Sunday, November 06, 2005
to EVERYONE out there ... ii m s0rry for making u all worry ,, I M SoRRY!! i will be fine de kkies? gio ba0beii andd ning baobeii,, i m sorry!relli relli s0rry..i promise no more lia0x kkies? I M SoRRY!!! haiis.. why is my life so FUCKED up n0w? why mus things always happen to me? WHY ME? but no one else... THIS WoRLD NO oNE ELSE BUT ME?? FUCK IT CAN! i hate life ,, jus wish tt ii hav memory lose... ii onli wanna remember the happie memories but not the sad memories.. i have been lke crying all day.. whenever ii think of HIM tears will jus started rolling .. i cant stop the tears there.. i dun lke this.. i wanna be happie.. lke wad i used to be.. the gurll hu luff 4 no reason n cant stop? now all my smile n laughter are all FAKE! i m jus showing it outside.. but inside ii m not happie... NOT EVEN HAPPIE AT ALL! yest nite bout 4 my mum jus lke started scolding n beating me.. den even left a scratch mark on my left hand middle finger... hu was there when ii need them?? NO oNE! i jus cant stand my life lke tt anymore.. I WILL DIE! die die die!! can? haiis.. Last Updated @ 2:41 PM
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