i am feeling not alright now ..
i dont know ..
am i being sensitive ??
i dont know ...
is like ..
he just went off liddat without even saying a bye or goodnight ?
i know he is tired after a day of work ..
i didnt blame him ..
but he just left without saying a thing ?
not even a sms ?
somehow i think i am being sensitive ..
but people say i am not ..
dora ask me talk to him , tell him ..
but how am i gonna do it ?
i dont have the courage to ...
i scared he might think i am just too sensitive or sth liddat
or somehow i might make him angry or what ?
i dont know ...

is just that feeling that he doesnt care anymore .

or am i just thinking too much ?
i really really dont know ..

sometimes i just feel like a failure stead somehow .
everytime we talk ,

is like nothing to talk ?

i mean ...
everytime i tell him stuff ..
somehow his reply really make me tired ..
make me have just nothing to talk to him ?
i dont know how to say ...
maybe he is tired

or what ?

i try not to think that much .
but i just cant help it
my imaginations are running wild .

i cant control them ...
i hope all this will end soon .

i hope everytime will be normal

i believe that everything will be alright ..

i shall just wait ..
should i just talk out things with him ?

can someone just tell me what to do ?
i really dont want things this way ..
i am tired ..
i seriously am ..
i dont want things to continue like this !
i wan to do something about it

i dont wanna regret like the past anymore .
all i want is just for him to happy ...
he promise me to be better to me ..
but if it is difficult ,

i might as well he be his own self

what is important is he being happy
1o more days to 5 month ..
i love him alot alot ..

i do miss him at times
just couldnt hold back those feelings

somehow tears are just flowing down

i feel hurt somehow .
but not his fault anyway (:
maybe it is just mine
but i will be strong like jubjub !

both inside and outside (:

monsters are strong && cheerful anway (:


chloe loves gilson truckloads !
i love you hubbyy <333