Tuesday, November 15, 2005
haiis,, okie.. wad is the problem wiff me n0w.. seriously.. i dunno!! i hate life.. ii m sick n tired of life okie?? i wan my life to wad it used to be,, in the past... but ii cant,, ii cant even let go.. i m trying veri hard to okie?? but i cant! i jus FCUKING cant can?? i had enuff... i wanna end this life soon.. relli soon... if i die i can have peace.. i can have no trouble... everything jus happen to me.. okie.. i admit tt i wan AYRToN back.. but i cant... i jus cant change the time.. even if he wanna patch n he is not happie.. wad is the use of it?? i dunno how to say larrhs.... if he is unhappie so do ii.. i m not HAPPY wiff my life now.. no one FCUKING cared,, is lke i jus die here.. no one noes u get me?? now my life.. is lke.. a puzzle.. a puzzle wiff 1 piece missing.. if i cant find tt piece of puzzle.. it will not be nice.. n let me say.. if my life is tt puzzle... without tt piece of puzzle i will not be happie,,, rite? now i had enuff of stuffs.. i wish i could jus had a CAR ACCIDENT n have a brain damage or brain loss which is even better,, i can start my life all over again.. ii wanna tell my problem,, but hu will listen? i think no 1 would,, so wad is my problem.. i will go straight to the point.. I WAN MY PAST!! MY PAST STARTING FRM 12O9O5 ; O652 PM WITHoUT ANY CHANGES,, WITHOUT HIM CHANGING.. cann ii have tt... i jus wish ii COULD,,,Last Updated @ 9:10 PM
you are all i need Y