Saturday, August 05, 2006
haiish ...jus finish reading nat`s blog .i dont know larh ..it is just ..jus becos of 1 bear ...she is pissed with me ..a bear that i hug to sleep every night ..she say i say that ..the bear is more important than them ..please larh ..it is jus a non-living thing .a bear that cant listen to my problems ; understand my feeling and stuff .i admit i treasure that bear .but i treasure mwackGANG much more okay .i can feel that we are all drifting apart ..i know you are blaming me fer all these drifting and blahs i am sorry alryt .i know it`s all my fault that everything is liddat .i am seriously tired of all these ..quarrel and tearing everytime .i jus wan make things clear to you ..once and fer all ..that is all i want ...mwackgang 1 year anniversary soon ..haiish ..hope we can celebrate it together HAPPILY AND have alort fun..i wanna make that day an unforgettable one =)if you want plan to go escape ...i wont mind ...i dont change any of ur decision ..maybe i will try to overcome my fear of heighttogether with you all =)i hope that day will come out to be fine =)maybe we can shout and share our problems ?we did not did it fer a long long time ..i dreamt bout all these ..but i hope i can make it come true ..no one can ever replace all of you larrhs ..so what if i have acey they all ..please larrhs .they are not relli what i wan ..although can say i am close to them .but i dont treasure them as much as i treasure mwackgang .fine .. maybe nat , you will think i am jus crapping .but seriously saying .i am nort ..i was never crapping whatever i say .it is serious okay .everyone change since this year started .dont you agree ?well ...i promise mahera that i will change .you say i never tell you all my problem ?you are relli so wrong =)i told you all my problems .nat , you just dun understand me alryt .i always tell you my problems .do you care ? do you listen ?and you bitch bout me ..i seriously dont care a damn .maybe i am angry and hurt fer my love ones to even bitch bout me .but what can i do ?i will no way bitch bout my love ones =)you tell ppl that i make no difference if i am in or not .you tell ppl that is cos of you and mahera i am in mwackgang .you tell ppl things that were not true .trying to make ppl hate me ?you can say all you want ..bitch bout me all you want .cos you are not the one getting hurt .it is me =)and if i am hurt .do anyone care ?you dont care bout my feelings .will you ?what you will say is just ask me go with my NEW FRIENDS .do you understand how i feel when you say that .i dont think you know =)everytime you are trying to make a minor problem big ..is not that i am saying you wad larrhs .is just that ..why mus you make a prob so big and make everyone quarrel .i just dont understand ..everyone will get sick of me ?thanks fer that .... adviceif you want to bitch bout me and make everyone hate me ..well , you can continue doing it if you are happy ..i dont even noe why do i still treat ppl who bitch bout me so nice .well .. maybe i am stupid barrh .. Last Updated @ 11:51 PM
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