YYY
Someone ask me a question yest ,
if i still love you ?
Then i came home ,
i start thinking and look thru my inbox
those happy && sad sms you sent me
i read , and i start crying ?
I dont know ,
somehow i find life so boring & meaningless without you ?
In the past ,
can i ever live a day without my phone ?
I cant.
Always thinking i am the luckiest & happiest girl ,
cause most of the time i will be happy ,
although there were super bad times ?
When i really get so stressed up
And really break down so bad
Now ,
can i ever live a day with my phone ?
I can !
Cause it is like ,
have phone also no use and stuff ?
And what ,
i can just be sad for i dont know why ?
And start thinking about so many things
think of you so bad ?
And at time ,
i just break down and cry for no reason
I may seems so happy with my friends
laughing and going crazy ,
but somehow ,
i dont feel as happy as before anymore =(
I can just go disappear and
to a place where no one is ,
sit there and think of those times .
How different it was compared to the past .
I want you back so badly .
It seems impossible now though ,
guess feelings has already faded .
How i wish ,
just this last chance .
I would sure cherish it
cause i know how miserable life is without you
I have already a taste of it .
Just one more last chance ?
If there is ever this chance ,
i will love you even more
and care & understand you even more .
But so what if i say that ,
i will never have a chance anymore
HOPELESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS .
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