Monday, November 21, 2005
haiis , i m so useless larrhs! can?? a useless jiee/meii/gf and stuff .. i feel i m veri useless n0w,, ii dunn0 larrhs ... i m a bad girlfrenz,, i cant make him happie,, i cant! haiis,, i wasnt there 4 him when he nid me ... i m useless okie? USELESS! i dunno larrhs~ i hate life larrhs... FUCK THIS WORLD! haiis.. i jus wan him to be wad he used to be,, i noe i m not his girlfrenz or huever anymore.. but i wan him to change,, simply cos I LOVE HIM! i care bout him.. i wan to turn bakk to the past or to the future! not the PRESENT,, haiis... i wandering how lonq can ii wait 4 him... how long?? can sumone please tell me? i m tired of this,, i m sick of this world ... ii still listen to him.. why? i noe ppl may think ii m stoopid.. i admit.. but,, i seriously LOVE HIM !! i treasure everything ,, OUR PAST ,, EVERYTHING! i treasure every minute every sec0nd widd him.. he sae tt he will not leave me in this world alone.. but now? i m ALL ALONE! dying here... did he care? ii dunno.. i m not him.. if he care.. he will have alreadi do sth.. if he dun,, he will jus let me die here,, so wad izzit??Last Updated @ 3:00 AM
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