{ / steadddddddddd :DDD }

Saturday , o3o2o7

bus-ed to chaocheeb*e hse to bath
after a night outside ?
den bath , change , style hair and stuff ?
and went to ps ?

went there and have mos (:
talk talk , eat eat
pearline came
and yeah (:
was joking around ?!
they ask me if i wanna go bungkok green ?
or whatever you spell it ?
and i didnt know where was bungkok green ?!!??!
and i found out it is some ...
place where mad ppl stay ?
went went zone-x to play arcade (:

train-ed to bugis !
saw jasmine ?
and yeah ...
went arcade to play :DDD
slack there ?
den off to bugis street
chaocheeb*e went to buy her clothes !
she spend her money like super fast lar !
and yeah (:
den after that went arcade and off to town (:

went town :D
wisma and after that fareast ?
saw alot alot alot of ppl !
bought myself a lip stud :DDD
it is like $16
and yeah (:
went walk walk
went heeren !
took neos with rose ; pearline ; daphnie :D
pearline left ?
then only me and that chaocheeb*e ?
walked around heeren

went cine ?
saw super alot ppl again !
saw ziqun ! matt and friends ?
and sth happen ???
me and that chaocheeb*e was fighting the whole day :D
screaming on the road
and fighting ?
pushing and beating
her nails break while attacking me =x
sorry lar :D
and my toe nails break too =(((
so yeah (:
went cuppage and play pool with matt and friends and daphnie (:
and home :D

{ / after styling our hair (: }

{ / daphnie and pearline (: }

{ / them again (: }

{ / pearline and chloe :D while playing some game in the arcade (: }

{ / matt :D he look like a gay with that bag (: }

to those ppl who were super worried for me that night :
( mummy ; family ; mahera ; chyna ; daphnie ; gilson ; daniel ; andy ; yuhong ; and people ? }

sorry about that night =(((
i just went missing just liddat without anyone knowing where am i
i know i am in the wrong
for not going home
and for making all of you so worry for me
and even make some of you cant sleep .
i am sorry .
i thought that i wanna be outside
to self reflect myself for what i have done ?
or do some soul searching and stuff ..
and yet ,
i made you all so worried and
even get so angry with me .
i am so so so sorry =((
i didnt wanna be home cos ,
if i was at home .
things will seriously get worse .
so i thought that i would go home the next day
after i cool down ...
that day, when my mum talk to me
i didnt reply is cos ..
i really dont wanna shout at her
so i just kept quiet there .
thinking it would be better if i did that
chyan is right ..
she is my mum after all
and i made her so super worried .
what if 1 day i lose her ?
what will happen to me ?
i admit this is my fault ..
i jus went off without telling her
without even talking to her alright

but dear and chyna ..
i really dont wish to lose you 2 once again ..
i already lose you all last year
and lose our sistership ..
i dont wan the same thing to happen again
i know you 2 wont listen or care anymore ..
i know you 2 will say
if i am angry ,
wont my mum be angry even more .
and making my mum worry and blahs .
so this is all my fault .
i , myself , know that what i did was wrong
please dont be angry with me anymore .
i promise i will talk things out with my mum nicely
i just got pissed off cos
my mum smsed dora and called my dad
and cancelled my lesson .
i will talk things out later alright =((((