didnt slept for the whole night ..
left house at 6.3o and went find him ?
everything was alright ,

everything was fine
till my mum called .

wtf lar !
i dont know what she have said ,
what shit she had said out to him .
and when mum put down the phone ,

he just start crying ..
infront of me ?

he bang the table and walls .
OH FCUK !
this is horrible ..
i never see him like this before ..
i felt so scared
i didnt know what to do ...
went to him ,
but nth seems to be alright anymore ..

my heart just hurt so much
seeing him like this ..
crying there right after what my mum had said ?
i didnt know what to do ...
i felt so lost && stress

i jus break down in the darn toilet .

and he drag me out of there ?

he was crying seriously horribly ..
i just want to go to him

and just hug him ..

but both of us was there crying like what ?!

didnt talk to him at all ..
and i felt sick .

cough ; flu ; bad headache .

he accompanied me sit bus which goes to my hse .
but he is meeting his fren ?
tot everything is gonna be alright ..

but i was seriously wrong ..

nth was alryt .

oh darn .

break up ?!?!
he said he felt bad after what my mum said

and didnt want me to get scolded cos of him ..

did he ever think how will i feel ?
i dont mind being scolded or what .

by losing him again ?

somemore guess what ,
he smsed my mum and say
today is the last time he see me ?

FCUK LAR !
why must things be like this .

why must he care what people fcuking say ?

isnt this relationship just bout me and him ?

if this is really his decision ,
i will accept it ...

tomorrow is going to be 4 month
is this relationship gonna just end like this ?