school totally stinks okay !
i dont know why ..
i just have no mood
i felt so moody today ..
didnt talk much in school
didnt luff much in school ..
what i am today ..
was just going to break down ,
really break down ..
but i tired to be strong and
seriously hold back my tears ..
i did it ...
i seems to hate school alot ..
alot alot alot ...
i wish that i would not need to actually go to school ..
and make people make use of me ..
i just cant stand all these any longer .
FCUK THIS WORLD !
thinking about what happen during home econ was ...
really fcuked up !
felt darn pissed with myself ,
asking myself why am i being treated this way ..
to actually make people take advantage of me ..
pizza on home econ pratical ?
line took the one with more cheese ..
okay .. i was fine with it
and ace , she just ...
took all the topping ?
left green pepper ?
is not that i am saying that i am greedy and i want it ..
is just that ...
you see , she took all the toppings ..
and left me with the bread with tomato spread ?
okay .. i know it sound patheic to all of you ..
i never taste my own cooking ..
but just that plain bread with tomato ?
TOTALLY FCUKED UP .
and they was down there luffing away ..
what do you expect me to do ?
FUCK FUCK FUCK !
this not that i am bitching bout them ...
seriously , i cant take this anymore ..
maybe i will jus break down tmr in class ..
den when they wan tok to me ,
then tok to me .
dont want den show me attitude .
i ren ... i try my best to ..
today i have been showing attitude and stuff
maybe i should apologised ...
i am sorry ..
but seriously ..
do you all understand how i felt ..
being make used by you all ?
totally fucked up that make me dont feel like living any longer .
i thought i have great friends around me .
i want friends which care and love me i can say ?
not friends that make use of me ..
treating me like some shit ?
this are just all my feelings ..
after school meet dear and sat bus with her to mrt ...
went to yewtee mac and meet him ..
well , my mood wasnt that bad than the one in school ..
ohyah ! he drew sth ?
i will post that piic another time =)
yeah ...
that`s all i think ?
OHYAH !
this book " a child called it "
is a freaking nice book ! must read okay !