okay , i really dont know ..
feeling super moody again ..
waited for someone sms fer a day ,
when that person say will sms me later ?
and i was waiting since yest 2pm all the way to 3am ?
felt tired , wanted to sleep .
but scared that person sms me ?
waited till now ,
and there is still nothing !
am i seriously into that person ?
when i dont even know what i am to that person ?
i just hope that person could just understand me
or let me know what is that person thinkin .
i feel such a failure in this ..
that fri recieved his sms .
was so darn happy and touched !
cos he nvr send such sms before .
but i was thinking if it was really true .
if it was ,
why cant that person even remember anything ..
the date which just represent ______ ?
that person just seems to change so much .
that person just come and find me
whenever there is no one with him ?
i just feel so silly ,
i sacrifice my fren just fer that person
everytime ..
but that person just sacricfice nothing for me ?
haha !
wth ?!!?
i being left alone , by myself .
when that person have friends or his stuffs on ?
i really have nth else to say .
i just wish to know ,
what am i really am to him .
that is what i want to know so badly ,
but he just wont give me an answer .