Chloechan .

Monday, May 14, 2007

Yesterday was mother day ((:
From chyna hse ,

fetch her to ballet with her parents (:

Went eat and stuff ,

then send chyna there ,

walk back find her parents ?

Tried to find flower shop ?

Cant find , then wait for her mum ?

Then her dad told me about finding bf and alot things ?

Say what , you like this guy ,

but this guy dont like you .
Then this other guy like you ,

but you dont like this guy ?

So true ? i mean why ?!
Cant people just go with the guy they like

And the guy just like her back ?

Dumb2 -
Then went westmall buy flowers

which cost like $23 ?

Went home and change ,

then out with family .
Some taxi uncles are really super f* okay !

Feel like killing them
Anyway ,

had dinner at mum's aunt coffee shop ?

Ate alittle ,

then went help mum aunt to work :D

I was scooping ice

and collecting money ?

Super funnnnnnn lar :D

Then was talking to shovis about pierceing and tattoo

and bikes and stuff ((:
I decided that i will go take up bike once i am 18 :D

Then i shall save money and buy myself a bike (:
That is still 3 more years to go
Dont know why must be 3 > :/ :/ :/

Even a random number must be 3 ?

Today ,

andy came over my house around evening ?

Then come here play pool and stuff ?

Then come my house play com ,

how boring can today be

Pa ! cheerup okay > :/ :/

dont be sad , stay strong alright !

Just give her sometime to sort out her feelings !

No time rushing all these .
I am sure you 2 will be together okay (:
You still have your brothers , me , chyna , dora

Be strongggggg !

{ / those times ? dont you all miss it ? }

I dont know what to do .
Is like from the starting of the year ,
or should i say last year
I try my best to make an outing or a time
for us to get together
cause i dont bear to see us apart .
I tried my best to give the best that i can

Guess what ,

each time , again & again ,

i fail to get us together ?

Do you all really treasure this friendship we have ?

I dont know .

I wish i dont care and just leave everything to what it is

I wish i would just care a little

I wish i wont get myself upset again & again

cause of this .

I tried , but i failed

No matter how much i sad or cry ,

do you all even care ?

I just cant see us drifting apart ,

further and further away .

Ask yourself ,

do you all know what is happening to one another life ?

I guess not ?

Cant you all just do some sacrifice ?

Or would you all rather seeing us apart ?

You rather go out with other friends than us ?

What is this called ?

No time ? Cant go out ?

I am sick & tired of all this .
Is like i am forcing you all to go out

to get us together ?

Cant you all even do anything ?

Will that short time of yours kill ?

What i want is just awhile of your time

I dont expect much ,
even a meal together ,

I am contented enough .
But excuses are what you all can think of ?

Did you all put in any effort to get us together ?

Time has passed ,

everyone changed .
I admit , i did also .
I know it is hard for us to get back like we used to

cause we're all in different class .

I am not trying to say to blame anyone

Is just that ,

i can no longer take it anymore =(

Wait till june holiday ?

Why not a time when you all are free ?

Wanted a chalet ,
i was so super damn happy ,
Everything decided ,
and now ,

no more plans ?
Chalet cancelled

I swear i was super pissed

cause i thought i could spend like a few days of my holiday with you all

cause i know you all have your other friends

and other plans on ?

A time when we can bond together ,

G-O-N-E

I just want more time to be with you all ?

I really cant wait any longer .

This is getting worst

Fucksh*T .

If you all really treasure this sistership we have ,

I guess you all will do something about it

than just sit down there and dont bother

3 years , not months not days not hours

If you all bear to see us apart ,

i really have nothing to say .

If you all are happy of us being apart ,

then no comments .

I have said what i have to said .

I am done with what i got to do .
I'm sorry but i done my best =(
I just hope & pray & wish you all would just care a little

{ / As what i always say , you all are the one who play the biggest part
in my life , i really hope we will stay strong }

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