Sunday, April 30, 2006
now have time blog lerrhs ! ((: exam are coming ! siian can ! ii have not go out ferr lke so mani days ! and ii was sick ferr lke 1 week ? fever ; stomach flu ; cough ; flu ; sore throat .. ii drank so mani medicine larrhs ... SOME OF THEM ARE SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE ! anywayy .. ii break with him lerhs .. cos is lke .. i have no feeling ferr him but the other HIM ~ ii tell him although ii with him ii will still love HIM ... and is lke ... he treat me so gud .. ii relli feel bad ... den .. break lorrhs ... dunno larrhs ... HE have new girlfren le larrhs ... haiis ... wad can ii do ... ii cant do anything ... if HE happy liddat ... den ii anything lorrhs .. ii will give HIM and her my blessing ... ii feel lke giving HIM up .. forgetting HIM ... but is lke ... ii cant larrhs .. ii relli wan to forget and lke lead a happie and nice life .. but .. everything remind me of HIM ... aiyahh ! ii dunno larrhs .. HE is hers ... but not mine ... HE love her .. but not me ... why cant ii jus accept the fact .. why issit so difficult to forget HIM .. when ii can forget lke other people ? cant wait till exam is over .. ii am sick of studying !! books and more books ! omg omg ! going crazy ! ahahas .. OMG OMG ! damnit ! HE is online !! haiish .. jus finish chatting with HIM .. okayy ... god dammit ... ii am relli feel sad ... ii relli wanna bust out soon ... ii m feeling sad ; depressed ; jealous ... HE ask me if ii hav new stead .. ii was lke no .. den ii ask HIM you .. den HE tell me .. yes ... den ii was lke ohh .. congrate .. and HE told me tt HE think HE is pampering her too much liaos ,, haiish ... ii relli dunno ...Last Updated @ 6:45 AM
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