

but mrs tay did not come ?

So yeah ,

talked to lissa , aly , pam , siti , didi , farah , zura ??

Didi that breast !

I lied on her and sleep ,

she used pencil to draw me ,

i woke up ,

went back to sleep ?

Then either lissa or aly went draw using marker ?

HAHAHAH !

Lunch && peer tutoring (:

Went serene with siti , pam , zura , lissa , nad after that

Had mac !

Home and went mum's salon cut my hair (((:

And here i am at home :D

Feeling super pissed now ?

Over some f**k shit things

Argh !

2007-03-19T21:14:00.000-07:00

{ / chloe && agatha }

{ / dora && rose && chloe }

{ / future dress ! }

{ / rosetan && chloechan }

{ / flying kisss :D }

{ / snapshot by dora }

{ / rose ; dora ; chloe ! }

{ / chloechan ! :D }

{ / dora fear of being defigured }

{ / :D :D :D }

{ / reasons to love }

{ / indian dance ! }

{ / fly in the air ! }

{ / sweet not :D }

{ / dora && chloe = barney && tigger love ! }

{ / where are THEY }

{ / dora giving love to barney :D }

{ / MUMMY LOVEEEEEEEEE ! }

{ / dearest great grandma }

{ / chloe && kelvin ((: }

2007-03-16T22:46:00.000-07:00

Thursday , 15o3o7

Went to jurong entertainment ,
waited for that dumbass there
And at last he came !
Went to buy movie tickets for "the haunted school"
The show is not bad lar :D
1st time i watch finish all okay !
And i did not screm :DDD

Maybe yes ,
did get scared quite abit (:
After show ,

went play arcade :DDD

Then after that ,

walk walk walk all the way to science centre there ?
And it was going to rain !
So sat 66 to my house ,
slacked there with him ?

AND I SAW PIGS FLYING -.

Dumbass keep saying i look like a ahlian lar !

Ass one lor , i mean ..
I am not one and never will be one ?
Slacked around my condo here ,
send him to bus stop
then headed for tuition !

LOVE DUMBASSSSSSSS :D

Dumbass loveeeee

GOOD NEWS :

I FINISH ALL MY HOMEWORK EXCEPT CHINESE !

feel proud of myself =xxx

1st time in my life i finish my work :D

Friday , 16o3o7

Woke up late !

Bathe && change and stuffs ?

Mummy fetch me to city hall (:

Meet ace , line , cara and 2 guys ?
Then pam && her stead came
followed by alissa && azura
Left to marina square 1st ?
Played arcade and pool (:
Then siti and shawn arrive :D

and some guys i dont know their name ?
So yeah ,

went bought movie tickets for stomp the yard ?

NICE NICE NICE NICE SHOWWWWWW !

but i was freezing to deathhhhhhh lar !

Thanks to the i dont know who

who on the bloodyyyyy aircon so cold

till i curdle myself during the show ?

How dumb @!*%&@)^%!*

Show ended ,

went to esplanade to get ice cream (:

Followed cara to meridien to find daryl ?

Blah blah blahhhhh .

Arcade at ps awhile and

HOME !

{ / chloe & line ! behind lissa and ace (: }

{ / BOYFRIEND (: }

{ / snapshot :D loves (: }

2007-03-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

Fuck !

I swear i am really fucking dumb lar /:

I have nothing to do now ,

and like before ,

i start thinking about everything !

Anyhow think and make myself sad again ?

I saw his ______ ,

and yeah .

My fucking mood was spoilt !

I dont know ,

maybe jealousy or what i dont know

I just felt pissed && at the same time sad ?
I know i still love him ,

i'm sure i want him back by my side

but i can never never know how he feel

I tried to hint him

but he somehow ,

didnt know how i feel

ARGHHHHH !

I seriously do miss him alot .

And i mean alot

Hoping he will sms or call me one day ,

bump into him on the street while walking

be there to care about me

but that day never happen ?

So i decided that i shall not have high hopes

of wanting to see him ,

listening to his voice ,

and even for him to care about me (:

I can just continue dreaming it will happen huh ?

All i need is this just one chance ,

to prove to you that i can change for you

that i really need you .

But conclusion ,

no more chance ?

Firstly , i dont have the courage to speak my mind

Secondly , i want to know if he still like me

but didnt dare to ask

Alot more reasons to go

sigh /:

So what shall i do now !

2007-03-14T23:43:00.000-07:00

Today , one of my fun day :D

Was suppose to wake up early
and meet daniel at 9.3o
& souyan at 1o
But i woke up late !
Cos i was having headache and fever !

Cabb-ed down to jec to find them !
SORRRYYYYYYYY !!!!!

Went arcade find them ,
played para & the music thingy
Then took neos :DDDDDDDD
Then went buy glove :DD
I brought black , souyan brought red :D
then we exhange (:

Bought tickets and went in !
Skate skate skate ,
then souyan need to go off ?
DANIEL PANGSEH US !

suki ; joy ; candis ; serene and a girl i dont know her name a

nd quite alot ppl lar (:
Get to know quite a number of them

Went to eat at the cafe there ,

Jubjub treat me drink coke :D

Manage to talk to candis (:

Super funny lar

This is how our conversation goes :

candis: i know you, i read your blog!

chloe: i read your blog too!

candis and chloe: OMG! really ?!

Was laughing away lar :DDD

Dear came to find me ?

So got to leave the rink (:

SORRRRRYYYYYYYY JUBJUB !

i promise you go your church and go skate with you sooon okay !!! :D

I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE (:

Went to meet chyna at the platform (:

So we went off to bugis street !

Chyna went to buy ___ then after that ,

dear went to trim her eyebrown a

nd me & chyna did our eyelash :D

I turn out to look weird lar !

Fuck one lor =(((

Then dear down there saying i look like a hooker !!

I am not lar =(((

Cabb-ed down to cine to find dora !

She was down there laughing when she see me ?

She say i look like a geisha ?

@%*$^&@#)^ ;

PLEASE OKAY !

i am not one and never will be one and dont look like one !

Went hongkong cafe to drink milk tea ?

Then went arcade behind ((:

Left for fareast after that :DD

Continue walking to meridien :D

Saw cynthia and her friend ?

Played a few round of pool and went off to ps (:
Send them to mrt then i walk to taxi stand

The queue was superrrrrrrr long !

So walk and walk and end up at cathay

Bloody cab driver !

They dont want stop even there is no people ?

So went opposite ,

AND AFTER A LONG TIME ,

got myself a cab :D

Headed to shareton hotel find mum ?

Was rotting there like hell !

& home after that :D

GOING OUT MOVIE WITH DUMBASSSSSSSSS TMRRR :DDDD

2007-03-14T11:32:00.000-07:00

{ / daniel was pushing me lar :D so i was pushing him back :D && souyan :D }

{ / my jubjub && my airen :D }

{ / loves (: }

{ / i love this pic lar (: }

{ / the three of us (: }

{ / ______ is loveeeee ! }

{ / snapshot by souyan (: }

{ chloe && souyan }

{ / at ice rink (: }

{ / airen <333>

{ / :D :D :D }

{ / BLACK WHITE AIREN (: }

{ / chyna && mahera }

{ / my loves <333}

{ / LOOK AT HER EXPRESSION ! }

{ / chloe && mina mahera :D }

{ / dearrrrrrr ! :D }

{ / her eyebrow really make her look like a malay ahlian :D }

{ / there she is :D }

{ / CHYNATAN ! }

{ / CHLOECHAN ! }

{ / CHLOECHAN && ROSETAN }

{ / chloe ; rose ; jinling (: }

{ / saw doradaphnie :D }

{ / chyna again (: }

{ / jinling ; rose ; doradaphnie ; chyna ; chloe :D }

{ / the 5 of us <#33 }

{ / LOVES ! }

{ / haha ! :DD }

{ / tanjinling ; rosetan ; limdaphnie ; chloechan ; chynatan }

{ / chloe && chyna <333 }

{ / CHLOEEEEEEEE }

{ / chyna & chloe & rose }

{ / LOVE LOVE ! }

{ / JINLING ; CHLOE ; DORA ; ROSE ; CHYNA }

{ / jinling ; chloe ; rose ! }

{ / chyna carrying dora (: }

2007-03-13T23:57:00.000-07:00

Monday , 13o3o7

Went over dora's place

help her count her heart to her HIM (:

Bus-ed to find jason (:

Collect his cake for agatha

cabb-ed down to pasir ris

and off to agatha chalet (:

Saw alot people there ,

Pearline , Agatha , Patrick ,and alot lar (:

Then slowly more && more people came

Ahxing ,Erwin , Jeremy , Anjie

Dora went out do the art thingy :D

It was the "MOST ARTISTIC" work ever !

Asked patrick to bring cake and stuff to us

off to the beach ?

Jason and his brothers were there ?

Doing something for agatha on the beach :D

Drew a heart and i love you ?

And used the bbq fire thingy to put on it

Then use zippo oil (:

Agatha came , and yeah .

Jason say happy birthday to her ?

{ / Agatha && Jason (: }

Then i went to find woonguek && cheryl

went back there ,

and after that off to go to their chalet

to find YANHUIIIIIIIII !

Talk to her about alot things =(((

After that ,

yanhui ; woonguek ; melissa send me to agatha chalet ?

They talk to jeremy they all and dora (:

Then went off ?

Sang birthday song to agatha :D

And yeah ,

They had a cake fight till agatha fell ?

Cos it was slippery

Headed off to another chalet at tannah mehra (:

{ / chloe & angie }

{ / chloechan &&& limangie (: }

{ / me piggybag doradaphnieeeeee :D }

{ / chloe ; angie ; dora :D }

Reached there ,
slacked , eat , drink , talk and yeah (:
Iris was thereeeee !
Something happen =(((
Then iris got to go home ,
send her out although it was super farrrr !
No cab so waited for her dad
after a long time ,
her dad arrived !
Walked back to chalet ?
No place to sleep
So all of us end up sleeping at the swimming pool
And i got alot of present
from the mosquito !
BLOOOOODYYYYYY HELLLLL !

{ / us again (: }

{ / kheesen ; dora ; chloe ; iris ! }

{ / chalet ! }

{ / chloe &&& iris ! }

Left there at 7 ,
cabbed back to pasir ris (:
Take our stuff ,
headed to dora house ?
Mummy came fetch me after that ?
Headed to the nusery near dora's place
Mummy bought me flowers !
Grandma also bought some plant ?
So flowers & plant & 2 vase = $ 8o plus 9o !
MUMMY'S LOVEEEEEE !

{ / daisy ! }

Mummy send me to see doctor ,

on the way there ,

tyre no air !

So waited for that car puller to come :D

Headed to the hospital with grandma 1st ?

Waited there for mummy

then see doctor (:

Doctor say i have intestine cramps and gastric

BLAHHHS !

and guess what it is due to

STRESSSSSS !

I was laughing away lar !

If i have stress ,

those ppl who are worst than me die ?

HAHAHA !

Went paragon with mum after that ?

Shopped and eat (:

And home ! :D

2007-03-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since i blog !

So here i am blogging now :D

These few days ,

nothing happen !

Cos i am always at home !

Cos i am sick !

I miss-ed sports day

and 1 day of school !

Progress report turn out bad !!!

Cos i failed 3 sub !

Eng , chinese and combine his & ss.

Thursday ,
was sport day !

Went see doctor

then after that went had dimsum at carlton hotel

with mum and her friend ?

Then dear came city hall to find me :D

Went home change ,

and off to town ?

Had fun with dear lar :D

Friday ,

mum force me to go to school

to take my progress report and my books home !

So yeah ,

mum && I waited at office for misspoh ?

Mrskoh was there

and keep asking me about the demerit letter ?

Went conference room ,

misspoh talk to mum about my results ?

After that mrskoh came in with my demerit letter !!

My mum shouted at her ,

saying it is not fair and blah shit ?

And they make me go back to class

self reflect and start crying !

Wtf lar

Went down office ,
and yeah ...

Mrs koh and mum talk for 2 hours !

Den home the whole day (:

Today ,

meet dora at cine traffic light ?

Saw azura !
Went cine ,

wait for pearline && agatha ?

Then saw andy , jeremy , erwin , angjie ?

Went hongkong cafe eat && drink

arcade after that !

Joseph came find us (:

Charissa came find meeeeeee :D

Love her lar :D

Then yeah ,

bought tickets for music and lyric at 7.15 ?

Went slack slack

and 7.15 , off to movie !

Then agatha left .
The movie was boring !

Then some stuffs happen =(((

left cinema early

Slack at cheers there ?

Saw hande , bernard , kennard , ian , maomao , zhenghan

xiaobai && friends and i dont know who ?

Saw alot ppl lar (:

Ask people bought alchol for us and blahs ?

Then stuff happen la !

Pearline left ?

Me , dora , jeremy , erwin , andy , anjie went to starbucks ?

Then off to ps

played ddr :D

and went home

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGATHA !

{ / a beautiful somwhere . }

{ / dear , where are youuuuuuu. }

{ / I will not forget }

{ / chloe ; pearline ; agatha }

{ / chloe and pearline }

WILL BE AT CHALET FROM MON-WED :DDD
so anything ,
sms me :DDD

2007-03-06T22:42:00.000-08:00

Monday , o5o3o7

Boring day again /:

Feel super emo yesterday lar ?

Went school ,
had lessons ?
Lessssssssson !

Had bio lesson in the canteen
Mrs tay came back ((:
Didnt have lesson

Then have math for 1 period ?

Headed for lunch
bus arrived ,

off to tp stadium (:

Cheer && see netball match !
Super super super emo lar .
Bus-ed to kap with mum :D
Did grocery shopping with her and yeah

Home

{ / chloe && alissa }

{ / Chloe && Chyna }

{ / Chloe && lineyy }

{ / Lineyy ; lissa ; chloe }

{ / Vithya ; cheryl ; alyssa ; chloe }

{ / Chloe & alyssa :D }

{ / farah && diyana :D }

Tuesday , o6o3o7

School again !

I sit with poorani :DDDD

SHE IS NICE && FUNNY LAR !

She told me she is scared of me ?

That is why she never ever dare to talk to me !

SS was 1st , wasnt paying attention at all

Pe next ,

PLAYED SOCCER !!

Super fun lar && my whole shoes are super dirty now ?!

My group came in 2nd (:

Chem was boring !

Not paying attention !

Recessssssss :D

Chinese !

And i failed my chinese by 3 mark !

But i improve , 28 TO 47 !

Cool right :D

I was sneezeing away ?

Then need tissue so bad lar !

I saw it at the teacher table !

So i wanted to climb over the table to take tissue !

There was tiff and carolyn to my left

and azura to my right ?

So i didnt wan to walk behind them !

And i did this !

And guess what !

Laoshi told me that there is a fan on top !

AND I WAS SUPER PAISEH LAR !

Math && English and lunch and test !

After school ,
went out with mahera !

Sit 153 to dont know where ?

So decided go find dora , agatha , pearline && friends ?

So yeah ,

went mac and went some place to slack

and blah blah blah

Sat mrt with dear !

Went mummy saloon and

cut hair (:

Home :D

Dear post is superrrr funny lar !

Earth going to bomb ! :DD

Thanking everyone !

How cute can she be lar

I dont know should i cut my hair anot !!!!

I thought of cutting it short .

Maybe not that short ?

Should i not !

Tongue pierce , HERE I COME (:

2007-03-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday ,
sat bus to town find dora :D

stop at tangs

then walk to heeren :DD

Went to meet MY LOVEEEE :D

i saw her at last !

With mingxiong and i dont know who ?

Talk to her and blahs ?

Went over to cine
and find angjie .
Hongkong cafe eat && drink ?
Wait for jeremy to finish his movie .
Slacked outside cheers :D

Pearline && agatha && xiaobai && his fren came ?
Then went arcade ?
And went down to ljs with dora :D

DEN JUBJUB CAME FINDDDDDDDD MEEEEEEE !

at last i see him okay !

Talk awhile den we went off with his friends ?
Slack till 11 plus at cine :DD

Saw yunwei , patrick*maria :D , denny ,

demin , ahxing , shuana , iris ,

xiaopearl , sooguan they all ?
&&& alot people :DDDDD

{ / HAHAHHAHA ! the guy who served us , ALEX }

{ / Chloe && xiaopearl }

{ / Chloe && ah xing }

{ / Chloe && ahxing again :D }

Today ah ,
suppose go ayrton house pass him his photoshop at 9 ?

And guess what ,

woke up at 7 plus 8 ,
i wakeup and bath already .
He sms-ed me ans ask me go in the afternoon

So i went back to sleeepp !

Woke up and stuff ,

went with mum && family to some temple !

Waited for very very long larrrrrrr .

Then need pray pray

and blahss !

Then went to ayrton house after that ,

pass him his photoshop

and teach him

help him save fonts && brushes

Then mum came fetch me ,

went jurongeast and HOME :DDD

2007-03-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

Went to school ,
had assembly (:
Mrs koh was standing beside me lar !

So i was down there like never see her ?
Like bochap liddat ?

Going hall that time ,
she pull me back ?

And ask me what happen yest ?!
Fucking cher went complain !

RARRR !

She thought i pierce my tongue also ?

Went hall ,
waited for briefing ?
And guess what !

The most sway thing is having
Mrs koh as the teacher in charge of my classsss !

I am seriously going die lar !

So board the bus and headed to singapore riverrrrrr .

{ / chloe && clarice * on bus to singapore river }

Reached there ,
and me && alyssa got caught by Mrs koh
for ear again :D
But alyssa got scolded also for something else ?
Walk walk walk walkk ?
Pictures will tell its story ((:

{ / alissa ; ace ; chloe ; alyssa :D AND DIDI BEHINDD :D}

{ / all our legs :D i dont know whose =xx }

{ / BRDIGE :D }

{ / along singapore riverrrr :D }

{ / the labours huh ? i dont know =xxxxxx }

{ / olden shoes VS modern shoes }

{ / alyssa ; chloe and zura &&amp;amp;amp;amp;&& MY NEW OLD RICH HUSBAND }

{ / lookkkkk atttttttt meeee :DDDD }

{ / alyssa && chloe :D STEAD !!! }

{ / lineyyyyy :D }

{ / give me your handddddddd :D }

{ / chloe &&& lineee <333> { / raffles * founder of SINGAPOREEEEEE }

The picture on top and below is a agrue
between me , alyssa && line , ace
There was ftps there also :D
so we saw this small guy who look like gilson :DDD
The look of one of them really do look like him
when he is young :D
So ace and line say
the one at the top look like gilson
But me && alyssa say the one on the bottom carrying red bag :D
So yeah , we were " agrueing "
The boy is damn cute larrrrrrr :DD

{ / jerrica && alyssa }

{ / steaddddd ah ! }

{ / line ; ace ; chloe ; alyssa ! }

{ / boyfrienddd :DD }

{ / qinaidee :D }

{ / alyssa && line and meee :D }

{ / the 4 of us againnn :D }

{ / MR HANDSOME. IN THE PAST :D }

{ / meeeee :D }

{ / azura :DD }

{ / alyssa :D }

{ / diyana :D DIDIIIII AHHHHHHH ! }

{ / lunchhh :D chloe ; azura ; alissa ; alyssa ; acelyn ; caroline }

{ / aceyy && aly :D }

{ / DIDI ! YOUR DATE WITH YOUR GIRLFRIENDDDDDDD . }

{ / i dont know what is up with the twist thingy ? }

To the left ,
To the leftttttt :D

{ / FAN of ben hassannn :D }

Jubjub called me !

And he talked to me while waiting for the damn bus
under the damn hot sun :D
Bus came ,
went back to school ?

And went seragoon find doradaphnie :DD
Slacked at her house ,
talk and laughed :D

Then pearline and agatha came :D
Den me && dora went makan western food

We bought this receipt booklet to play
And cabbed home :D

Now , i will go and play with herrrrrrrrrr :D

{ / chloechan && limdaphnie :D }

{ / <333> { / HAHAHAHHAHA !!! }

2007-02-28T22:32:00.000-08:00

Mummy ,

i am sorry .

i didnt feel good neither .

I felt very bad .
I wan to apologised to you ,

but i really have no courage to do so .

Or can i say i dont know how to tell you .

Sorry to bring you so much trouble all these while
And make you so sad =((

And worst , worry for my everything .

Really glad to have a mum like you (:

Mummy , i love you . <333

{ / chloe && clarice * i just wake up =xxx }

Saw jubjub post !
Awww ,
really touched an sweet lar :D
I miss jubjub so much !!!
Meet up soon okay :D
Ddr , para && sakting
althought i suck in all of them lar =xxx
And those drawing that i drew seriously stinks like helll =xxx
MONSTERS ROCKS :DDD

School stinks today =((

Had assembly and after that ,

miss poh say ask me go office wait for her

So i went and ashley came ?
Gastric came back ?

Waited there ,
and mrs koh came

Went inside the meeting room ,
den mrs koh talk to ashley ?

Her phone got confiscated

and mrskoh get her to cut her nails .
So she went out and left me inside the room

Firstly , she talk about my attire ?

Misspoh went to complain to mrskoh about

me putting ear stick and studs ?

Den she scolded me for my hair

And after that the worst thing

the letter :(((((

I got 3 demerit point !

So now i have about 6 i guess

another 4 more i am out of school

Mrskoh was down there asking me

if i still wanna study in school

i told her i do

Mummy need to go to school

and see her and they will talk about me =((

She got to sign my demerit letter

And i got to go for counselling

Great huh ...

Was walking back to class ?
Saw mrstey , and she talked to me .
Maybe i say counsel me ?

Went to class ,
gave misspoh a note about being late for class .
And she announce to the class i got 1 of the highest for bio
14/15 ?
I was happy that i got that result
But i just started crying real bad =(((
Line ; ace ; rice was comforting me ?
Thanks so much (:

Chem didnt pay attention

keep getting scolding .
Recess , stayed alone in class .
Chinese , had test ?
SS , didnt pay attention

keep getting scolding .

Math ,

misslim didnt came ?

Did my work

Art , drew a butterfly ((:

Not as bad as i imagine anyway

But this real fucked up thing happen

which got me so pissed off lar

althought it isnt my best friend

I almost wanted to slap someone

Slack-ed with siti at canteen
Waiting for time to pass
Went for fencing training !
ARRRGHHH !
The training is super tuff !
It was killing me lar !
It is worst than before !
Nvm , i will go for training
Didnt get to fence
cos i dont have my suit and wire
And i lost my glove !

So yeah , end of the day (:

2007-02-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

I know what i want ,
but do you know what you want ?

I told myself that i can go on without you

Again & again , i failed .

School was super boring today :D
SS first period , nothing really happen :D
I was super super super tired !

Then pe , it was raining !
So couldnt play soccer ?
Run around the school
den warmup ?
Some of us didnt follow instruction
so mr chewww was super pissed !

And make us run 2.4km ?
We are not suppose to stop at all lar !

We cant even walk ,
walk then he start scolding /:
So yeah ,
Those ppl who didnt run got a bad scolding from him

and need stay in school till 5 and run for 3 hours ?!
Crazy lar ! so he start scolding us ?

Chem was same, bored !

That teacher minus 1 mark from my pratical

cos i DIDNT WROTE MY NAME !!

And so i got 4/1o ?!

Wasnt paying attention !
Rice && me was playing some game :D
And well , some things up in my head ?

Recesssss :D
Chinese ! I did my work for once :D

Laoshi taught me , and yeah ,

after that we start talking again :DDD

Math was alright lar :D
I understand what is miss lim teaching already !

WHOOOHOOOS !

But those were not even the beginning yet lar =(

Eng was next ,
Miss wee will be with us tmr FOR THE LAST TIME =((((

and she will be off to japan in the evening !

Kinda sad lar ?
But i was sleeping during her class =xxx

Went serene again with line and ace ?

Saw rice & cara there ?

Eat & slack at mac and island creamy ?

Mummy came fetch me after that to dental :D

I CAN TAKE OUT MY BRACE NEXT MONTHHHHHHHH :D

Whenever i need you , you just left without a word

2007-02-27T18:29:00.001-08:00

TODAY

01. have you cursed?: I dont think so ?
02. have you yelled at someone?: Yesssssss :D
03. have you gotten mad at someone?: Yesss
04. have you cried?: Errms , noppe (:
05. have you kissed someone?: Yeap
06. have you IM'd more than 3 people?: Yeah (:

RANDOM

Q: Are you in a relationship?
A: No (:

Q: do you have any siblings?
A: A little sister :D

Q: Do you want children?
A: Maybe ?

Q: do you think that your crush/bf/gfis thinking about you right now?
A: Errms , dont think so ?

Q: when did you last cry?
A: Yesterday /: /: /:

Q: are you a friendly person?
A: HAHAHHA ! i am socialable :D what you think ?

Q: do you have any pets?
A: I dont , but my mum do :D

Q: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A. White ?

Q: what were you doing at 3pmyesterday?
A: Having bio peer tutoring in school :D but more like playing around lar ?

Q: i can't wait until...
A: Erm , holiday ? i dont know !

Q: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A: Yes (: Really glad to have friends like them :D

Q: song that makes you cry or really emotional?
A: There`re quite a number of them

Q: has anyone ever said 'i love you'to you?
A: Of courseee :D

Q: movie that made you cry?
A: There's a few ?

who,what, where and why: THE WHOS-

1. Who is in the room with you?
Myself :D

2. Who is the last person to text you?
Dear (:

3. Whose house did you last go to?
Err , Ayrton place ? last sat (:

4. Who was the last person you told you love them?
My friends :D

-THE WHATS-

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Peach :D

6. What was the last thing you did?
Talking to woonguek and andy :D

7. What color pants are you wearing?
PE shorts :D

8. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
The skyyyyy !

9. What are you wearing on your feet?
I'm bare footed (:

10. What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN (:

11. What is your favorite website?
Friendster , MY BLOG , friends blog ?

12. What is your favorite pair of shoes?
Guess is my converese sneakers :D

13. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
Jeans (:

14. What is the last movie watched?
The epic movie

15. What do you currently hear right now?
wo ke yi (:

-THE WHENS-

16. When is your birthday?
9th August

17. When did you last go to the mall?
Errms , Saturday ?

18. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
A week ago ?

19. When did you last take a shower?
I'm gonna bathe after this

-THE WHERES-

20. Where is your favorite place to be?
Town ; sentosa ; esplanade ; anywhere lar :D

22. Where is your mom?
Out with her bf drink coffee i guess ?

23. Where do you sleep?
In my room lar :D

24. Where do you shop the most ?
Town and bugis

25. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
Polka dot uniform from st marg :D stylo ah !

26. Where in your house are you?
My room lorr

27. Where was your default picture taken ?
Huh ?!

-THE WHY'S-

28. Why did you fall in love with the one you love or have loved?
Because I love him for who he is (: and he made me love him :D

29. Why does, basically, half theworld have myspace?
Because they like it ? but i dont have one (:

30. Why did you pick your MySpace username?
I don't have one.

31. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Cos i love her :D HAHA ! && cos she kissed me (:

2007-02-26T23:26:00.000-08:00

Okay , i am really really fucking sadded lar !

Someone told me that

_________________________________ ?!
Wth can !

No hope le lar !

Jump down die manxz /: /:

But something is kinda weird lar !

My mum was telling me she loves me

since like last night ?

And she hugged me to sleep :DDDDDD

It just made me smile so wide whenever i think of it :D

The power of MUMMYYYY LOVEEEEEE :D

How strong can love be lar (:

Today school was the okay :D

English was sh*t !

Cause we have to write this essay ?

And i seriously dont know how write !

Something about school rules ?
Recess and bio :D

Wasnt paying attention at all ?

I am copying down everything ms poh said ?
But it couldnt get into my head
cause i didnt know what she was talking about !

History , minhui didnt wanna talk to me !

And we need to do pair work ?

So unlucky me lar !

I talk to her , she dont reply me !

Math ,
arrrrg !

I am like super lost now due to not going school for 2 days !

And i dont understand that shitty topic !

I copy everything from last thurs , fri and today

but i dont get a shit at all =((((((

But art was seriously great !

We get to used some tablet computer lar!

It is seriousllyyyyy awesome lar :D

I wan that tablet com !!!!!

But it is freaking $3ooo plus ?

How great lar =(

AND PHOTOSHOP CS2 :DDDDDDD

Whoohoos :D

Going to learn how to use photoshop from all the way

BASIC !

Alyssa and I was like playing around with photoshop la ! :D

Lunch ,

stayed back for bio peer tutoring ?

After school ,

off to serene with line & ace & rice & ruiping ?

Line ; ace ; me was eating 3 large fries lar !
Chyna , nat , tiff , cheryl , emma , jerri , and sylvia came :D

So yeah , talk and laugh :D

Then dear came find me !

Went island creamy for ice cream
and off to sit 157

to parc oasis (:

Saw kimyang on the bus lar :D

Reached there ,
went find lijie , abhishek and some "cute" gay guy :D

HAHAHHA !

More like ah qua lar :D

Sat in the club house reading loving life with poker card thingy
Me && dear was asking abhishek to read

till he got tired and sick of it :D

HAHAHA !

He got kinda pissed off if i am not wrong ?

Quite true lar :D

The poker card thing !

Dear && me keep saying last time last time

but there was a never last time for us :D

We take turns and play for 1 hour plus ?

And he wanted to take money from us

Dear wanted to go ,
send her to gate den went to find lijie for my bag && phone

slack-ed awhile , played playground

Went somewhere with him and then later homeee :D

Take me back into your heart (:

What if i say i still do ?

2007-02-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

Today ah ,
lijie came over to my house bus stop fetch me :DD

Went to eat breakfest nearby coffee shop ?
Then he want to go find belle
So i followed :D

As usual ,
inside belle's room watching naturto :D
And her aircon are freezing cold !

Went to find pearline at dhoby ghaut
den went seragoon fetch dora
And off to habour front :D
Meet angjie ,
and went vivo walk walk ?

Went arcade and shop from shop to shop ?
Was kinda moody && down ah
dont know why also

Stayed there for quite long ?

Decided head to town
I wanted to watch chingay okay !

But there was super super super packed =(((
And no one wanna watch with me !

Dora && angjie say it is boring
Went cine ,
find agatha and jeremy !

Then slack at arcade there

Took neoprint
Slack outside cine

&&&

Blah blah blah blah

Nothing happen
I dont pay attention to anything that is happening

cause i dont feel alright (:

{ / meeeeeeeee }

{ / chloe && pearline }

{ / dora && chloe }

{ / cheeeb*ee :D }

{ / dora && me at the end :D }

{ / DORADAPHNIELIM && CHLOECHAN }

i dont know what am i thinking .

i dont know why do i feel so emo lar

whenever i see couple on the street ,
i seriously envy them so much

dont ask me why

cause i dont know why too

browse through some past messages

and think think think

browse through pictures

and think think think

i admit i do think alot :D

but somehow i end up thinking till i cry ?

that's the stupidest thing

i love that person

but do that person still feel the same as me ?

rarrrrrrr !

i want to be with you lar (:

but can i ?

DONT KNOW LAR !

dont wish to think anymore !

i have no idea what i am blogging

crappp again /: /:

2007-02-24T00:57:00.000-08:00

Friday , 23o2o7

Editted picture

2007-02-23T23:42:00.000-08:00

Okay ,

So i have been sick for 3 days

And have not been going to school for the past 2 days !

Having stomach fluuuu .

And my gastric are super super super bad !

It is seriously killing me lar =(
Dying soon manxzxz /: /: /:

I MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH !

I miss those fun in school !

I dont care !

Next week ,
no matter how tired i am ,

no matter how lazy i am ,

no matter if i sick or not ,

I WILL GO TO SCHOOOLLLL ! :D

I will not pon school anymore (:

Today ,
Dear came over my house and accompany me !

I LOVE HER LAR !

And cheryl came after that (:
So i thought my stomach was alright ,
i went to swim with cheryl !

AND GUESS WHAT !

My stomach were much much much worst !

Bath and stuff ,
went to jurong entertainment with them for dinner (:

Ljs :DDDDDD

Exchange all the fries for a piece of chicken :D

HAHAHA !

Editted alot alot of pic today :D

SHALL POST THEM !

Yesterday during tuition ,
my tutor told me paris is the most romantic place ?

Couples go there for proposing and stuff ?

OMG LAR !

I can imagine okay !

I mean infront of a talll building thingy ?

And have a super super nice scenery ??

SO SUPER ROMANTIC AH !!!!!!

Hahaha !

And just now ,
i was bored so browse through deviant art !

OMG !

The picture are super nice :D

It inspire me to be a photographer or a artist ?

But for shit ,
i admit i cant really draw that well

What a damn !!!!!

Now talking to woonguek on msn !

SO FUNNY LAR !

We were like ,

talking about tmr chingay :D

And ______ will be there i guess ?

Den she ask me to go there support ______

HAHAHA !

Den i told her ,

i will make a banner and write " ______ !!!!! CHLOE IS HERE !!! "
And another banner
" _____ !! I AM YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN CLUB AH ! ALL THE WAY MANXZXZ GAY (: "
Cos of his nick !

HAHAHHA !

Then i was like telling her ,

later i will be popular on tv :D

Go out everyone will ask me for signature :D

So i told her to give me a brown paper bag

those old times ,

robber used those paper bag cover face take gun rob bank one :D

HAHAHAHA !

Superrr funny :DDD

2007-02-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

Love me , love me not ?

Monday , 19o2o7

Woke up , change and blahs

Went to mum's aunt house bainian :DDD

Had lunch and collect angbao !

Den went to mum cousin's room to sleep ?

And i had a dream .
______ asking me for patch ?

Yeah ?!?

But some b**** woke me up ?

Went home ,
Played com and stuff ?

Everyone was outside gambling ?

But not me !

Waited for nadirah to come my house :D

So yeah ,
she came and we talk ; slack ; eat and

BAKE COOKIES :DD

Double chocolate chip :D
Not bad lar ?

Den later call doradaphnie and talk ?

And we decided to do survey but not blog ?

Tuesday , 2oo2o7

Went to jurongpoint ?
Meet nadirah && ayrton (:
Passed him his stuff
and nadirah took money from him
Went mac to had lunch
talk talk there :D
Damn funny lar !
They were peace-ing here and there ?!
Den we went walk walk around jp
get his ear piece thingy ?

Sat train ?
He went meet his friends at jurong east ?
Den i send nadirah to bouna vista ?
And yeah ,
Lijie called me ?
Ask me go meet him at chinese garden
So i went , and he went to ayrton's place ?
Watch naturto with lijie && belle in belle's room ?
Had dinner there
And continue with naturto
Ayrton came back ?
Den me ; him && lijie was talking
Actually is just them lar ?
Talking about fighting & gang & blah here and there ?
So i jus sit there and listen :D

They both was teaching me self defence
There saying what i should learn some self defence shit ? :D
What , what if i get rape and blah blah blah ?
And yeah !
They teach me "self defence"
Ayrton punch me !
To show me what strength is ?
And nice one , i got a blue black at my arm which hurts ?
Damndamn ! :D

Cabbed home ,
send lijie to his place and off home (:

{ :D :D :D :D }

Wednesday , 21o2o7

Went to school :D
School was okay

Had bio test and yeah (:
Den followed by chem which suck alot ?
I was crapping ?
Cos that damn cher wan us to
make a song or play out or powerpoint
USING SOILD ; LIQUID ; GAS ?
so i was crapping with clarice :D

Recess :D
And chinese !!
Me and line are trying to be clarice twinie :D
HAHAHAHA !
We wanna go to class with her hair (:
Super funny lar !
And i pay attention in chinese class !!!!!!
After that was ss and math ?
Guess what ,
I got everything down whatever is on the board
And on the com ?
Okay , that is a miracle somehow lar ?
And art i really went to do my work
Each and every detail i draw it down lar !
Everyone who was actually
used to do their work start playing around ?
So I was there doing it patiently (:
And i shouted at anyone who disturb me :DDD
HAHAHAHAHA !
Den line was ,
" Chloe cat , this is not you ! you dont do your work ?
you dont copy down notes , whatever is on the board ,
you use your phone during class ! Where is the chloe i know ! "
LOL LOL LOL (:

After school ,
wanted go for fencing ?
But it start at 4-6 ?
So never go and went find daphnie ; pearline ; agatha
at hougang ?
Den they left for bugis ,
left me and dora ?
We planned to go vivo
But after that ,
she want to go seragoon ?
So followed her ,
she was super noisy in the train lar :DD

She wanted cut hair , but close
Slacked at seragoon ?
Went shopnsave ,
get milk ; cheese ; sweet :D
Cabbed home :D

{ / line with clarice hair :DDD super cute lar ! }

{ / dora told me she eat this everyday when she is young ?
she told me it is nice and i bought it :D so we slacked
at the staircase and guess what !
She herself got disgusted with it ! and yeah ,
Saying she is weird :DD }

2007-02-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

1. Where is your cell phone?
* in front of me (:

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend?
* dont have ! die already (:

3. Hair?
* straight , curl , long

4. Your mother?
* the best <333

5. Your father?
* no comments :D

6. Your favorite item?
* my phone ? stuffs that i treasure alot :D

7. Your dream last night?
* this afternoon only (: that ____ ask me for patch ?! LOL LOL !

8. Your favorite drink?
* green tea :D

9. Your dream date?
* him :D just him :D

10. The room you are in?
* messy && big

12. Your fears ?
* losing someone i love ?

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
* errms .. 25 ? working && i dont know ?

14. Who did you hang out with lastnight?
* alone ?!

15. What you're not?
* i am not what ?

16. Are you in love?
* dont know (:

17. One of your wish list items?
* for everyone around me to be happy :D

18. what time is it?
* 1o54 pm (:

19. The last thing you did ?
* baking cookies :D

20. What are you wearing?
* shirt and short ?

22. Your favorite book?
* dont have :D

23. The last thing you ate?
* tried the cookies :D

24. Your life?
* good && bad :D

25. Your mood?
* emo-ing with her

26. Your friends?
* my forever love :D

27. What are you thinking about right now?
* what will it be like tomorrow ?

28. Your car:
* in 3 years time :D

29. What are you doing at this moment?
* talking to dora on the phone and blogging :D and music ?

30. Your summer?
no summer :D

31. Your relationship status?
* single ?

32. What is on your TV screen?
* i dont know ?

33. When is the last time you laughed?
* with dora badly :D cos of ____ 's recording ?

34. Last time you cried?
* cried ah ? err , long ago i guess :D

35. School? * HELL (:

#

1. What school are you in?
* st marg's

2. What class?
* 3N9

3. what were you doing 1 hour ago?
* baking cookies with nadirah :D

4. Who was the last person to call you?
* nadirah :D

5. Who is your oldest friend?
* kelvin i guess ?

6. How old is he/she?
* 2o or 21 ?

7. Who is your oldest sibling?
* me :D

8. How old is he/she?
* i am 15 :D

9. Where were you born?
* singapore

10. Who was the last person you talked to on IM?
* doradaphnie :D

11. Who was the last person you added to your IM list?
* some girl i dont know ?

12. How long do you know her/him for?
* dont know at all ?

13. is he/she nice?
* i dont know ??

14. who is your closest guy friend?
* errms , i dont know ? there is daniel ; andy ; yuhong ; jeremy ?

15. How long do you know him for ?
* about a 2 year ?

16. Ever had a crush on him?
* nope (:

17. Who is your ex?
* gilsonchai (:

18. What is Number 1 on your Wishlist?
* mwackgang gathering =((

19. Why do you like it so much?
* cos they are the one there for me always :D MY LOVE :DDD

20. When do you think you'll get them?
* whenever :D but they have no time for any gathering =((

21. Anywhere you're going for vacation?
* japan i guess in june :D

22. Why did you choose that place?
* cos i always wish to go there :D

23. Anything you're gonna get for yourfriends?
* of course (:

24. Describe your room
* messy :D full of my stuffs :D

25. How's the weather today?
* raining ?

26. Who's album are you eager to buy?
* none ?

27. How do you feel today?
* tired && yeah ?

28.Any reason(s)?
* not enough sleep

29. What is your Mom doing now?
* work ?

30. Your Dad?
* i dont know ?

31. Where are you?
* in my room

32. Do you like this survey?
* dora idea of doing survey and not blog :D that is why i am doing ?

#

what's the last text message on your cell phone say?
* chloe , you wanna go out tmr ?

whose bed did you sleep in last night?
* mine ?

most recent movie that you watched?
* epic movie ? some lameshit movie :D

name one thing that you do everyday?
* sms :DD

what's the color of your bedroom walls ?
* white ?

how much cash do you have on you right now?
* alot alot :D

what is your favorite part of the chicken?
* dora said the breast :D i say the butt :D

what's your favorite sport? (onlyone)
* fencing :D

i can't wait till...?
* TOMORROW :D

when was the last time you saw your mom?
* a few mins ago ?

what did you have for dinner last night?
* fries :D

look to your left. What's there??
* the cupboard ?

whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
* dora's dorothy perkins formal :D

what website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
friendster ? my blog :D

do you have plants in your room?
* my dead roses :DD

does anything hurt on your body right now?
* my head ?

what city was your last taxi cab ride in?
* jurong :D

recent time you were really upset?
* kind of ?

would you have a problem if your friend went after your exboyfriend/girlfriend?
* dora say i have alot of problem ?!?! where got lar !

#

01. Ur name:
* chloechan :D

02. Hobbies:
* playing pool :D going crazy with doradaphnie in town ? hanging out in town ? being with mwackgang && friends :D

03. Gender:
* female

04. School / work:
* school ?

05. Height:
* 162 ?

06. Horoscope:
* leo :D

08. Address:
* bukit timah

09. Email:
* doublegalzspy@hotmail.com :D

10. Hair colour:
* brown ; black ; abit red ?

11. Eye colour:
* brown

12. Skin colour:
* quite tan ?

13. Right or left handed:
* right

14. Status:
*single

15. Siblings:
* 1 sister

16. Last 5 digit of your mobile no:
* 47122

17. When's your Birthday:
* o9o892

18. Age:
* fifteen

19. Shio:
err ?

20. Religion:
* dont know ?

HAVE you..

22. Drink alcohol:
* yeah :D

23. Been hurt emotionally:
* yeah ?

24. Kept a secret from anyone:
* of course ?

25. Been on stage:
* yeappps (:

favourites ..

26. Color:
* black

27. Food:
* jap food ?

28. Town :
* everywhere :D

29. Number/s:
* dora said 17 (: i love o7 && 12 tooo :D

30. Cartoons:
* spongebobby :D

33. Movie:
* ghost rider :D and whatever movie i watch except EPIC MOVIE !

34. Subject:
* maths

Right now ..

36. Wearing:
* shirt && shorts ?

37. Hairstyle:
* curly , straight , long :D

38. Looking for:
* colour pens :D

39. Thinking of:
* alot alot of things

40. Listening to:
* the end of me ?

Do you believe in ..

41. Love:
* think so ?

42. Faith:
* okay lar ?

43. Yourself:
* guess so ?

44. Ghosts-
* ermms ?

45. Angels:
* errms ?

In the last 24 hours ..

46. Worn jeans:
* nope (:

47. Cleaned your room:
* no :D

48. Cried:
* dont have (:

49. Met someone new:
* yeaps :D

50. Last person U talk to on the phone: doradaphnielim (:

Love life ..

51. Do you believe in love:
* maybe ?

52. Have a secret admirer:
* dont know ?

53. Do you wanna get married:
* guess so ?

55. How old you wanna be when you get married:
* before i die

58. Would you have kids before marriage:
* no

59. Do you have a CRUSH?
* yes :DDDD CRASHHHHHHHH :D

60. What do you want most in a relationship:
* love , trust , freedom :D

choose one
61. Pink or Black: black
62. Kiss or hug: both :DDDDDD
63. Summer or winter: winter
64. Sunny or rainy: both :D
65. Chocolate or vanilla: choclate
66. Hanging out or chilling: both
67. Music or TV: music
68. Hamburger or Pizza: pizza
69. Smile or Laughing: bothh :D
70. Sleeping or eating: SLEEPING BEAUTY HUH :D
71. Mc Donald's or KFC:- mac (:
72. Silver or gold: i dont know ?
73. Sunset or sunrise: both ! :D
74. On phone or in person: both both
75. Diamonds or Pearls: none ?
76. Adidas or puma: both :D
77. Band members or models: models ?
78. Local or international Artist:dont know ?
79. sneakers or boots: both ?
80. Jack Daniel's or Chivas Regal: none ?
81. Dunhill or Marlboro: none :D
82. clubbing or live music:- both
83. Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt: brad pitt
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson: none /
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy: romantic :DD
87. BMW or ferarri:- ferarri
88. incubus or maroon 5:- none
90. long haired or bald: long hair :D
91. pop or rock: both ?
92. beach or mountain: beach
95. nokia or ericsson: sony ericsson
96. 311 or hoobastank: none ?
97. Asia or America: asia :D
98. tattoo or piercing:- both :DDDDDDDDD
100.asking or answering:- answering

#

01.What 's your form teacher's full name?
Miss poh i dont know ??

02.Ever been late for school?
of course lar :D

03.Late for how many times?
many many times :D

04.Ever been punished?
of course lah :D

05.Detentions?
yes yes yes

06.Did anything to shame yourself ?
i guess so ?

07.What's your principal's name? can't recall?
Mrs marion tan or something ?

08.always hand in your homeworks?
this year yes,last yr no :D

09.Ever been counselled in school?
YES !!! and it is 2 freaking hours sitting there ? and made doradaphnie && mahera wait !

10.attitude towards some teachers?
depends :D

11.top your whole class?
never before ?

12.like in your classroom?
line ; ace ; rice ; lissa ; azura ; alyssa ; pamela ; siti ; teranna ; jeri ; bella ;
dori ; cara ; blah blah blah :D

13.punishment for late comers?
CWO ? FOR FCUKING 2 HOURS :D

14.Liked any teachers before?
some i guess ?

17.How is the food in the canteen?
not that bad lar ?

18.always buy in the canteen?
greentea.

19.Any CCAs you took part in?
Fencing :D

20.Been in love together with anybody in the same school?
it is a girl school ? unless i am not straight :D

21.How was it?
i dont know ?

22.Regret anything?
regret what thingy ?

23.What do you miss the most?
i miss ah ? i dont know ?

#

01.Are you wearing a necklace?
i dont (:

02.Do you like someone right now?
deeply in love ah ! what about that -.

03.Who are the main people you talk to at school?
mwackgang ; ppl in 3N9 (: ; friends from sec 3 ; charlene and some sec 2 ppl (:

04.Is your room clean?
yes :D

05.What color is your shirt?
white ?

06.How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
3 ?

07.song you're listening to?
i dont wanna miss a thing

08.last mall you went to?
jurong point :D

09.Are you alone?
yeah , i am

10.last thing you ate?
cookie :D

11.last friend to come over to your house?
nadirah :DDD

12.last person to call you?
nadirah ?

13.What are you gg to do after this?
do some personal stuff ?

14.when was the last time you hugged someone?
yesterday :D cynthia :D

15.went out to eat yesterday?
yeah (:

16.Who' re you thinking right now?
mwackgang ? and him of course (:

17.what colour is your room?
white :D

18.What color is your keyboard?
greyish

19.feel like eating/drinking?
i dont know ?

20.Are you in a relationship?
no ?!

21.Do you wear glasses?
perfect eyesight :D

22.Are you afraid of heights?
HAHAHAA ! sure am (:

23.Who was the last you watched a movie with?
kelvin ; cynthia ; sharon and blahs ?

24.Ever been in love?
not just in love , DEEEPLYYY IN LOVEE la (:

25.Which country would you like to visit?
JAPAN !

26.What are you waiting for?
for the day to come ?

27.Who was the last person you saw?
mummyy :D

28.What is the time now?
124o pm

#

01.Song playing at the moment?
* the longest story

02.Reasons for living?
* i dont know ?

03.Do you think you're ok?
* errms , i guess so ?

04.Ever donated blood?
* dont have :D

05.Favorite color(s)?
* black.

06.Accessories you usually wear?
* earstick ; nose stud ; lip stud

07.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
* lost without you ?

08. Last place you went to?
* shovis house :D

09.Last person you went out with?
* cynthia , kelvin , sharon and blahs ?

10.The most exciting sport?
* SOCCERRR :D cheena malay !

11.Ever had a baby?
* dont have ?

12.Movie you want to watch?
* norbit :D

13.Any piercings?
* 4 right 4 left 1 nose 1 lip

14.The most romantic gift?
* errms , dont have ? I WAN THE POWER OF LOVE ! i wan love letter !

15.Act on stage before ?
* yeah :D

16.Struck by lightning before?
* no lar ! never i will be dead by now ?

17.Danced with your loved ones before?
* errms , yeah (:

18.Ever wished you could turn back time?
* even if want , also impossible what :D

19.One song that's meaningful to you?
* The Longest Story.

20.Missing whoever now?
* YES :D

21.What'll you be doing tomorrow ?
* Going jp at 2 and off to maybe alyssa hse ? or go meet doradaphnie or home ?

22.Ever thought of robbing a bank?
* daylight robbery only :D

23.One thing you totally regret doing?
* Yes =(((

24.Do people like you?
* how i know ? ask them ?

25.Game you played on the com?
* powerpets with dora :D sth like neopets ?

26.Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
* MY LOVER :D hahaha :D

27.Colour of your bedsheet?
* cream colour

28.D0 you hate anyone now?
* maybe ?

29.What do you wish to happen now?
* i want this and that to happen ?

30.Last time you ate pizza?
* quite long dont have ?

31.Ever been given a ring?
* dont hav ! I WAN I WAN :DD

32.Do people think you're weird?
* i dont know ?

33.Movies now showing that you hate?
* EPIC MOVIE !

34.Most important thing in your room?
* aritom :D spongebobby !

35.Last movies watched?
* epic movie :D

2007-02-18T23:03:00.000-08:00

Friday , 16o2o7

I went to school :D

Had 2 periods of math ?

Miss lim asked us to mark our book ?
And the fire alarm rang !
So we all got to run down to the field :D

Means no class at all for the day :DDD

Went hall for total defence stuff ?
History are super interesting lar !

I mean especially world war !

It gets me curious about stuff ?
Had recess ?
The school is dumb okay !

They make the whole school have the same recess time !

And expect them to finish in 4o mins ?

Which is like how many thousand of students ?

Had chinese new year celebration
The face changing thing is like so cool lar !

Me && alyssa was down there laughing away !
I mean like the song and the way he danced ?
And that guy remind us

of dear's DENGSIAOPING :DDD

After school ,
thought of going back primary school ?
But if i go ,

no one will there
So i headed to town with ace ; lissa and line

Cabbed to fareast ?

Den they went change ?

After that went walkwalk ,
looking around for clothes !

And we saw fiona xie !

SHE IS EFFING HOT LAR !

Please please !

Den i think alissa went take pic with her ?

End up all of us wanna take pic with her :D

Meet gena :DD

SHE PASS ME MY VALENTINE DAY PRESENT !

a super super cute balloon !

AHHHHHHHHHHH !

thanks manxzxz :D <333

bought a white shirt and a white short
cheryl came and find me (:
Then she followed me ?

Saw dora :D

Need to send her photos and songs ?

Yeappps (:
Then left line they all ?

Went with crapper to G2000 to get her formal top ?

With dora && eton ?
And blah blah blah !

Went heeren walk2 ?

Then after that ,
Dora wanted go print photo ?

But couldnt find the shop ?

Went taka ans wisma
The both women was super attitude lar !

Their attitude stinks like hell lor
Den dora && eton left ,

Me and cheryl went shopping :D

Ate subway !

And pearline , came and put chill sauce on my face !

Saw yuhong ; andy ; jeremy and angjie (:
Went all around to see where i can make my bag zip ?

But cant find ?

Went tiong bahru find kelvin !

Cos he say if i never go , he wont find for me !

And i went ?

I was rotting there like hell lar !

Den he gave me $1o sat cab home !

And i fcuking waited for the cab for an hour ?

Thanks to those auntie who snatch my cab when it is mine !

{ / line ' lissa ' chloe ' ace }

{ / caroline && chloe }

{ / chloe and acelyn }

{ / azura ; fionaxie ; lissa ; line ! }

{ / fionaxie ; siti ; pamela ; chloe :D }

{ / fionaxie &&& chloechan ! :D }

{ / line ; chloe ; lissa }

{ / chloe && alissa }

{ / alissa && chloe :D }

{ / crapperrs :D }

{ / chloechan && cheryltan ! }

{ / chloe && cheryl && gena balloon :D }

Saturday , 17o2o7

17777777777777777 !!!!!

Wake up , prepare and stuff !

Off to ty :D

And meet chaocheebye ! :DDD
Went to meet her friend (:
So sweet lar !

She have love letter !!
I also want okay =(((

Wanted play pool but closed
Den went to ty central to print photo ?

But all shops were closed ?

Slacked awhile and home for family dinner :D
Which kinda pissed me off ?

Aunt going out cos mum is coming back ?

Mum still working ?

Den have steamboat with grandparents && clarice :D

After that ,
at about 8 plus 9 ?
Train-ed down to town :D
And meet cynthia ; sharon and i dont know who ?
Waited for daphnie for super long :D

And at last she came !

Headed to cine ,

meet angjie and jeremy :D
Went buy tickets for ghost rider at 2.3o ?

Slacked at cinet till 2.3o

Super super nice movie :DDDDDD
Must watch !

I wanna go watch again lar !!

After movie ,
slack till 5 plus and headed home :D

Reached home about 7.3o and woke up at 9.3o :D

{ / on the way home from tp :D }

{ / grandpa and grandma <333 }

Sunday , 18o2o7

Went over to dad place (:
I collect super alot of angbao ! :DDD

3o over jus from dad side ?

Den den den ,
Cousins was playing taidi ?

Didnt know how play !

So watch dad play majong !

I wanna learn lar

It look damn interesting :DD

Played blackjack with cousins :D

And off to westmall with them !

Played arcade :D

Den went to boon lay !

To greatgrandma house ?

Stayed there awhile ?

Kelvin sat cab from his place to my greatgrandma place ?

But he heard the wrong block ?

And he stoped at pioneer mall :D

Den walk and find me :D

Walked to jp ?

Played arcade :D

Den cynthia and friends came :D

Watched epic movie !

THE WORST MOVIE EVER I SWEAR !

effing lame lar :D

Went play arcade again

I lost kelvin friend arcade card !!!!

AHHHHHHHHH !!

sry sry sry =((

Went find joey && liting ?

Talk talk , slackslack again

Den kelvin send me home :D

THE END (:

{ / Shovis ; ahbee ; clarice ; verena ; chloe :DD }

{ / chloe ; joey ; liting ! }

{ / chloe ; joey ; liting :DD }

{ / :DDDDDDDDD }

2007-02-15T23:54:00.000-08:00

School today !!

I was super tired !

I almost fall asleep while standing also okay !

HAHAHA !

Had english encounter ?
And i fall asleep throughout the whole thing !

PamelaMIDDLE2 was down there playing with my hair :DD

Had art after that ?

I heard many freaky story about the school !

What the space have a walkway to lead to no where ?

And my school have many of this ?

Not only the space ?

AND alot of things lar (:
And fucking rosy low !

She insult my drawing lar !

And she scold me like fcuk again !

She should feel grateful i did my art okay !

And she scold me like hell !

About my lip pierce also ?
She going give me warning point
&& send me to the office

Math ; Recess ; Bio ; History ; SS !

Cabbed to beauty world ?

Went find mum after school :D

Eat and buy stuff ?

And home :D

{ / my beautiful class :D 3N9 :DD }

{ / line ; chloe ; rice ; ace ; azura ; lissa ; cara :D }

SHOW YOU SOMEONE :DDD

my malay chenna crash :D
HAHAHAHA !

no lar :D

play play only ?

some random stuff i am talking here ?

tooo bored :D

{ / MALAY CHEENAAA :DDD }

2007-02-14T23:32:00.000-08:00

Today was Valentine Day
Was damn moody when go to school la !

Valentine day without any date ?
How great ?!
Went school ,
And distribute all my presents to them :D
My cookiess && hearts :D

Got rose from alyssaSTEAD ; acelynQINAIDE ; carolineBOYFRIEND ; charlenePRECIOUS
And got strawberry condom from DEAR !
And cookies from tiffany ; nadirahNUER (:
And passport holder from Chyna :DDD

And chocolate && clip from celeste
chocolate from miss poh
AND LETTER from dear ; my angel ? ; clarice :D

I still dont know who is my angel !

I wanna know who is it ! =(((
My angel dont wanna tell me who she is okay =(

Sadded lar !

Lesson , Chem ; Chinese ; Math ; SS ; Art :D

After school ,
went to chaocheeb*e school with dear (:
In the bus ,
I lost my wallet lar !

I think someone stole it lar =((
My turtle !!!!!!!!!!!
Was in the bus till reached hougang lar !
And this generous auntie gave me some money :D
THANKS AUNTIE :D

Sit back to bradell ?
Watch soccer match again :DDD

I saw my cheena malay admirer :D

NUMBER 19 :DDDDDDDDD

Jeremy && anjie && pearline && agatha was there :D

Watch and slack slack at canteen ?

AND !!
This guy , jason who likes agatha
So sweet lar !

He kneel down and give agatha rose okay !

AHHHHHHHHHH !

The power of love lar !

Envy envy envy sia =(((

Me and dear 1st time saw liddat lar !

It is like watching movie ?

Went sit 157 to jurongpoint (:

With daphnie && sooguan
Chyna came up the bus at coral :D
Mahera && I down there keep helping them :D
HAHAHAHA !

Chaocheeb*e admit something lar :D
Then wanted to tell sooguan
But she dont allow ,
Den dear went take paper & pen write what she say in the sms :D

HAHAHAHA !

So funny lar !
Took picture of them also (:
She stop at jurong hostel there with him
Left me ; mahera ; chyna ?

Reached jurongpoint ,
tried find place to sit ?
But it is all full ?
Den went mosburger drink soup !
I SAW SO MANY MANY COUPLES !

Fcuk manxzx !

I down there envying them like crazy lar !

I dont know why ?

They all holding like many many roses from their bf ?

Then me ; chyna ; mahera was envying them :D

Today suppose have dinner with mwackgang ?
Cant wait for school to end
And evening to come ?
Because we havent been together for a long time ?

Personally , i am close to them
But when it come to a group ,
i dont think so ?
It is like we dont even spend as much time as before anymore =((((
Something which pissed me and dear out so much

That we almost cried lar !
I mean like ,
Plan already all of us have dinner
Nadirah have tuition okay ?
Den alyssa say cant go jp only holland ?
We dont mind ?
Den she end up saying she cant go cos ear swell ?
Natasha down there say she is tired ?
She dont wan wait for us
And say she wan go home 1st or sth liddat ?

But end up only me ; chyna ; mahera ?

WTH LAR!

I dont know ,

I just thought that today ,
we can hang out with each other

And what more ?

Today is valentine ?
But everything just screwed like fucking shit =(

{ / letter from angel ; chyna passport holder ; nadirah cookies ; celeste choco & clip ;
dear`s strawberry condom ; misspoh choco ; alyssa rose & some wire thingy ;
acelyn rose & some food ; line rose & cupcake :DD }

{ / beautiful rose :D }

{ / rose :D combine me && dear * saw my wallet at the seat ?
i jus found out while zooming in ? and sure ppl stole it ! }

{ / doradaphnie && sooguan :D
HER 1 SOOGUAN ; 2 SOONGUANS :DDD }

2007-02-13T21:23:00.000-08:00

I LOOK FORWARD to valentine day !

But no more now =(((

So saddening !

Who is willing to celebrate with me !!!

AHHHHHHHHH !

I dont wan valentine day anymore /: /:

Why must it be tmr lar =((
Lonely valentine , my lonely day !
So i shall just go down town tmr
And see couples holding hand
And envying them huh ?
Nvm , i shall be come home
And enjoy the best valentine day huh ?

But happy ,
SOMEONE bought me rose :D

And owe me 98 more :DDDD

Best valentine gift ever huh ?
99 ROSES :DDD

I dont wanna blog about today

Cos i have no mood to blog !

Unlucky day today !

Rarr rarr !

2007-02-12T23:46:00.000-08:00

sunday , 11o2o7

Went meet nadirah :DDD
And off to town (:
I saw this super cute small boy okay :D
With his dad :D
I love his hair lar :DDDD
Went to taka and
Bought cookie mixture and box ?
FOR YOU I WILL MANXZX :DDD

Den after that ,
Went fareast ?

Slack around there the whole day ?
And yeah
Bought a shirt and headed home (:

{ / i loveee his hair lar :D the long long tailll :D }

{ / Wedding day :D }

{ / nadirah && chloee :D }

{ / nadirah && chloe :D }

{ / one big familyyy :D }

{ / us again ? }

Monday , 12o2o7

Went school !
Had devotion and blah
Den had english test ?
After that was recess :DDD

Bio nexttt !
Went to the lab and see the egg !
It is freaking grosss lar :D
Smelly like hell
Had history after that
Minhui still dont want talk to me =(((((
I tired talking to her ,
but she wont reply me !
How sadded can !!!
Math , AND I PASS MY MATH !
18/25 :DDD at last i pass !
Art , i got scolded by mrs low !
She was showing us how to do our work ?
Den she drew on the table !
And i shouted ,
" MRS LOW ! YOU DREW ON THE TABLE !!!!!! "
Den guess what !
She scolded me stupid !
And there goes her nagging and scolding at me interuptting her class ?
After that was lunch
And peer tutoring ? CHEM !
Charlene was in our class ?
And the stupid teacher dont even know ?
How dumb lar :DDD

After school ,
mum fetch to saloon (:
Had my hair done and stuff (:
Home and bake my cookies :D
It taste not bad lar :D
Just that the 1st time was burnt =x

OHYAH !
The sunflower in my class
which miss poh bought was dead (:
No water when it is under sunlight ?
Since friday till now ?
How sadded lar !
The sunflower havent even have a name yet
And it died in such a bad state =x
FUNERAL FOR SUNFLOWER BY 3/9 :D
IN MEMORIES OF THE FIRST FLOWER WHICH DIED OF
A HORRIBLE DEATH IN 3N9 2oo7 :D

{ / the poor sunflower :D }

{ / the egg during bio pratical :D }

{ / MRS LOW AND SOUR POWER :DD }

{ / HAHAHAHA ! OUT OF ANGER :D }

{ / BOOOOOOO ?! }

{ / Step one }

{ / Step 2 }

{ / step 3 :DDDD }

2 MORE DAYS TO VALENTINE !
WHERE IS MY VALENTINE DATE ???

i found that chenna malay admirer friendster profile :DD
how cool how cool !
dear even say he is shuai lar :D
HAHAHAHAHA !
but i dont like him at all actually :D
just play play
cos my heart only have 1 person :DD

2007-02-11T03:07:00.000-08:00

Actually didnt have mood to go out at all

Cos sth happen ?
My aunt send me go jurong east ?
Went take money from daddy :D

Hahaha !
Den went to mummy saloon (:
And UNCLE RICHARD WENT CUT MY HAIR !

It is super horrible okay =((

My fringe are like SHORT !

Shit !

Train-ed down to town meet daphnie :D
Went to fareast ?
Walk walk around ?
Den something happened
Find jasmine after that ?
Walked to cine !
And saw super alot ppl :D
Saw jermemy ; erwin ; anjie ; ahxing ; gena and her bf ; pearl ; shuana they all ?
Den slack slack there ?

Went find pearline ; agatha and their friends at kpool ?
They went eat yoshinona ?
Then camwhore the whole time ?
Couldnt upload those pic =(((
Sian 1/2
Went ate food court with daphnie ; jeremy ; erwin ; anjie
And we talked about SOMEONE :D
Den slack all the way outside cine ?
Yeapps (:
And went home with agatha :D

{ / I MISS MY FRINGE =(( }

{ / BIG BIG SPEC ! }

{ / ahxing && doradaphnie :D }

{ / chloe and pearl (: }

{ / pearline && chloe }

{ / snapshot by pearline :D }

{ / jeremy ; dora ; erwin ; chloe :D }

{ / dora ; erwin ; chloe ; jasmine }

{ / jermemy && dora }

{ / them againnn :D }

{ / again again ! }

{ / JEREMY ; DORA ; PEARLINE }

{ / ERWIN && DORA }

{ / CHLOECHAN && AGATHACHUA (: }

{ / chloe and agatha }

{ / laopa :DDD }

{ / jeremy && chloe :D }

{ / erwin ; doradaphnielim ; pearline ; chloechan ; agathachua ; jeremyneo (: }

3 more days to VALENTINE DAY !
gena say she will give me balloon on valentine :D
means i have VALENTINE DAY PRESENT !
whooohoos whooohoooos :D

2007-02-10T00:48:00.000-08:00

Today , went to school (:
Had math :D
Miss lim went through the homework
And talk to us about our future (:
Asin our salary every month ?
At least need about $4ooo ?
Really thinking hard what will i wanna work as next time
I mean ,
What can am i capable of doing ?
Not easy to survive if i only have $1ooo lar ?
My wish is to go overseas to study (:
But would i bear to leave anyone ?
NO ! (: so even if wan , i will think twice (:
Had chem after math (:
Went to the lab and did some colour thingy :D
Chromatography :D
Den chinese ,
This time , teacher couldnt stand us !
So she took down our name ?
I have no idea what is she going to do with it ?
Recess (: went recess with ace ; line ; lissa ; didi ; azura (:
English after that ?
I got back my test paper
Guess what ,
I FAILED AGAIN !

I am seriously super sad lar
I mean ,
Seriously saying , overall from the start till now
Most of my subject are FAIL !
And all this happen like after 2o something Jan ?
I found out ?
I went to see each of my test paper !
No matter how hard i study lar !

I jus fail fail and fail ?
Feel so failure , then all my confidence all lost ?
Didnt have assembly today (:
Had teacher time :D
My class played Angels && Mortals for Valentine (:

We are the ANGELS
And we must look after our mortals ?
We cant let our mortals know who are we ?
Yeah (:
1st time i got NEELA !
Out of all people NEELA !
I was screaming !
And thank god !
Azura did not put her name !
So we got to take again ?
And now my mortal is someone i am super close with ?

HOW COOOLLL :D

Cabbed home cos was super tired :D
Grandma paid cos i promise her to look after my cousin ?
She dont dare to stay at home alone !
And nice one ,
I was alone at home , wait for her come back ?
Andy and yuhong came over to my place and swim (:
And yeah (:
I got bullied by ANDY
And now my bones are arching ?
He twisted them like sh*t !

Cabbed down to westmall
Meet liza
And off to eat dinner at burger king ?
Then sat 173 to send liza home
And andy went home with me (:
Cos his slipper is at my place

{ / andylim &&& chloechan (: }

{ / bird and my shadow (: }

{ / ANDYLIMPAPA :DDD ! puppyyy :D ! }

So valentine is another 5 more days ?
And another 7 more days ?
And new year is coming soon ?

I really do miss you alot =((
How would i know how are you feeling now ?

2007-02-08T23:33:00.000-08:00

{ / MY POTATO LOVE ! }

Now i'm using my phone to blog :D :D :D

School was Alright today la :D
Was quite emo somehow la /: /:
Dont know why also
Have lessons?
Bio went to the lab to do some pratical :D
Something to do with potato :DDD
And the funniest thing was durg history!
My group didnt do the presentation?
And we went to fake him with a empty thumbdrive?:D
Super funny la.
Hah!
Den durg ss,
We were suppose to do some work.
Den ace,line,rice we all went to do the front properly.
Den behind is full of those ahlian language la.
After skool had test (:
And home-
Den later went west mall to meet dear?
At coffee bean :D

Den went popular buy some stuffs ?

I ask dear use what to stick pic

She say use silvia ?

Wth wth wth !

Den i went to find double side type ?
It is freaking $o.35 ?

And she say i cheapskate ?

The bloooddyy type only have one :D

Hhaha !

Super funny lar (:

Went to coffeebean to see if have internet connection

But dont hav ?
Den dear was super super depressed ?
I ate brownies :D and she ate cakes ?
I SAW CHRISTINE !!!

Omg omg omg !

She is fcuking pretty lar !
After that ,
Den went find ribbon and thin long straws :D

And cabbed home for tuition (:

{ / mahera and chloe :D }

{ / MY DEARR ((: valentine in another 6 more days :D }

2007-02-07T20:57:00.000-08:00

went school ?

i brought my eeyore to school :D

it slept beside me when i went to school :D

den line was snatching it away from me

den i tired tired down there ask her give back

den go back to sleep :D
contact time was house meeting ?

and i went to cooke house ?

and not my own house !

cos line and atalia push me there !

hahahaha !

was so super tired lar !

bio lesson for 5 min !

and I PASS MY BIO TEST !!!

at last ! but by 1 mark only lar =((((

sadded can !

chem was argh !

down there lying on the table with partner :D

but still got caught ?

den recess

and chinese !

THE CHINESE TEACHER SAY I AM HOPELESS OKAY !

wtf wtf wtf !

she ask me to read one passage

and i down there read like wanna die ?

den alot words dont know how read

den she down there say say say

i shouted that chinese very difficult !

den she say me lar !

she say what i chinese dont know how to speak chinese !

den say we hopeless and blah shit ?
was tikun class ! ss !
i slept =x and he woke me up from my sleep again !

everytime lar =(((

spoilt my beautiful sleep sia !

den math and after that art ?

so funny lar!

one of the sec4 senior was down there

saying boudive is stupid and blah

den mdm tan down there keep shouting like mad ?

the whole class down there scold her

den she say what st marg's girl have this type bad attitude and shit lar (:

after school ,
sit 153 and 231 to bradell :D

find that chaocheeb*e !

ahaha !

went mac makan ?

then alot ppl come (:
den me and daphnie change uniform :D
super paiseh and funny lar !

so long nvr wear 2 piece uniform can ! 3 years !!

after that went to her school see soccer match :D

I SAW MY MALAY CHEENA ADMIRER :DDD

yeapps yeapps (:

den down there watch ?

have this sec1 guy

he super cute okay !

i feel pityful for him lar !

okay , he is those short short fat2 one ?

those gong gong one ?

den he climb up the hill to the top

den he keep falling down lar .

i mean the slope was super steep ?

den he keep falling ?

those ppl there keep laughing at him ?

i mean everyone lar !

some even take video okay !

how mean lar ?

after that went mac toilet

and went print photo ?

den went playground play2 and home :D

{ / CHAOCHEEB*E (: }

{ / super funny lar this pic ? }

{ / chloe and daphnie (: }

{ / dora bung2 in st marg's uni :D }

{ / chloe in whitley uni (: }

{ / us us us :D }

{ / LOL !!! }

{ / dont take me 2 ! }

{ / archerlim :D }

{ / :D :D :D :D }

{ / i have no idea why is my face red btw =x }

2007-02-06T17:13:00.000-08:00

Monday , o5o2o7

didnt went to school (:

woke up about 11 plus ?

den bath and stuff ?

and off to batok poly clinic to take mc (:

yuechao follow me to see doctor :D

waited for him to come from westmall ?

take number and stuff ?

waited super super long lar !

and later my turn ?

guess what !

the damn doctor suck like hellll

she dont even know how to put the thermometer !

put till drop okay !

and she said nth ?

she just ask me what school i was from

and said that i pierce my skin ?!

it was actually lip lar (:

waited for yuechao friend to see finish doctor also ?

den together went take medicine and payment ?

$6.8o ? consultation fee is $4

and the damn doctor dont even know how to put a thermometer ! :D

walked to 155 to have lunch ?
and headed to mum there ?

and home !

prepared and went to some wedding dinner

at seragoon ?

it was not bad lar

reached there at like 7 plus ?

went the freaking dinner start at 9 ?

how great lar !

reached home about 11 plus 12 (:

{ / 你快乐吗? }

{ / the freaking pig head which gross me out :D i mean it is like disgusting lar ! }

{ / wedding dinner (: }

Tuesday , o6o2o7

went to school ?
school was alryt lar :D
p.e ?!
had soccer ?
was fun lar :D
i mean we are like playing around the whole time ?
and joking ; laughing here and there ?
clarice went to kick the ball when siti was walking?
and siti fell ?!
and line ; ace ; me ; and summore was like
"WOAH ! the best soccer player today :D"
cos she slide down like the soccer player we saw on tv
den i went bought green tea ?
and some fcuking teacher caught me ?
and made me throw away that new bottle of green tea ?
how great !
chemistry :DD
went to the lab and check out our crystal :D
OMG OMG OMG !
i love mine :DD
but couldnt bring home ?
chinese
teacher gave up hope on me , line ; ace ; tiff ; carolyn ; azura ?
cos we are down there doing our own thing and sleeping and talking
english !
the most interesting today (:
alyssa presentation :DDD
very meaningful and touching !
and make everyone feel like crying huh ?
and she down there sound so super serious
i am serious lar !
the topic was , changes in my life ? sth liddat lar !
den she talk bout her in sec 1 ?
and i shouted that she was crazy over acsi guys ?
and everyone started laughing ?
SORRY STEAD =XXX
and talk about our future and stuff ?
and yeah (:
ss commontest after that
didnt study (:
so i am prepared to fail (:

{ / my cyrstal :DDD }

think today devotion by miss shen was meaningful (:
love is all about sacrificing :DD
and the story was super touching lar =(((

i guess you've live your life without me (:
8 more days to valentine !

2007-02-04T21:24:00.000-08:00

{ / chloe && caleb }

{ / chloe && caleb }

{ / STEAD ! }

{ / Chloe && caroline }

{ / Chloe ; acelyn ; line ; azura }

{ / MIDDLE DRAWING :D }

{ acelynchan :DDD qinaide ! }

2007-02-04T15:40:00.000-08:00

Friday , o2o2o7

school was okay ?

had some house meeting after school (:

den headed home with dear

and went buy food at cheers !

nothing much happen lar

den slacked at the pool with dear ?

den later alyssa came

and yeah (:

she went inside the pool ?

and she wet me okay !

wth wth wth !

dear was running like hell !

cos she didnt wanna get wet ?
went home bath
and yeah (:

went j8 with alyssa

{ / steadddddddddd :DDD }

Saturday , o3o2o7

bus-ed to chaocheeb*e hse to bath
after a night outside ?
den bath , change , style hair and stuff ?
and went to ps ?

went there and have mos (:
talk talk , eat eat
pearline came
and yeah (:
was joking around ?!
they ask me if i wanna go bungkok green ?
or whatever you spell it ?
and i didnt know where was bungkok green ?!!??!
and i found out it is some ...
place where mad ppl stay ?
went went zone-x to play arcade (:

train-ed to bugis !
saw jasmine ?
and yeah ...
went arcade to play :DDD
slack there ?
den off to bugis street
chaocheeb*e went to buy her clothes !
she spend her money like super fast lar !
and yeah (:
den after that went arcade and off to town (:

went town :D
wisma and after that fareast ?
saw alot alot alot of ppl !
bought myself a lip stud :DDD
it is like $16
and yeah (:
went walk walk
went heeren !
took neos with rose ; pearline ; daphnie :D
pearline left ?
then only me and that chaocheeb*e ?
walked around heeren

went cine ?
saw super alot ppl again !
saw ziqun ! matt and friends ?
and sth happen ???
me and that chaocheeb*e was fighting the whole day :D
screaming on the road
and fighting ?
pushing and beating
her nails break while attacking me =x
sorry lar :D
and my toe nails break too =(((
so yeah (:
went cuppage and play pool with matt and friends and daphnie (:
and home :D

{ / after styling our hair (: }

{ / daphnie and pearline (: }

{ / them again (: }

{ / pearline and chloe :D while playing some game in the arcade (: }

{ / matt :D he look like a gay with that bag (: }

to those ppl who were super worried for me that night :
( mummy ; family ; mahera ; chyna ; daphnie ; gilson ; daniel ; andy ; yuhong ; and people ? }

sorry about that night =(((
i just went missing just liddat without anyone knowing where am i
i know i am in the wrong
for not going home
and for making all of you so worry for me
and even make some of you cant sleep .
i am sorry .
i thought that i wanna be outside
to self reflect myself for what i have done ?
or do some soul searching and stuff ..
and yet ,
i made you all so worried and
even get so angry with me .
i am so so so sorry =((
i didnt wanna be home cos ,
if i was at home .
things will seriously get worse .
so i thought that i would go home the next day
after i cool down ...
that day, when my mum talk to me
i didnt reply is cos ..
i really dont wanna shout at her
so i just kept quiet there .
thinking it would be better if i did that
chyan is right ..
she is my mum after all
and i made her so super worried .
what if 1 day i lose her ?
what will happen to me ?
i admit this is my fault ..
i jus went off without telling her
without even talking to her alright

but dear and chyna ..
i really dont wish to lose you 2 once again ..
i already lose you all last year
and lose our sistership ..
i dont wan the same thing to happen again
i know you 2 wont listen or care anymore ..
i know you 2 will say
if i am angry ,
wont my mum be angry even more .
and making my mum worry and blahs .
so this is all my fault .
i , myself , know that what i did was wrong
please dont be angry with me anymore .
i promise i will talk things out with my mum nicely
i just got pissed off cos
my mum smsed dora and called my dad
and cancelled my lesson .
i will talk things out later alright =((((

2007-02-01T23:13:00.000-08:00

school today was ... kinda fcuked up ?

was super tired !

my dead morning attitude everytime i go school (:

again every morning :D

den keep falling asleep ?

but got woke by ppl ?

yeah (:

den had art !

learning photoshop next month :DDDD

WHOOOHOOOS !

den math ,

miss lim confiscated my stud ?

and patheic , use ear stick ?

english was kinda bored lar ..

miss wee get more and more serious ?

bio , did experiement alone !

and 2 period of history follow by 2 period of ss !

totally not paying attention ?

i lost $1o ?

nice one right ?

den after school ,

headed vivo with dear :D

went there walk walk and slack slack !

went find dougnut :D

and blah blah blah ?

i know everything .

but i just sat there keeping quiet .

2007-01-31T23:22:00.000-08:00

Sunday , 28o1o7

went over ayrton`s place
den waited for them change up and stuff
went vivo with him ; his sis ; his bro and his mum :D

super quiet lar !!

den went watch loth :D

it is a really super boring movie lor !

dont ever watch it :DDDD

after movie , went walk2 around

den went je ,
went to comic shop buy some stuffs

guns and sword :DD
ate kobayashi
den went to their hse (:
make those swords and guns :D

fun fun fun
den after that lijie ; abhishek and danielJUBJUB came :DDD

played ps2 :D

some naruto fighting game ??

HAHAHA !

den daniel and ayrton down there taking pic ?

and crapping ?

den play play ; slack slack (:

den went home

lijie sat cab with me home :DDD
den from ther he go back to batok
thanks manxzxz (:

{ / my valentine :DD }

{ / chloe && belle :D }

{ / chloe and belle again (: }

{ / chloe and kino :DD }

monday , 29o1o7

after school , peer tutoring
den went batok with dear :D
meet her after school ?
den went there walk walk :D
play play ?
talked about stuffs :D
dear was so so so happy cos someone sms her !
someone who she waited so effing long okay :DD

tuesday , 3oo1o7

school was errms , alright ?
got scolded like from almost every teacher :D
punish for 1 hour cos not bringing math paper !
and i am freaking sad
just cos i just pass my math !
and i tot i could at least get like a2 ?
how great :/
and line piggybag me :DD
and got scolded by miss ng
and said by some fcuking seniors

was playing in class till siao lar :DD
had bio commontest ?
den went for dental with mum ?
den meet up with trina later in the evening
she went make her hair !
i never see her like for 2 years lar !
pretty 2 :DDDDD
that`s all i guess ?

{ / cheena class :DD }

{ / caroline and chloe :DD it seems so wrong =x =x =x }

{ / rice ; ace ; chloe :DD }

{ / ace after get rape :DD }

{ / LINELINE :DD AND MEEE }

{/ trina and chloe :D }

{ / TRINA AND CHLLOOOOEEEE }

Wednesday , 31o1o7

school was okay ?
got scolding by alot teacher .
and the worst thing today ,
my chinese test got 27/1oo ?
IT IS LIKE WTF LAR !
i mean i did the paper ?
not like i never do it at all ?
nvm ...

after school ,
cabbed to mum`s saloon with line ; ace ; rice ; amenda (:
and yeah ..
waited for them for their haircut ?
den after that ,
cabbed to newton ?
and off to bradell to meet DAPHNIE CHEEB*E :DD
went her school ,
see soccer match ?
HAHAHA !
funny lar !
we were playing till crazy okay .
beating here and there ?
then envying those guy with skinny leg ?
and blah blah blah :D
after match ,
went slack around ?
den homee :D

{ / bored in class (: }

{ / amenda ; line ; chloe ; ace }

{ / us again ? }

{ / ME AND HER :DD }