Friday, June 09, 2006
haiish ...
this holiday relli suck larrh ..
so manii things happening ...
lose 2 sisters ; mahera and chyna ..
ii shouldnt have actually made them angry ..
should have go home early ..
now ii lost them ..
it seems too late ..
ii hope tt everything would be lke before ..
i wanna apoligised to them ..
but i think ...
they wont believe me anymore ..
haish ...
den .. next problem ..
me and nadirah ...
ii dunno wad have ii actually done wrong ..
sth bout HIM ?
bout me not changing ??
ii relli dunno wad have ii done yest ..
to make her so mad ...
ii hope she could tell me wad ii did wrong ..
ii dun wanna lose sumone again .
ii relli dun wish ...
another problem ..
nat and alyssa ..
haiish ..
nat wanna leave mwackgang ..
why must all this happen ?
jus because of one stoopid gossip ?
girls gossip ..
or can ii say .. everyone does ..
dun tell me tt ..
you nvr tok bad behind ppl back before ?
tt's impossible larrh ...
jus because of one gossip ..
you wanna leave mwackgang ...
issit worth it ?
haiish ..
although now everything is not alryt ...
me and mahera and chyna ..
me and nadirah ..
nat and aly ...
haiish ..
ii hope we can lke jus cum out and tok ..
and settle things out ...
ii wish ii could apologised to them ..
wadever ii had done wrong ...
and hope they will forgive me ..
ii learn my mistake ..
ii wan back the past ..
where they is laughter and joy ..
lke everything on 16o5o6 ?
or can ii say those days durg campfire ?
and ii hope they giv each other a chance ..
another problem .. HIM ..
haiish ..
ii dunno why ii feel so worried ..
ii tot ii alreadi lke forget him .
dun love him ..
ii dunno ..
ii feel so confused ..
ii am like feeling so worried..
when ii heard tt he is going in boys home ..
1 month later ..
9o % ...
haiish ..
is lke ..
ii noe he have a gf ..
he found his HAPPINESS with someone else ..
but why cant ii jus lke ..
let go of him ..
ii relli dunno larh !
ii told myself if he is happie .
ii will be happie ..
but with so mani problems ..
how can ii be happie ?
haiish ..
it is not easy to forget sumone you truly love ..
everything just take time ..
to heal ..Last Updated @ 1:50 AM
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