Sunday, January 15, 2006
HAIIS ... agaiin ... stoopid larrhs .. whyy i cant f0rget !! **hit head** arrgghh ... hate myself larrhs ... do anyone n0e how am ii feeling now ?? ANYONE ?? haiis .. day after day .. minute after minute.. 72 days ,,, still cant ? HELPLESS le larrhs ... life jus seem meaningless to me ... tt is wad ii think ... haiis ,, can ii jus be happy? PLEASE!! happiieee!! not miserable!! whyy cant ii?? useless larrhs ... haiis.. ii dunno wad to say bout me n0w... desparate ferr sumone ... so so so desparate? this is not the gurll ii used to be... getting hurt easily? not being strong ?? being sad and not happie?? this is TOTALLY not the gurll ii am can? wadeva larrhs.. haiis.. HELPLESS CASE ... wan to tok to hiim ... wan things to be lke last tym when we were frenz ,,, ii dun even dare tok to hiim ... WHEN ii am online .. he is not ... when ii m offline .. he is online .. what shiet can! no fate ... dunno larrhs !!
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