Saturday, November 05, 2005
okie... yest,, worse day ever.. IT`S ALL OVER.. no more! all gone... whyy m ii so sad?? whyy cant i be wad ii used to be?? i said ii will be happy if he is.. n0w he is happy.. whyy cant ii? haiis.. cried 4 the whole nite yest.. whyy? whyy mus this always happen t0 me?? GOD! can ii ask u why? my family ; my relationship .. it is always HORRIBLE! whyy cant u jus grant me my wish.. jus to be happy wiff him.. c.. wad now..! haiis!!!! ii dunno wad ii m feeling n0w.. i wanna be happy.. but ii m sad... whenever ii think of hiim.. i started crying? whyy! we are still close frenz wad.. whyy? arrgghh! i dunno i dunn0!! wad m i suppose to do n0w? i dun wan this to continue.. not sleeping properly .. skipping my meals .. not toking.. haiis.. ii wish ii can have him bakk agaiin.. relli relli wish,, ii wanna turn bakk time.. ii wanna change to the person he wan.. if i could turn time bakk... I WISH! haiis.. ii dunno larrhs.. yest went to nadirah hse.. den eat eat eat.. brought billabong wallet which cost me $4o? n shirt.. haiis.. den went jurong p0int after tt.. watch all bout lorve.. didnt noe it was a chinese movie.. natasha chose tt movie n she regret ,, den after movie.. wanted to go home.. den he call me ask me meet him at jurong east playground.. den tok tok tok.. ii dunno wad to bl0g liaoz.. bye... i wanna turn time bakk!!IT`S ALL OVER BETWEEN US .. o411o5 ; 1o3opmi wanna say tt i still <33 u
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