Monday, March 13, 2006
so long nvr blog lerrhs .. now marchHOLIDAY .. homework yet to be done .. so manii things happen agaiin ... ii m relli sick of this ... one problem after another ... ii jus had enuff ... unless someone can tell me why is all this happening ... ii feel so difficult to let go ... have anyone ever noe how m ii feeling ? NEVER ii think no one even cared a damn ... hoping u cuming back to me each day ... giving false hope to myself ... ii lost trust in myself .. ii lost trust in love ... ii lost trust in everything ... ii think this is more than enuff ... but ii cant myself frm all this ... can ii ?ii wanna shout and scream all my problems out ...but it jus help to stop this pain ...this hurt ...jus ferr awhile ....can jus someone shoot me DEADso ii could jus end my life here ?ii m relli sick of living here ..ii miss those days when ii am my true self ..ii relli hope tt gurll ii used to be ...will come back one day ..ii failed in everything ...my studies , my relationship with ppl ?ii never felt this lonely before ...the feeling of it is just so horrible tt ii cant even ...find a word to describe it ...ENUFF 0F THIS MISERY ~hoping one day ... things will go back to normal ...ii am sorry # FORGIVEme ....Last Updated @ 11:02 AM
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