i am feeling so stressed , so down , so fcuked up =(
my imagination are now running wild again =(
i dont know what are you thinking now ...
could you just tell me how are you feeling ??
i feeling so down whenever i think of you
i wonder if you still love me as much ..
or have your feeling fade ..........
i just feel so sensitive ...
is it so difficult to say a goodnight or bye ?
or even so difficult to sms me ?
things are just no longer the same as before
i dont enjoy this /: /: /:
you promised me you will change
i was feeling super happy
that at last you will be willing to change for me
seriously happy that you actually did it (:
but now ??
everything is going bad ..
or should i say fcuked up ?
i want people around me to envy me
that i have you !
I WANT PEOPLE TO ENVY MEEEEE !
but instead of them envying me ...
they feel sad for me , pity me
and worse .. asking me to leave you
i dont wanna leave you !
cos i wanna stay by your side
each and everyday
no matter rain or shine ...
no matter what happen..
i want you to know i am here ..
it really hurts alot
seeing you treating me so cold =(
what have i done wrong now /:
i dont want things to carry on liddat ...
tears just continue dropping everytime when i thought of this /:
how could i stop those tears which are rolling down my cheeks ?
i just couldnt stand those feeling but start crying .
i hate it ! =(
where are you when i need you the most ?
where are you when i am feeling down ?
i want you here for me , loving me =(
i really hope you could understand how i feel =x
i really cant stand things to continue liddat anymore =(
never i will really go crazy
4 more days to 5 month .......