Tuesday, December 20, 2005
heyys.. so l0ng nvr bl0g liaoz .. haiis ,, whyy is my life liddat n0w ... why he always wan abit abit thing then quarrel ... wah la0 , i had enuff larrhs ... i tried to f0rget you but ii cant.. everytime when ii wanna tok to u nicely.. it will end up a quarrel.. why mus u make life liddat... i seriously wan you to change bakk to the person tt ii knew earlier.. can u jus pr0mise me that? u say wad ur mum said was true ? all these are jus puppy love ? hav u ever thought of my feeling .. i treated this relationship seriously and u end up saying this is all called puppy love? sheeding tears everyday jus cos of you? why cant we jus go bakk to the past? i nvr say stead... but b4 stead.. why cant u jus treat me like last time? ii want u to ... i dun ask 4 much 4 u to cum bakk to me.. ii jus wan u to change and treat me nicer .. m ii asking ferr too much ? do u n0e how m ii feeling ? did u care,, ever since stead did u care? when ii nid you ; were you there? i admit i m a useless girlfrenz.. as you said... i dun understand myself ... yea.. i dun understand myself.. i dunn0 wad ii wan in life.. u say u wan me happie.. how do u wan ma happy when y0u are liddat ... trying to help u change and you dun even bother... bout telling ryan tt thing.. ii seriously dun mean to sae tt you suck.. ii was jus j0king lorrhs.. ii l0ve you why will ii say u sux? n todae.. u jus cum n thr0w temper ... after the break , ii seriously changed into a different person.. i m not the gurl ii used to be ,, ii jus need y0u to change me bakk to wad ii m.. i dun lke the gurl hu m ii now.. throwing temper ; scolding ppl ; quarrelling ; sh0wing ppl attitude ... ii n0e it is too late to turn everything bakk ... i want you ; but i noe i cant have u anymore ... haiis .... mem0ries of us always appear in my mind.. everytime.. ii noe u are saying wad so difficult bout f0rgetting u rite ,, wan the ans ? it is becos ii love you alot.. i treasure every second wiff u... remembering everything tt happen to us n stuff , it is easy ferr you to forget but n0t me... cos ii m different ... sumtimes ii relli hope u could jus understand me and my feelings.. you nvr cared ferr me ... when ii cry . did u comfort me? did you cheer me up and lend me ur shoulder to cry on? u didnt.. ii jus cant stand this anym0re.. life changed after u left ,, i cant handle my life n0w ... everyone wish to turn bakk time and ii oso wish ii could ... all the things and promises u made.. i still remember.. every w0rd u say were all in my head ... everyone ask me to f0rget bout you ... ii waited ... cant let go ... u ask me why ii dun wanna let go... tell you.. u think ii m happy liddat ,, if ii let g0.. life will not be liddat n0w rite? haiis ,, ii realise tt forgetting or letting someone you love is so difficult ,,, haiis,, ii chose to waiit 4 u .. n0 matter how l0nq it is ,, h0pe that you will chanqe to the person ii once knew.. WO DE XIN HAO FAN!!
WAITING for you to come back to me 0ne day ,,
ayrton ; iLOVEyou
once and alwayys will .. <33
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