Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i am bored !
i am studying like hell now !
ahhhhhhhh !
i am going crazy !
things are boarding over my mind .
why mus i think of stuff which are not related when exams are coming !
arrgghh !
problems of love comes again =(
i tell myself love dont exist anymore in my life .
much much love frm much much people =D
that is what i feel blessed !
HAHAHAHA !
i just starting on science ?
chapterFOUR now ?
omg !
going crazyyyy !
i cant wait till exam are over !
no more stressed !
fun !! i want a mwackgang outing !
i am planning one .
hope everyone goes well =)
went cold storage with mahera !
and pick up foods =D
hahhaa !
and went bangawan solo ?
and MOONCAKES ?
it just remind me of last year !
mid autum ?
wth wth !
under the swing enjoying that beautiful sencery
the taste of those bloody mooncakes ?
which taste horrible !
singing songs ?
playing fireworks and lantern ?
kissing and hugging under the big bright round white moon
making promises to each other ?
and ring made of leaves ?
it just brings back so much so much memories =)
i never celebrate mid auntum b4 .. expect for last year with that person ?
that moment just make me feel so blessed being with that person .
but now .. that person was no longer the person i used to know anymore
that person changed so so so much ...
no longer the person everyone used to know and like ..
well , everything are just the past =)
i learnt to let go i guess .
i just want to remember those beautiful memories that i had in my life =)
which make me feel that i am actually darn fortunate to have those memories
entering my life
although was darn depressed when things happen .
that i dont wish ..
but there seems to be a end in everything =)
so why not i just let go
and find somemore beautiful memories that i can have =D
in the present or in the future ?
that i can leave in my life ? =)
and maybe spend this year with someone who can make me feel happier ?
or maybe alone ?
or with them ?
i am gonna be a happy person =D
i gonna smile just for someone =D
HAHAHA !
so i decided to upload those pictures of my past memories =)
althought i had a hard time to let go of them
and i cant .. i still cant .
i decided to keep them as my wonderful memories =D
althought i had a hard time to let go of them
and i cant .. i still cant .
i decided to keep them as my wonderful memories =D
hahaha !
i have let out all my inner feelings =D
the feelings in me all along .
i feel so so so much better
i realise i did so much crazy and silly things =x LOL !
silly !@#$%^&*^
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