Fuck !
I swear i am really fucking dumb lar /:
I have nothing to do now ,
and like before ,
i start thinking about everything !
Anyhow think and make myself sad again ?
I saw his ______ ,
and yeah .
My fucking mood was spoilt !
I dont know ,
maybe jealousy or what i dont know
I just felt pissed && at the same time sad ?
I know i still love him ,
i'm sure i want him back by my side
but i can never never know how he feel
I tried to hint him
but he somehow ,
didnt know how i feel
ARGHHHHH !
I seriously do miss him alot .
And i mean alot
Hoping he will sms or call me one day ,
bump into him on the street while walking
be there to care about me
but that day never happen ?
So i decided that i shall not have high hopes
of wanting to see him ,
listening to his voice ,
and even for him to care about me (:
I can just continue dreaming it will happen huh ?
All i need is this just one chance ,
to prove to you that i can change for you
that i really need you .
But conclusion ,
no more chance ?
Firstly , i dont have the courage to speak my mind
Secondly , i want to know if he still like me
but didnt dare to ask
Alot more reasons to go
sigh /:
So what shall i do now !
Labels: What to do ?