feeling fcuking fcuked up !
mwackgang thing ...
this is just a small misunderstanding ..

and it is like a big big problem ?
nat saying about leaving mwackgang ?
i am always pissed off when she say this ..
2 years of sistership gone ?
2 years of memories gone ?
2 years of everything will just disappear ?
wtf lar !
why must make things so complicated till liddat ?
does it make anyone happy ?

does it lead us to anywhere ?

oh damn !
if you guys want this to stop ,
just stop bitching about one another ?

isnt that the best solution ?

than quarrelling with one another like what !
maybe you 2 should apologised to one another .
i mean is like ,

nat .. althought you say you never bitched about nad
in your tag ..
but people think you are ?

you get me ?
she know her mistake when she almost bitched about you that night
she apologised .
cant you just forget it
due to our 2 years of being together ?

i miss those time during sec 1 ..
remember everytime ...
when any teachers punish one of us ?
the whole group will stand ?
that was seriously the best memories ..
being there for each other ..

if 1 of us get in trouble ..
the 5 of us will sure the burden .
mahera is right ...
why dont we find one day ...
as soon as possible
we come out and settle everything as a group

and now ..
someone who i am close since primary 1 ?
someone who was there trying to cheer me up
whenever i am down
someone i treasure && love ...
somehow ...things just recently changed =(
i dont know what to do ...
the past me and the present me ...

i did changed i admit ?

maybe everyone just changed
i dont wish to lose her ...
suppose to go out with her today ...
was meeting aiai at about 3 ?
was tot that i could meet her abit later ?
was changed ; bathe and stuff .
and just asking her if i could meet her awhile later ..
the whole thing went horrible =(
she didnt want to go out anymore .

it was my fault to ask her
if i could meet her later =(
guess now she is really pissed off
and disappointed with me down there ?
i dont know lar !

dont wanna think already ..
i am sick like hell now already ..